Yeishia's Bedroom - Located in The Vassal Academy Club - By invitation only please!

[yeishia]

"Please. You're so polite my love."

Polite…

The truth is I want to experience it all at the hand of this beautiful man to surrender my all to him to allow him full control over my sensuality like I have allowed no other.

Polite ...

Yes, sometimes still I hesitate to let him know my true needs; that I need him to take pleasure in my body, that I need him to draw forth my ecstatic cries, to fan the embers which glow in the depth of my belly so they consume us both with their torrid heat. Sometimes I hide what I need in favor of what he needs.

Today he knows, I have barred my soul needing desperately to loose myself in him…needing to reconnect with that which I really am.

His voice and actions both are a soft erotic seduction, causing the hairs to rise at the back of my slender neck, he knows that for me the foreplay is almost akin to a main course. He is superb in his manipulation of my mind and body as he teases and taunts my psyche.

"Yes, I will give you what you asked so nicely for."

I watch my dark angel intently as if in slow motion the wicked clamp are secured over my distended aching nipples. The sharp intense pain shoots directly to my clit I find myself biting on my lower lip in an effort to stop myself from orgasm. My mind is already anticipating their removal ...how long..how much delicious pain ..will it prove too much. I moan gently at the direction my thought are moving, clamps are my Achilles heel I simply adore them.

Almost!

I release my lower lip and smile shyly at him …

He knows!

"I'll let you chose how much you pull."

A mind fuck! He is a wicked, wicked man. I am in control of my own demise, how soon, how hard, how far I fall. If I don’t choose to pull then I am in effect handing the reigns over to him… if I do that then I …

Ooh!

"Very lovely. Now we'll see what I can do with your burning desire."

My desire is his to do with as he wills, smiling softly I reach my arms towards him imploringly allowing the chain to pull on my throbbing nipples.

I gasp my eyes widening before my shackled wrists return hastily to their previous above my head.

"I am yours to do with as you wish my love," I whisper seductively. My belly arches gently upwards as I become lost in his sensuous gaze once more my errant thoughts forgotten for the moment...

 

[Last_Rider]

"I am yours to do with as you wish my love."

"Yes my Angel. And I am going to enjoy your body, enjoy every last bit of you. And I am going to make you cum harder than you ever have before."

A promise, and all the implications make her shiver softly even more. My hands slide down her sides, savoring the soft feel of her skin. She feels softer than any material, warm, perfect. My Angel. Hands slide to her hips, then towards her burning need. My lovely one, so perfect.

"You are mine. And right now I wish you to be more of a puddle than you are now."

I find what I'm looking for, a lovely Magic Wand.

"The best tool for turning Angel's into puddles I've found."

The wand hums on low, and I gently press it to her sex. Not her clit, not yet, just massaging gently on her opening and above. Then her clit, just a touch, a brush. Now hold it there.

"Time to edge my love."

Wait until she's on the edge, then remove the wand. Wait, press it again. Remove before she cums. Wait, press again. Let her revel in sensation, in the freedom of lost control. Edge again.

"I love you so. No cumming yet."

Edge again...

 

[yeishia]

He knows me so well, he partners me in this dance like no other.

Edging…

The music of the wand begins, it stirs the fire building in my belly and I am swept up in a cornucopia of delicious sensations each one more delectable than the next.

My darkest of angels knows well how to feed my soul…

Slowly to the very edge I tip-toe peering over the precipice careful not to move a muscle as I slowly become one with the incessant buzz before instinctively dancing backwards. Tis not unlike an erotic tango filed with subtle nuances, potent stops and heady evocative intricacies. My love guides me effectively throughout the dance like a maestro born to lead.

Each time he edges me his dark eyes issue a bold ‘cabeceo’ – a clear invitation to dance with him again.

I would remain locked with him in this dance for an eternity but my body is clamoring out for its release. Every part of me is shivering as I fight for control; I can feel beads of cold sweat popping out all over my slender form. I fancy I can hear the pop and sizzle as they begin to boil on my heated flesh before evaporating to make way for another bead to form.

