Will You Still Love Me?

ima6uldv8

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When I first joined Lit, I was so insecure about many things. Mostly my sexuality, or lack of it. I had many fantasies, as a lot of you have discovered, but I kept them buried deep. If you'd told me then that I'd have made audios to submit, I'd have thought you were crazy. I've come such a long way. It's been so freeing and liberating to explore every aspect of myself. It's been great being truthful to myself. And I've found some great friends here. eSo, in order to do that, I must tell you one thing you don't know about me. And I in no way meant this to be deceitful. This was for my insecurity. I've experienced rejection from men all my life because I'm not a skinny, model type woman. So, when you guys have been asking me what I looked like, I told you what I felt you wanted to hear. I wish I looked like that. And I despise the term BBW (no offence to others) but skinny chicks don't have a certain term they're known as so why should we? I'm just a normal woman with a little extra curves. Actually, being here has kind of helped me to start being comfortable with my own body. So, I hope none of you are hurt by this or feel I was doing you wrong because that wasn't the intent. Everything else about me is the same. I wanted to be totally true to myself and in order to do that, had to let you know this about me. And, I may be making too big a deal about it, too. So, do you still love me?
 
ima6uldv8 said:
When I first joined Lit, I was so insecure about many things. Mostly my sexuality, or lack of it. I had many fantasies, as a lot of you have discovered, but I kept them buried deep. If you'd told me then that I'd have made audios to submit, I'd have thought you were crazy. I've come such a long way. It's been so freeing and liberating to explore every aspect of myself. It's been great being truthful to myself. And I've found some great friends here. eSo, in order to do that, I must tell you one thing you don't know about me. And I in no way meant this to be deceitful. This was for my insecurity. I've experienced rejection from men all my life because I'm not a skinny, model type woman. So, when you guys have been asking me what I looked like, I told you what I felt you wanted to hear. I wish I looked like that. And I despise the term BBW (no offence to others) but skinny chicks don't have a certain term they're known as so why should we? I'm just a normal woman with a little extra curves. Actually, being here has kind of helped me to start being comfortable with my own body. So, I hope none of you are hurt by this or feel I was doing you wrong because that wasn't the intent. Everything else about me is the same. I wanted to be totally true to myself and in order to do that, had to let you know this about me. And, I may be making too big a deal about it, too. So, do you still love me?


Of course I still wuv you....who else is gonna share their prozac wif me?? :confused: ;) :kiss:
 
ima6uldv8 said:
When I first joined Lit, I was so insecure about many things. Mostly my sexuality, or lack of it. I had many fantasies, as a lot of you have discovered, but I kept them buried deep. If you'd told me then that I'd have made audios to submit, I'd have thought you were crazy. I've come such a long way. It's been so freeing and liberating to explore every aspect of myself. It's been great being truthful to myself. And I've found some great friends here. eSo, in order to do that, I must tell you one thing you don't know about me. And I in no way meant this to be deceitful. This was for my insecurity. I've experienced rejection from men all my life because I'm not a skinny, model type woman. So, when you guys have been asking me what I looked like, I told you what I felt you wanted to hear. I wish I looked like that. And I despise the term BBW (no offence to others) but skinny chicks don't have a certain term they're known as so why should we? I'm just a normal woman with a little extra curves. Actually, being here has kind of helped me to start being comfortable with my own body. So, I hope none of you are hurt by this or feel I was doing you wrong because that wasn't the intent. Everything else about me is the same. I wanted to be totally true to myself and in order to do that, had to let you know this about me. And, I may be making too big a deal about it, too. So, do you still love me?

If I knew you better I'd still love you, I'm sure... ;) :rose:
 
We haven't really had much interaction Ima6uldv8 but regardless of what you look like or your size, my opinion doesn't change. You are still you, extra curves and all. From what I can tell you are a sweetheart who is just like the rest of us, trying to figure out who were are and what we want in life.

And if anyone decides that due to your so called body type that they no longer want to love you I say go fetch a frying pan.
 
I don't even know you - but I am impressed with this post of youra. It might've taken some courage to sat it, but I commend you for your honesty and bravery.

