What is your first gay memory

stephencummings

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My first gay memory is as clear today nearly 40 years on as it was then.

I lived in a small town in Cheshire, England and it was 1986. Before then I had no thoughts about being gay, I didn’t even know anyone who was gay.

Anyway, one evening around 7pm I was walking back from a friends house on the other side of town, it had started to rain and of course at that age I had no coat on. I wanted a piss and spotted a sign for a public toilet, it was a no brainer, have a piss and get out of the rain.

I walked in through 2 doors and it was a small building with a urinal big enough for 2 people and 1 stall.
I took my cock out and started to piss, it was then I noticed all the writing on the walls, people looking for cock, short stories of men who had sex, some pictures of cocks cumming etc etc the whole of the wall was covered in it.

I found myself reading them and looking at the images, being a young man my cock was soon as hard as it had ever been.
I wanked until I came then I quickly left, I knew I would be back though and very soon.
 
tell us more! After that first thought how long was it before you had a physical experience?
It wasn’t long after, maybe a few weeks.

I had been back a couple of times previously but each time there was no one there.
I would wank and cum quickly and leave straight away. I was worried of being caught.

When it did happen it wasn’t intentional I had called in for a piss and there was someone in there. I ended up wanking him off and then leaving sharpish.

On my way home it was all I could think of and I still get off to that one chance encounter
 
The first time I realized my friend was grinding against me and not just trying to "squeeze" past me.

I'll be honest, it took quite a few times of him rubbing up against me before it clicked in my head that he was grinding his cock against my ass. I didn't say anything and he got more obvious about it, grabbing me by the hips and dry humping me until I call him an idiot and shrug him off. He'd laugh and say that I liked being his little bitch.

That should have made me upset or mad and I pretended that it did.. but I kinda liked it.
 
I may have been in my pre teen age and spent the night at a buddy's house. He's an only child so he only had the one bed. We stayed up a bit late and after a bit we heard some noises from the front bedroom. I thought someone fell or something because I heard a low moan and groan. I asked him if he heard that and he said yes , "Come on let's go look" We tiptoe to the front bedroom and its getting louder. We stop and listen to his Mom moaning over and over. "YES..Yes. Yes . Don't stop you fucker". We both look at each other and go back to his room. We stare at each other and he says that was crazy. Lets go to bed.. we get in bed..both of us in our tidy whites and dont say a word for maybe 15 min. He rolls over so we are facing each other. He says "I've never heard my Mom talk like that.' I reply "Yeah that's not normal." We lie there quietly.I feel him move his hand down and he whispers . "My dicks hard..is yours?" I tell him very. He reaches over and pulls down my underwear.. he grabs my cock and says wow..you sure are. I reach over and pull his out and run my hand up and down his shaft.. we stroked each other for a bit until we heard his Mom in the kitchen. I rolled over...hard cock and all and went to sleep The first glimpse of my bi world
 
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I may have been 10 or 11 and spent the night at a buddy's house. He's an only child so he only had the one bed. We stayed up a bit late and after a bit we heard some noises from the front bedroom. I thought someone fell or something because I heard a low moan and groan. I asked him if he heard that and he said yes , "Come on let's go look" We tiptoe to the front bedroom and its getting louder. We stop and listen to his Mom moaning over and over. "YES..Yes. Yes . Don't stop you fucker". We both look at each other and go back to his room. We stare at each other and he says that was crazy. Lets go to bed.. we get in bed..both of us in our tidy whites and dont say a word for maybe 15 min. He rolls over so we are facing each other. He says "I've never heard my Mom talk like that.' I reply "Yeah that's not normal." We lie there quietly.I feel him move his hand down and he whispers . "My dicks hard..is yours?" I tell him very. He reaches over and pulls down my underwear.. he grabs my cock and says wow..you sure are. I reach over and pull his out and run my hand up and down his shaft.. we stroked each other for a bit until we heard his Mom in the kitchen. I rolled over...hard cock and all and went to sleep The first glimpse of my bi world
So similar to my experience. Nearly 60 years ago but still clearly remember
 