I am turning into a river of desire I shall soon drown.

My eyes plead with him …..

My fingers grasp the sheet above my head, I am so close …….

“Mmmmmmmmmm pleeeese.”

“I cannot… mmmmmmmm…” I know that I am …almost losing all control …only sheer determination keeps me from free falling into the dark oblivion I know awaits me.

The darkness is calling out my name ….

It needs me as I need it….

“Rider now … pleeeeeese.” I beg, my voice is low and husky with my almost overwhelming need.

 

[Last_Rider]

Her words are sweet nectar to my ears. My Angel, my love. I press the wand to her clit again, holding, holding, then removing. I know her needs, I know she trusts me to take her there. Again the vibrating wand presses to her clit. This time I flick it on high, holding, holding...

"Yes, cum!"

My words come with another sensation, I tug on the chain that runs down her body and doing so tug on her nipples I give her permission, and no choice. She will cum. And cum. The wand doesn't move from her clit as my Angel climaxes, and I have no intention of moving it. I press it firmly to her sensitive skin and begin tugging on the chain at random intervals, playing her like a perfect instrument of pleasure.

"Now keep cumming. Don't you dare stop."

 

[yeishia]

"Yes, cum!"

His command, the wands increased momentum combined push me out into the void It is the insistent pain in my nipples that keep me grounded in this world as my whole body is rocked with the intensity of my first orgasm. I scream out his name as I feel myself gushing out a veritable river of my desire for him onto the soon soaked sheets. I buck and writhe against my bonds uncaring of the chains that bind me to him. Barely coming down and I am riding another crest of purest pleasure and another and another until all I want is to escape the wand but he has other ideas.

I fear he intends to break our record…

“Please nooo stop ..more… don’t ..good… bad…dying gonna die ..my head ..ohhhhhh.” I know that I am babbling as one orgasm runs crashing into another like liquid molten lava. Burning scalding devouring me showing no mercy!

Breathe I tell myself knowing how this will end if I do not…

Breathe!!!

“Ummmmm…ahhhhhhhh...pleeeeeeseee …..mmmmmmmm … I …caaaaaaany ..ohhhhhhh….”

The firth or sixth orgasm causes me to rise up off the bed my bound hands heading for the wand. I am going to pass out if he doesn’t stop. The force of the continues orgasms are pounding against the top of my head becoming almost painful in their frenzied intensity.

My desperate actions pull the clamps forcibly from my nipples and I scream out in earnest as white bolts of pain lance from my nipples to my clit. Normally I would fear this, their removal is always worst, sometimes making me wish them to remain. This time I welcome the pains embrace it as I would the lover who is playing my body as if it were his very own.

I am wracked with another powerful orgasm... transported out of time and place. Time slows down as subspace claims me for its very own.

Floating now I am smiling softly barely aware of the continued presence of the torturous wand my whole psyche zoning in on the presence of the one I love and need … his smell, his touch, his unfailing love...

 

[Last_Rider]

I love listening to her. Not just like this, but listening to her at all, so her litany of sounds and half formed words soothe me as I keep the wand on her. I am keeping track of her orgasms, patiently holding in place as she is sent higher and higher on waves of pure sensation. I love her.

She jerks her hands towards the wand after her seventh orgasm and pulls the clamps from her nipples, instantly starting her eighth. Such an amazing creature my Angel is. I notice that she has slipped from me, slipped into glorious sub space.

I remove the wand now and gently place my palm over her sex, covering her protectively before laying down beside her. My lips on hers, free hand gently rubbing her nipples.

"You are amazing my love. Come back to me slowly, I still have plans for you."

I gently caress her body as she floats. She will float back down eventually, and I will be here to greet her.

 

[yeishia]

I am totally aware of the love surrounding me though I couldn’t describe what my love is actually doing I just know I am safe to float in sweet serenity.

I was never one to understand aftercare it had never been afforded me… This was a precious gift, an addictive guilty pleasure almost as compelling as what has preceded it.

Slowly I felt the comfort of his hands, the protection of his body curled around mine I could feel myself smiling as I slowly returned back down to planet earth my body feeling like a warm bundle of soft fluffy cloud-like cotton balls.

