Angelic Thoughts...Devilish Surprises - DA's Inspirational Journal

[The_gladiator]

He is not sure if he is still welcome here. But he cannot stay away. it is somewhere he loves to visit. She has such a wonderful home home. Her personality is expressed in everything. He finds himself in the library, he has a number of books before him. He looks to the one he last posted to, once again checking to see if she has replied. seeing she has not he looks sad. He lets his fingers lovingly trace the words of their shared story. He misses writing with her.

He then looks to the other stories, these he still owes replies for these. He would like to post to these too, but he is not sure if he should.


So there he sits.

He rises and moves to her table where he has seen her set her tea. He lays a small box on the table. Inside is a small pumpkin with a smiling face carved into it. When you flip a switch under it it lights up and cackles, it has a motion sensor, when one claps or makes a loud sound it will go off.

He knows of her love for Halloween, and that small jack-o-lantern made him think of her. He hopes he likes the small gift.

 

[darkangel76]

I was utterly shocked and amazed today by the words of a friend........ honestly, someone--I think--might truly understand where I'm coming from half (heh, who am I kidding... most) of the time when I mention things, be it subtly or blatantly. It was... odd... almost. Really, no words for it, but they didn't even beat around the bush. They stated it so damned plainly that it rendered me to tears because no friend has ever understood it so easily like that before without my having to explain things so deeply and then some that I usually end up feeling exhausted and still quite lost and the like and even then, after all of that time invested.... it's still never truly understood to the levels that I expect or hope that they are. Not ever. So, I'm just sort of, I don't know, speechless. It truly was the strangest thing to literally be told....... "you need ..." and "this is what you're going through" truly, no words. But, I will say this much. It's nice to know that someone understands. Really understands. And that I can say stuff and they truly get it and why and know what to do to help me through it.

 

[darkangel76]

*collapses* Oooooffffff..... been so busy lately. Just so much going on. It'll be nice when things finally settle down some so I can actually relax. And I mean truly relax and unwind..... *sighs* I truly look forward to that time.

 

[darkangel76]

Today is rather special... it marks year 7 of marriage to the most wonderful man EVER! Hard to believe we've been married that long and it's even harder to believe we've been together for 14 years. >///< Time just moves so quickly, you forget how fast it rolls on by. We now have 2 beautiful children--one of each--and are still very much in love to this day. I've enjoyed every moment together and look forward to what the future will bring.

 

[The_gladiator]

A small note floats down to her from the ether. it reads,

Dear DA,
I wanted to give you my congratulations, and wish you a happy aniversery. I hope the day brings you nothing but happiness, you deserve it.

 

[darkangel76]

Thank you...


So. It's been a bit, but for good reason. Life has just been a bit hectic for me what with PTA, kids and the holiday... life just kind of got away from me. XD It happens to the best of us, I suppose. And now that one holiday is behind me--and what fun it turned out to be--another is fast approaching! It will also require traveling on our part, though it should be a decent enough trip. However, regardless of which family we see there's always a few cons mixed in no matter what you do. But, that's life for you. For the upcoming Thanksgiving holiday, we'll be visiting my family. Anyway, outside of holiday stuff, life has been ok. Things in general have been good, though I've been a bit ehhh with a few friends--and I use that term loosely--who like to validate insecurities. But ah well, what can you do? I try my best to stay away since that is all one can do, but it's not always easy. Not yet anyway. Soon enough... but ah patience. Good thing I'm a mom because I have patience in spades. >///< Past couple days I seem to be coming down with a cold or something. At least I think it's a cold. My body aches a little and I feel a bit run down, plus there's the scratchy throat and stuffy nose. But, I fortunately don't have a fever. So, I'm hoping this doesn't become anything too nasty and that it's short-lived. So, here's to that.

 

[darkangel76]

Been a while..... *blushes*

Well, life has been busy and continues to be so for the time being. Right now I'm away on travels, but finding a moment to stop on by. I've made a couple of friends here and for that I'm quite glad. I hope they are all doing well... I shall have to drop them a PM and see, hehe.

