Chillygirl
It’s not a phase 🖤
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Talked about triggers, anniversaries…couldn’t figure out why I was having such a hard time these last couple days besides the whole brain spotting thing. Finally I remembered…this time last year my ex husband was in town to clear out his belongings.
He was here for 10 days. Every morning he brought me coffee. He constantly called me babe, honey, and wife. He acted like nothing was different. Even took me to dinner one night. We finished with the house and said our goodbyes. The next day before he left he surprised me at the apartment. Just wanted to say goodbye one more time. I walked him to the porch said goodbye and closed the door in his face. He stood there for a few minutes before leaving. I’ve been in this apartment for a year. Said goodbye to my marriage.
There was a separate friendship going on during all of that. It was a lot….good times, bad times, confusing times. I lost that Oct of last year too.
October was a pretty shitty month last year.
He was here for 10 days. Every morning he brought me coffee. He constantly called me babe, honey, and wife. He acted like nothing was different. Even took me to dinner one night. We finished with the house and said our goodbyes. The next day before he left he surprised me at the apartment. Just wanted to say goodbye one more time. I walked him to the porch said goodbye and closed the door in his face. He stood there for a few minutes before leaving. I’ve been in this apartment for a year. Said goodbye to my marriage.
There was a separate friendship going on during all of that. It was a lot….good times, bad times, confusing times. I lost that Oct of last year too.
October was a pretty shitty month last year.