“Mmmmmmmm,” I press instinctively closer to his warmth before my eyes lazily open to find his watching me intently.

“I love you”, I mouth my words they are the quietest of husky whispers in the silent room.

“More please, my Sir.” I beg pressing my lips gently to his.

 

[Last_Rider]

I am content to wait as my Angel floats back to earth. I am holding her close as her eyes become focused and she stirs against me. I let her regain her senses in my arms, then listen to her words, smiling and kissing her softly after she's so nicely asked for more.

"Of course more my love. I wasn't done with you by a long shot."

I smile, snuggling up to her, my hand covering her sex begins rubbing gently, this time slowly coaxing her arousal up instead of demanding it. Just rubbing her outer lips, applying gentle pressure.

"Such a good girl my Angel is. And you're about to have more fun."

I find the wand again, this time it's dormant as I rest it against her sex, then carefully bind it to her thigh so she can't remove it from herself because of her ankle bindings.

"This wont turn on until I wish it. Now then, you've had several orgasms but I haven't had any."

I move onto my knees and undo my pants, exposing my hardness and resting it against her lips as she reclines on the bed.

 

[yeishia]

His words come softly into focus and my eyes widen as I slowley take in that which he is up too…the wand a potent reminder of what might happen next.

My belly begins to flutter in anticipation the fire beginning to ignite once again.

Mmmmm, he is such a wicked man.

My thoughts are interrupted as my vision is blotted out by the delightful sight of his lovely cock which he rests nonchalantly against my lips.

His last words come into focus …no orgasms for my love …it is my duty, yes?

I flick my tongue against the tip of his hardness before swirling it around the flesh I so love..

I will suck him in slowly... if he lets me I will pull him into my longing throat like a snake devouring its meaty pray.

My lips press around his delicious hardness all my of my suddenly inflamed and heated senses clamoring in their sudden need.

My eyes beg permission his to begin…

 

[yeishia]

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[Last_Rider]

My eyes are on her, the soft motions of her tongue, the way she takes me into her mouth. I love her. One hand caresses her face, gently pulling her forward, just a signal for her to begin. I have no desire to control her right now, she knows what I desire.

Heat spreads through my body, my cock throbbing with my heartbeat. Her eyes, so expressive, so perfect to look into.

My free hand reaches down and flicks the wand into life.

 

[yeishia]

My eyes are fastened to his I move my bound fingers splaying them around the base of his manhood before gently cupping his heavy balls as I blow gently on the head of his powerful cock... my intent is to distract him as I allow the leg to which the wand is strapped to fall open open ever so slightly. It is now nothing more than an irritating distraction. I want to bring him pleasure so focus on him alone.

There is no wand only his gorgeous cock

Only my lips ..

Only his pleasure his need.....

My eyes stay fastened to his as I suck in just the meaty tip ...slowly ..lovingly...deliberately.

Without warning I rise up and suck him down hard and fast like a powerful anaconda until he is lodged deep in my throat my hands moving swiftly to his hips my nails making indentations.

In the heat of the moment I mark his ass mine!

Still looking intently into his eyes I very slowly withdraw my mouth the suction tight and powerful, my saliva is much like a potent aphrodisiac as I slide back along the length of him leaving a slippery wet determined trail ...

"Mmmmmmmm you taste delicious," I tell him in a breathy voice.....more?

It is taking all of my own control not to simply suck his brains out through his cock!

 

[Last_Rider]

I watch her, my eyes missing not a single motion as she moves to obey. Her fingers move, soft and delicate as they slide around my shaft and cup my balls. Eyes burn into hers as I see her move her leg, the buzzing wand now on her sweet nether lips but not distracting her. Soon enough.

My normally subdued Angel suddenly swallows me whole, lips covering the tight hot skin as it passes between them and into her mouth. Then slowly, with forceful suction she pulls back up and off, her eyes glinting when she speaks.

"Very nice, but I didn't say you could stop."