The truth will set you free, it is said.

I think youre more loveable now than you were before you posted. And much more beautiful...
 
As the woman who really started my masturbation audio thread off, and turned my idea into reality, I firstly thank you, because if it wasn't for you and your great audios, noone would have looked twice!! I've had 19,000 or so hits on that thread, and its safe to say that a majority of those are because of you.. everyone has insecurities, but let's face it; Lit is a place for liberation, for people who in their everyday lives don't get to express themselves fully, and for a majority of people it's fantasy land..if it makes you happy, then go for it..I mean thats a policy everyone should do in life, but for lit, which is strictly two-dimensional..then of course you shouldn't worry!! These points, are probably all jumbled up, and might sound like the ramblings of a mad man..but hey..

In conclusion... :p For the fact that when I've seen you speak on peoples threads you're always a positive influence, by the evident fact that you have made many friends on Lit, and also how people responded to you, and how you helped my thread... I totally respect you, and so should everyone else.. :rose:
 
Hi Ima!

I've found Lit to be a very liberating place, because here it seems people regard women as beautiful, no matter what. Back when Dusky and I first met, he posted that he hated the term "BBW," because to him, all women are beautiful, and I know he has certainly made me feel that way over and over again. I'm also "curvaceous," and I had a terrible self-image. I've met enough men, however - some just friends, some who became more - who were willing to look at the woman within and see my inner beauty, and through that, they saw an outer beauty that I had trouble seeing. In return, they've allowed me that precious glimpse inside their hearts and souls, giving me the blessed opportunity to also see the inner fortitude and beauty that makes them so very handsome, regardless of age, hair line or waist size.

I admire your courage here, hon, and I don't think anyone would stop loving you because you fudged a little in your description. If people really, truly love you, it won't matter one whit what you look like. For those to whom it does matter, you don't need them around.

:rose: :heart: :kiss:
 
Of course!

I never asked and you have never told me otherwise. Of course I still love you.

:heart:
 
I don't know you from a can of paint and don't care what size you are. I do, however, admire your courage in posting this. You never had to say anything at all, yet you chose to be honest. Beauty fades and even thin girls get saggy and wrinkled...Good character lasts forever.

Take Care of Yourself.
 
ima6uldv8 said:
When I first joined Lit, I was so insecure about many things. Mostly my sexuality, or lack of it. I had many fantasies, as a lot of you have discovered, but I kept them buried deep. If you'd told me then that I'd have made audios to submit, I'd have thought you were crazy. I've come such a long way. It's been so freeing and liberating to explore every aspect of myself. It's been great being truthful to myself. And I've found some great friends here. eSo, in order to do that, I must tell you one thing you don't know about me. And I in no way meant this to be deceitful. This was for my insecurity. I've experienced rejection from men all my life because I'm not a skinny, model type woman. So, when you guys have been asking me what I looked like, I told you what I felt you wanted to hear. I wish I looked like that. And I despise the term BBW (no offence to others) but skinny chicks don't have a certain term they're known as so why should we? I'm just a normal woman with a little extra curves. Actually, being here has kind of helped me to start being comfortable with my own body. So, I hope none of you are hurt by this or feel I was doing you wrong because that wasn't the intent. Everything else about me is the same. I wanted to be totally true to myself and in order to do that, had to let you know this about me. And, I may be making too big a deal about it, too. So, do you still love me?

ima

I liked YOU.... not an 'idea' of you.. when I first 'met' you... and that still holds true.

And I much prefer a woman with extra curves to the heroin chic they put in fashion magazines any day..... so be proud. Most men I know feel the same way. :kiss:

And believe it or not.. most men I know.. beyond an initial glance (or one-night stand in some cases) go for personality first anyway.... and you have THAT in spades.

And with most insecure women I know (you there Razzy? ), I bet you're stunning. :)
 
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Retrieval said:
I wonder how many men are kicking themselves right now?
Hmmmmm Not quite sure what that means :rolleyes: but I have a good idea.

To the rest of you, thanks so much. I've met many nice people here I consider much more than acquaintences, they're friends.
 
Hmmm.. do I still love you?

