When I first joined Lit, I was so insecure about many things. Mostly my sexuality, or lack of it. I had many fantasies, as a lot of you have discovered, but I kept them buried deep. If you'd told me then that I'd have made audios to submit, I'd have thought you were crazy. I've come such a long way. It's been so freeing and liberating to explore every aspect of myself. It's been great being truthful to myself. And I've found some great friends here. eSo, in order to do that, I must tell you one thing you don't know about me. And I in no way meant this to be deceitful. This was for my insecurity. I've experienced rejection from men all my life because I'm not a skinny, model type woman. So, when you guys have been asking me what I looked like, I told you what I felt you wanted to hear. I wish I looked like that. And I despise the term BBW (no offence to others) but skinny chicks don't have a certain term they're known as so why should we? I'm just a normal woman with a little extra curves. Actually, being here has kind of helped me to start being comfortable with my own body. So, I hope none of you are hurt by this or feel I was doing you wrong because that wasn't the intent. Everything else about me is the same. I wanted to be totally true to myself and in order to do that, had to let you know this about me. And, I may be making too big a deal about it, too. So, do you still love me?


They mean a lot to me.
For the fact that when I've seen you speak on peoples threads you're always a positive influence, by the evident fact that you have made many friends on Lit, and also how people responded to you, and how you helped my thread... I totally respect you, and so should everyone else..