One hand slips over her head, fingers tangling in her silken locks and coaxing her down again. I do not wish to face fuck her, not now at least. My other hand slides to her thigh, gently pushing it until the wand is again on her clit, then moving it away. My own little way of teasing her still as those wonderful lips part again.

 

[yeishia]

He is a bad bad man teasing me so when I really need to concentrate.

I smile softly as I pull him closer my mouth once again sucking him into my receptive mouth. I shall give him a slow sensual bout of phallacio. Mmmm I adore that word... phallacio. Just blow him till her passes out an inner demon bids me .

So many choices I choose the first ...for now.

Slow and easy I lovingly suck him back in, it is a long slow descent into my primal maw..he smells musky all virile all potent male ...

It is I who have caused his body to produce this powerful scent ...the thought empowers me and without conscious volition I easy my body back towards the wand....

 

[Last_Rider]

She is slow at first, my Angel knows just what to do. The hand on her thigh squeezes, loving the soft give of her skin, the silky smooth texture, the way her head bobs slowly under my other hand. This perfect sensual being is all mine.

She moves her legs closer, wiggling her hips a bit and I push at her thigh, now keeping the wand just off of her clit.

"Not yet my love. You would squeeze yourself together and hold this against your body until you passed out, I know you would."

I smile at her, stroking her hair as I guide her up and down, speeding her pace for now. I move her thigh back, and again the wand begins buzzing against that most sensitive and needy of places.

 

[yeishia]

Tis like a roller coaster the way he plays me even as I am playing him...no you can't...yes you can...maybe.

When I will it!

An unspoken decree well understood.

He knows me well, I would do that until I passed out, if it were not for the throbbing flesh between my swollen lips.

He is guiding me know gently still as my mouth slides up and down his throbbing demanding flesh. He still allows me to torment and tease his flesh; a hard tongue here, a subtle nip of my wicked teeth there...

This blow job is like a game of Russian roulette... how far can I push him?

Could I...should I?

It was contrary to my nature, not the action of a romantic dreamer ...daring when I am not in the dominant role...for me at least.

I am deep in subbie land now that is for sure , still....

I come up briefly for air and hold his cock a hairs breath from my wanton lips .

I look up at him my eyes hot and smoldering in my need. My tongue unconsciously traces my full lips as I battle an inner demon, as I wrestle with a deep seated all consuming need.

I nibble on the perimeter of his cock head gently at first, then more insistently.

"Fuck my face, fuck me hard my love" I finally beg of him.

" I need your seed spilled on my face and breasts... I need to taste it sliding down my throat... filling and completing me.....pleeeeese"

My voice is low and guttural, I do not even recognize it!

Lord how will he react?

Fuck all of a sudden I really need to cum...

 

[Last_Rider]

She understands the game now, and her devious lips, tongue, and even a bit of her teeth come into play. I move her lovely thigh, keeping her guessing as to if she gets pleasure or not, if that poor distended bit of flesh if teased or pleasured. Finally she pulls off and nibbles at my cock head before speaking.

So unlike my Angel, yet so perfectly her as well. I smile into her eyes, pressing her legs together so the wand is on her clit.

"When I choose to."

I hold her shapely legs together, forcing her to endure the pleasure and the vibrations with one hand, with the other I hold the base of my cock and trace her sensual lips with the tip. Gently part them, poke just the head into her lips, then out.

"Yes, cum my Angel."

With those words my fingers turn to claws in her hair, and I yank her down onto my pulsing erection. Over and over again, forcing my cock down her throat, keeping her legs pressed tightly in place, hips moving faster, harder, roughly using her mouth. It doesn't take me long, but I know she cums again before I cum.

I pull from her mouth as I climax, shooting two spurts onto her upturned face, hot and white against her skin. Two more aimed at her breasts, then I return her mouth to my cock, feeling her suck gently to pull at the remaining cum as I keep her legs in place, forcing her to endure the vibrations more and more.

 

[yeishia]

I do not know what possessed me... I had wanted his seed spilled on my face breasts and belly but not like this. I think I was trying to fill a need that he was showing of late …

Like the good submissive I was stifling my nature to appease his. His stories has been of dark wicked violence of late and I had wondered, worried….