I’m must have been so naïve back in school.
A boy I went to school with had the hots for and swam nude together yet it wasn’t gay in my mind. Our cocks touched still the same go figure.
A bottom and wouldn’t have it any other way
 
I had a friend called Sonny who was a year younger than me but always led me into temptation and trouble. Like me he was very effeminate and feminine for a boy. I remember staying at his house when we were young and one night before we went to sleep he gave me a kiss on the lips. We shared the same bed and cuddled that night. I was already aware I was different to other boys and my dick got hard. At the time I didn’t understand the feeling or the feelings of warmth towards my friend. Nothing sexual happened but I really liked that kiss and cuddle. Years later I lost touch with sonny who I now know is called Sonia and we have recently gotten in touch again and talked about meeting up.
 
Not being aware of my interest in other guys back then, but went to a school where rugby was the game, no football/soccer allowed on the main fields. I remember sometimes when we weren't doing things right the good looking games master would have us lime up facing away from him, bend forward and hold our knees then he'd walk along the line, place his boot on our butt and push us over. Remembering back I enjoyed that and wonder if he was too. Oh what might have been ;-)

Feels so naughty too, reading these threads and posting while on a conference call (lucky I work at home mostly), that and an ex of mine reads stories here on the main site so may come across the forum and discover the hubby she thought to be so straignt (her impression that I never corrected) likes men and cock way more than she does :-D
 
Started playing truth or dare and strip poker and other such games at sleepovers. Certain it would have gone further if we had not moved away. That repeated itself a few times living life as a military brat.

Right at the end of high school I was "caught" looking at the bisexual stories on a friend's BBS. I was supposed to give him a ride home after final exams since we would both be out early and that was surely going to lead to a real first time. But then my mom ended up needing the car...and we moved away shortly after.
 
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The first time I realized my friend was grinding against me and not just trying to "squeeze" past me.

I'll be honest, it took quite a few times of him rubbing up against me before it clicked in my head that he was grinding his cock against my ass. I didn't say anything and he got more obvious about it, grabbing me by the hips and dry humping me until I call him an idiot and shrug him off. He'd laugh and say that I liked being his little bitch.

That should have made me upset or mad and I pretended that it did.. but I kinda liked it.
You loved it.
 
I may have been in my pre teen age and spent the night at a buddy's house. He's an only child so he only had the one bed. We stayed up a bit late and after a bit we heard some noises from the front bedroom. I thought someone fell or something because I heard a low moan and groan. I asked him if he heard that and he said yes , "Come on let's go look" We tiptoe to the front bedroom and its getting louder. We stop and listen to his Mom moaning over and over. "YES..Yes. Yes . Don't stop you fucker". We both look at each other and go back to his room. We stare at each other and he says that was crazy. Lets go to bed.. we get in bed..both of us in our tidy whites and dont say a word for maybe 15 min. He rolls over so we are facing each other. He says "I've never heard my Mom talk like that.' I reply "Yeah that's not normal." We lie there quietly.I feel him move his hand down and he whispers . "My dicks hard..is yours?" I tell him very. He reaches over and pulls down my underwear.. he grabs my cock and says wow..you sure are. I reach over and pull his out and run my hand up and down his shaft.. we stroked each other for a bit until we heard his Mom in the kitchen. I rolled over...hard cock and all and went to sleep The first glimpse of my bi world
Yes...
 
I distinctly remember playing football with a friend of mine... Every time he would tackle me, I would get harder and harder. Soon, he noticed that I was hard in my shorts. He invited me back to his house to take a shower.
And then...
 
Love this thread. My older brother started playing with my hard dick when I was at an early age. It terrified and aroused me at the same time. It led to several more encounters. He was so sexy to me and confident with his own sexuality. Find memories that I love talking about and sharing.
 
My first job, school in the day and busboy at night.I was super new and my manager was a little freak.He knew what he wanted and I was naive and horny.Long story short he wasn't able to deepthroat my cock completely so I won 50 dollars.
I want the long story.
 
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