Anyway, it's currently around the Thanksgiving holiday for me. It went over fairly well, though we had some 'weather' during our travels to get where we are. However, I didn't mind. I adore snow to pieces, so I hardly minded. Sure, it meant being a bit more careful and all, but I loved seeing the snow fall and all the white snow banks all around me. There's something to be said about that.... *sigh* I truly wished it snowed more where I lived.

But anyhow, to those of you who celebrated Thanksgiving, I hope you had a wonderful one. To those of you who didn't, I hope you're past several days were wonderful anyway.

 

[darkangel76]

Ah, hectic life... you run me ragged! >.<

To help ease my mind and alleviate some stresses, I've been trying to get back into reading once more. I've been sorely missing it. But, due to the fact that I'm a slow reader--thanks, silly brain and the way you process, lol--I've turned to reading YA novels. I will say, however, that this has actually been a good thing. I can read them faster and thus feel quite accomplished and less discouraged, but the stories themselves are also quite vivid and amazing. I've managed to read quite a few wonderful books as a result, so I'm hardly disappointed.

One common theme I've noticed, however, in my reading ventures is that the recurring theme seems to be the following: dystopian. I'm not sure if this is because the majority of YA books out there fall under this category or if I'm currently being drawn to this theme/idea or if it's a bit of both... probably both. Anyway, it's definitely proved to be inspiring, causing many ideas to swirl about my brain.

Ah dystopians... how you plague my thoughts!

That said, anyone happening to read this, if you are interested in trying out any wonderful YA dystopian-themed novels, I highly recommend Veronica Roth's Divergent trilogy. The entire thing was beautiful from start to finish.


DA.

 

[yeishia]

I slip quietly into her domain to leave her a thankyou card and an early christmas gift hoping that my choice does not seem to forward.

That she has left me such a delightful message in Soll has warmed my heart, so few thought of me any more. I wanted my gift to be practical and pleasurable both.

It was a sterling silver open heart message wand. It could be dipped in a favorite bottle of Champagne to keep it bubbly after opening, or used on its own as a romantic accoutrement.

The open heart to me was a symbolic of the type of person she truly was...

The attached card said simply, "Thank you for thinking of me...Yeishia"

 

[darkangel76]

I slip quietly into her domain to leave her a thankyou card and an early christmas gift hoping that my choice does not seem to forward.

That she has left me such a delightful message in Soll has warmed my heart, so few thought of me any more. I wanted my gift to be practical and pleasurable both.

It was a sterling silver open heart message wand. It could be dipped in a favorite bottle of Champagne to keep it bubbly after opening, or used on its own as a romantic accoutrement.

The open heart to me was a symbolic of the type of person she truly was...

The attached card said simply, "Thank you for thinking of me...Yeishia"