I didn't know I stopped lovin you honestly.

And that's a minor detail versus what I know about you and you haven't done anything to be worth losing you. If anything, I think I admire you more because you bared more during this thread to others than your audios. I love the audios, but also the beautiful woman who does the audios. :kiss:
 
Good Morning {{{Ima}}} :kiss: :rose: :kiss:
So you have a new thread :)
Had to do some sniffing to find it ;) :D
Hey I always liked you & with that Jewellery on mhhhhh even sooooo much more :p :D

oh I better subscribe :)
 
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Glad you stopped by too, PJ and Azul :kiss: They say confession is good for the soul. I just wanted my friends here to know me more.

PJ: I hadn't intended for this to be a forever thread but if that works, I'll roll with it ;)
 
ima6uldv8 said:
Glad you stopped by too, PJ and Azul :kiss: They say confession is good for the soul. I just wanted my friends here to know me more.

PJ: I hadn't intended for this to be a forever thread but if that works, I'll roll with it ;)
Well its your thread Hun, but Iam glad you have a Place where I can leave Hugs & Smoochies & :kiss: s for you :)
 
Papa-Joe said:
Well its your thread Hun, but Iam glad you have a Place where I can leave Hugs & Smoochies & :kiss: s for you :)
Hugs and smooches are always welcome :kiss: Thanks for stopping by, sweetie.

Thanks to everyone who has left some kind words. They mean a lot to me.
 
ima6uldv8 said:
When I first joined Lit, I was so insecure about many things. Mostly my sexuality, or lack of it. I had many fantasies, as a lot of you have discovered, but I kept them buried deep. If you'd told me then that I'd have made audios to submit, I'd have thought you were crazy. I've come such a long way. It's been so freeing and liberating to explore every aspect of myself. It's been great being truthful to myself. And I've found some great friends here. eSo, in order to do that, I must tell you one thing you don't know about me. And I in no way meant this to be deceitful. This was for my insecurity. I've experienced rejection from men all my life because I'm not a skinny, model type woman. So, when you guys have been asking me what I looked like, I told you what I felt you wanted to hear. I wish I looked like that. And I despise the term BBW (no offence to others) but skinny chicks don't have a certain term they're known as so why should we? I'm just a normal woman with a little extra curves. Actually, being here has kind of helped me to start being comfortable with my own body. So, I hope none of you are hurt by this or feel I was doing you wrong because that wasn't the intent. Everything else about me is the same. I wanted to be totally true to myself and in order to do that, had to let you know this about me. And, I may be making too big a deal about it, too. So, do you still love me?

I don't normally travel from the threads I've been at home in on Lit but was wandering & found this thread & felt the need to reply.
I've alway let my attraction to ladies run with the mental rather than the physical & have had the pleasure of enjoying a fantastic sex life & love life with all shapes & sizes from tiny petite ladies to larger ladies & found all so very sexy so enjoy being a lady.Your post shows a great strength. :D
 
Bringing Hugs & Squeezes & :kiss: s
& Wishing you a scrumptious Day {{{Ima}}} :kiss: :rose: :p :kiss:
 
Papa-Joe said:
Bringing Hugs & Squeezes & :kiss: s
& Wishing you a scrumptious Day {{{Ima}}} :kiss: :rose: :p :kiss:
Thanks, sexy :kiss: I'm leaving you some gropes in all the right places :catroar:

Azuldrgon said:
A few more :kiss: Please don't work too hard.
Mmmm I won't, hon. I'm off today but work tomorrow night. :kiss:es to you, sweetie.
 
Bringing oodles of Hugs~Smoochies~Fondles~Gropes & juicy :kiss: s for {{{Ima }}}} :rose:
Have a teriffic Wknd Sweetheart muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
 
Papa-Joe said:
Bringing oodles of Hugs~Smoochies~Fondles~Gropes & juicy :kiss: s for {{{Ima }}}} :rose:
Have a teriffic Wknd Sweetheart muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I hope your weekend is a great one for you, sweetie :kiss: I hope mine will be but you never know when working. Thanks for thinking of me :rose:
 
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