I found that I was hating the wand probably for the first time since I had made its acquaintance. Its insistent pressure on my swollen clit stopped me from becoming one with the cock which he had shoved deep into my throat.

I had asked for it and he has responded fucking my face like it belonged to some whore he had picked up in a sordid bar somewhere. Careful what you wish for I chided myself derisively squeezing my eyes closed against the duel onslaught of both wand and cock.

I may have cum again I couldn’t have said with certainty for I had simply dissociated from what was taking place vainly gulping air into my starving lungs each time he withdrew from my swollen mouth.

In my growing panic I had failed to pace my breath. I wanted to scratch at his face with my cuffed hands, tear his hair out as he was tearing mine!

In my mind I silently screamed out my safe word I wanted him to stop…

You asked for this, I reminded myself again and so my cuffed hands remained balled above my head, finger nails cruelly pressed into each closed palm.

I watch as he finally pulled his pulsating cock from my mouth gulping in deep breath of air as I followed his seed as he anointted my heaving flesh feeling no satisfaction from what should for me have been a sensual experience.

My eyes widen in horror as he returned his cock to my mouth.

For a second almost as a reflex I begin to suck down his seed the sensation of choking overwhelming me before I begin to struggle in earnest, small hands pushing at his chest my hips bucking hard unmindful of the devilish wand he has clamped between them, desperately trying to spit the invader from my mouth

“Noooooooooo,” I scream when he finally comprehends my message and pulls his cock from my face.

I look up at him my face as shocked as his...

Not fully understanding what has just transpired I drag my eyes away; ashamed I turn my head to one side, tears beginning to squeeze out from my beneath my eyes lids as I begin to sob as if my heart would break….

 

[Last_Rider]

Something is wrong, I know this instinctively but cannot seem to halt my actions. As soon as the hormones disperse I know this was wrong. It wasn't us[/].

The chains and wand vanish instantly and my arms are around my Angel, holding her close. I whisper softly to her, apologies, endearments, my lips touch her cheek as my own tears drop against the bare skin of her shoulder. My eyes are closed, my heart hammering, and my breath uneven as I try to sort out what has transpired.

"I am sorry my love, I will never hurt you, you are safe and loved."

 

[yeishia]

Suddenly I am wrapped in his arms cosseted in warm endearments and soothed with his soft kisses, my heart slows down and the fear which has almost overwhelmed me slowly subsides. My throat feels raw and my mouth I know is swollen I am overwhelmed with embarrassment at my reactions.

"No!"

A word so rerely heard from my lips. I had almost used my safe word somthing I had yet to ever even contemplate.

I felt as if in some way I have failed my love...I so wanted to be everything he craved...I had thought to... I had so wanted.

I had asked for this, begged for this hadn't I, then why had I reacted so?

I cannot seem to help myself my tears begin to flow again, soft reminders of what I had failed to be for him this night. Embarrassed anew I wanted nothing more thqn to flee and lock myself away from his eyes, instead I borrowed deeper into the circle of his arms hoping he would understand something I barely understood myself.

I would be all for him I just need to take it slower maybe ...it's not from lack of want...I wanted to give him all of his desires even those I perhaps do not yet share. I had read his stories, some frightened me but I would not deprive him.

"I am sorry," I finally whisper my voice low and hoarse. " I love you more than you can ever really know...I ...I wanted..."

My voice fails me and I raise my tear filled eyes to his silently begging him for understanding or for some explanation of what had just occurred.

" I ....I do not understand...I ...I love you."

 

[yeishia]

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[Last_Rider]

All I can do is hold her, feeling her tremble, feeling myself tremble. I am as confused as she is. I close my eyes, holding her against me, whispering softly to her.

"I love you, everything will be alright, I love you, it's OK, you're safe."

When much of our trembling has subsided I scoop her up, carrying her to the bathroom. It takes no time at all to fill the tub with warm water and bubbles. The light dims and candles spring to life. I climb into the water, still holding my Angel close to me. Once under the water, with the bubbles floating around us, I speak again.

