katalynn
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For some reason his words still felt like daggers diving into my soul. I know he was trying to make me feel better. He was taking this way to lightly, didn't know if I should be upset. Or worried that he's just simply taking pity on me and when this is all over he will then leave, for now just staying with me out of pity. I tried hard to force back both those thoughts, Maybe he does love me, his eyes seem so true and innocent.
Purred and moved my head lightly to his touch, his fingers at my sensitive ear, tracing down my jawline, only to lift my face to his gaze again. His forhead somewhat pinning my eyes to his. He didn't see anything that wasn't already there in my eyes. The hurt, fear, anger. My purple orbs were probly swarming with mixed emotions it was hard to tell how I really felt.
"I shall not deprive you of which you ask.... Right now that is the only comfort I'm finding... Is here.. in your arms... How can I deny or deprive of such things."
Paused for a moment, wanting to look away, yet, not wanting to.
"I wish to see that priest now, or at least within the next few moments.... I don't think I'll be able to stop this from going any further.. Your touch alone makes me weak... Your words makes me want to make love to you right now... It's hard to say no to you... M'love... I don't want to say no to you... I don't want to be afraid of you, or of hurting you anymore than I have already."
"Saying no to you tears me up greatly...... Fearing for and of you is even greater.... "
I don't know why I fear of him, part of me still thinks this is jusst out of pity alone, an act. I bet deep down inside of him he's thinking of the right time to leave. The right time to end this, his eyes say so much..... But I also know that no-one takes things like this, this lightly.. Let him think that its rape, I fear deep down he thinks otherwise.
"I refuse to hurt you anymore than that, I am not sure why you stayed, or why you are taking this, as lightly as you are......... But I love you for that, I can not deprive that."
Purred and moved my head lightly to his touch, his fingers at my sensitive ear, tracing down my jawline, only to lift my face to his gaze again. His forhead somewhat pinning my eyes to his. He didn't see anything that wasn't already there in my eyes. The hurt, fear, anger. My purple orbs were probly swarming with mixed emotions it was hard to tell how I really felt.
"I shall not deprive you of which you ask.... Right now that is the only comfort I'm finding... Is here.. in your arms... How can I deny or deprive of such things."
Paused for a moment, wanting to look away, yet, not wanting to.
"I wish to see that priest now, or at least within the next few moments.... I don't think I'll be able to stop this from going any further.. Your touch alone makes me weak... Your words makes me want to make love to you right now... It's hard to say no to you... M'love... I don't want to say no to you... I don't want to be afraid of you, or of hurting you anymore than I have already."
"Saying no to you tears me up greatly...... Fearing for and of you is even greater.... "
I don't know why I fear of him, part of me still thinks this is jusst out of pity alone, an act. I bet deep down inside of him he's thinking of the right time to leave. The right time to end this, his eyes say so much..... But I also know that no-one takes things like this, this lightly.. Let him think that its rape, I fear deep down he thinks otherwise.
"I refuse to hurt you anymore than that, I am not sure why you stayed, or why you are taking this, as lightly as you are......... But I love you for that, I can not deprive that."