"I don't know what that was, I love you more than anything. Just relax now my love, you are safe."

All I can do right now is hold her, feel her soft skin against my chest as I caress her, remind her of how much I love her, that she is safe in my arms. I will hold her for as long as it takes.

 

[yeishia]

"Everything will be all right, I love you, it's okay, you're safe."

Instinctively I know this with every fiber of my being, I would trust this man with every little bit of whom I am. It's hard to put into words how I was feeling in this single moment,

Saying nothing I allow my heart to slow down down until it is once more in perfect synchronicity with that of my love. He carries me to the bathroom as if I weigh nothing more than a single feather, he holds me gently as if I were the most precious commodity in all the world.

As he passes the ornate mirror on the bathroom wall I catch sight of my reflection, fully expecting to see my mouth swollen and very probably bruised... instead all I see is a wide-eyed waif clinging to the man she loves.

Had I simply dreamed what had proceeded, had it been a figment of my imagination, a moment of anxiety, a flight of fancy?

I didn't know for sure what had happened to make me loose control, I did know those for a brief seconds, I had lost my trust ...caught up in the unfamiliar.

I knew this man… he completed me in every way… how could I have doubted his intentions even for a single second.

I close my eyes, concentrating on his small domestic movements as he fills the huge tub with warm fragrant water and happy bubbles. My anxiety slowly melts away as he lights the candles one by one and then still holding me close and secure against his naked form sinks us booth beneath the soothing waters.

"I don't know what that was, I love you more than anything. Just relax now my love, you are safe."

All I want to do really is lie like this secure in his arms, saying nothing....

I force myself to articulate what is in my heart. I raise my emerald eyes to his eyes mine steady and unfailing in their love for him. In the softest voice, a voice filled with love and sincerity I finally whisper.

"I love you more than anything my dark Angel, more than life itself, I know that you love me and I know that I'm safe, please forgive me... I don't know what that was either...I suspect it was just me being a silly goose... I panicked when I should've trusted you to guide me forwards.

Forgive me please..."

Placing tender and loving kiss in the place above his heart I laid my head against his chest content to simply lie here with him in our own private world.

We belonged together, this I knew with certainty...this was right...we were right!

 

[Last_Rider]

I feel her against me, the warm water relaxing the remaining sore muscles and soothing our minds. I wait for her to speak, which she will when she is ready. Until then I will simply hold my Angel.

"I love you more than anything my dark Angel, more than life itself, I know that you love me and I know that I'm safe, please forgive me... I don't know what that was either...I suspect it was just me being a silly goose... I panicked when I should've trusted you to guide me forwards.

Forgive me please..."

"There is nothing to forgive my love. And if there is, I do as long as you forgive me as well."

One hand comes up to stroke her hair as her head rests against my chest. The other rests against her thigh, rubbing small comforting circles. My Angel. This is how things are meant to be, the next time we venture from our norm we will go slower. For now, holding her, feeling her against me, this is all I need.

 

[yeishia]

"There is nothing to forgive my love. And if there is, I do as long as you forgive me as well."

That goes with out saying, and i tell him so my voice low and earnest.

I know that he truely knows there is nothing requiring his forgiveness about what just happened, I did ask for it after all.

I want to be what he needs I am more than willing I just need to trust the process.

When I Domme for him it is so very easy, natural a completion to who I am.

When I take on the components of my inner self , when I become my submissive self...the loss of control some how frightens me.

I hadn't realized how difficult our symbiotic relationship would sometimes be...it was new undiscovered territory for us both...we would explore it together I fervently hoped.

"My Angel. This is how things are meant to be, the next time we venture from our norm we will go slower"

I smile softly knowing by his words that he understands, he understands my deep seated need to be all for him.

But right this moment I need our connection to be reestablished...

I take one of his hands in mine and place it over my breast above my heart the other I place between my legs pressing it to the place that is his alone.

"I need you to be here this night my darling conquering the places which are yours alone.... make love to your angel please make me yours once more .

I need to feel you inside me so very much right now ..make me yours Truely please"