As I quietly pad back into my haven, I find a lovely card along with a gift. I pick it up and read it, a smile lighting up my face. I then open the present, my cheeks heating up as I blush. Yeishia is a sweet friend and I'm glad to know I've made her smile and feel 'thought of'. She truly is a dear person indeed, her gesture appreciated. "Thank you," I say in a soft whisper.

~~~

Been a bit since I posted in here. Things have indeed been busy. Kids are now on break and we're gearing up for the holidays. I have almost everything done. THANKFULLY! haha! I just have a few more presents to wrap and all will be right with the world. XD

Unfortunately, I had a bit of a spat with my mother yesterday. She really made me feel badly with something she'd said. Due to the help she and my father had given us earlier in the year with our house, we decided to get them a bigger gift than usual and had it sent to their house. I checked with my sister to make sure that the gift would be a good one to get and everything seemed to be in the clear. One good thing was that this particular item--a Keurig--was something my mother had also vowed to never buy for herself. So the fact that she'd always preached that coupled with what my sister had said, I felt in the clear. I purchased one online and had it shipped, all excited for her to receive it. Then, yesterday, I get a phone call......... but what she said made my heart sink and shatter.

She says something along the lines of: Did you send us the large package for Christmas? I really wish you'd consulted me before buying this. I already bought a bigger one with more features on it for your father. Now I I'm in a dilemma. We have two Keurigs, but cannot keep two. But, if I return the one you sent, your father's surprise will be ruined since we already opened yours *my thoughts here are: but my surprise could be ruined by consulting with you first... right* but I clearly can't keep two. And there's the fact that the one I already have wrapped is bigger. What do I do?

Honestly, it's not even the fact that I'd gotten a gift that she'd already bought. Or the fact that the one I'd chosen wasn't as flashy. It was the fact that she didn't appreciate the fact that I'd put thought into a gift for them both, that I'd tried to do something really nice for them. Instead, it was unappreciated and I was made to feel like what I did was a burden and that I had no right to give them a happy surprise. Just... no words for that really. I couldn't even be bothered to continue to conversation for fear of saying something I'd regret. So, I cut the conversation and went.

But, to end things on a happier note.... we might go see the Christmas Lights tonight since the weather is supposed to be dry and a bit warmer than usual--though I like my cold weather. But, since it'll be warmer, it'll be a good time to do it.

Another good thing... looks like I'm getting an RP on here! WOOT!!!

 

[darkangel76]

I talked to my mother yesterday about the things she'd said. Thankfully, she just stayed silent and listened and just apologized for her behavior and the way she handled herself. She realized she was in the wrong for saying what she did and she understood that I wasn't upset about duplicating a gift or anything like that... just that I wanted recognition from my parents that I'd tried to do something nice for them, to be thoughtful and kind. She got it and thus took responsibility for her actions. I was glad of that because that was all I wanted, just for her to recognize that, nothing more since nothing more really needed to be said or done... at least for me. It was enough for me and so I could let it go and move on. Not sure what I'm going to get as a replacement now, but that's ok. I'll think of something.

I've also come down with quite the cold. I've been coughing and sneezing quite a lot, to the point where I've been getting more nosebleeds than normal and breathing is a bit more difficult than usual too. No matter though, it'll pass eventually. They always do. For now, I'm just trying to take it easy until the holiday descends up me and my family.

It's looking like we'll be staying home this holiday season, unless something spur of the moment comes up--which, you never know, very well could happen--but I'm not expecting it to. At most, we might do a small overnight getaway or something. But, who knows. I'll just see how the days go as they come at this point. In the mean time, I'll enjoy the fact that my kids have time off from school and call it a day. XD

I've managed to start up another RP on here and so far it's going very strong. The story is great and unfolding nicely and I'm liking how we're developing the characters. It's also beyond great that I get along with my writing partner. It's always nice when you have that chemistry since it makes everything that much better. So, I'm very happy on that front and excited to see where our story goes because I have a good feeling it's going to go far.

Anyway, not sure when I'll be writing in here next, so for anyone who happens to read this... HAPPY HOLIDAYS (whether you celebrate or not)!!!


DA.

 

[darkangel76]

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ONE AND ALL!!!
*HUGS*​

​

 

[yeishia]

My gift to you...

I had chosen the concept of my gift with thoughtful care. I wanted her to receive the present of her hearts desire this christmas. With the magic of this realm she would receive such a gift.

The beautifully wrapped box contained an exquisite yellow rose with a single thorn. Also contained within the box also was a a hand written instruction.

I could not turn back time or revoke death. The magic of the rose could evoke a memory, a dream sequence, even provide the trappings for a sensual evening with a special someone. It could bring forth an x-box, clothing, a new toy; pretty much any material thing big enough to hold between two hands.

It was a gift of promise...

"The desire of your heart resides within this special rose DA.

Close your eyes and gently press your thumb into the single thorn.

Whatever you desire in this moment is my gift to you.

May your christmas be blessed with love and hope.

Yeishia
​

 

[darkangel76]

She quietly walks into her haven and sees the gift awaiting her. Carefully, she picks up the delicate flower and brushes her fingers against the soft, yellow petals. Gently, she sets it down and then reads the directions and smiles. "Thank you for the gift, Yeishia," she whispers. "I hope you have a wonderful Christmas holiday."

~*~

And may everyone in the Lounge and SRP Community here at Lit have a wonderful Christmas holiday as well. You all are super amazing people. Seriously, for as huge as this place is, you've made this VERY introverted and shy girl feel really welcome. And trust me when I say that I'm easily overwhelmed by such things, so really... one of the best presents ever is how welcomed I've felt since coming here.

I'd like to give a special holiday shout out to my two current co-writers, especially Se7en_, who are both taking a chance on RPing with me. You both are wonderful people and fantastic writers!

Merry Christmas, everyone!!!

Many hugs and kisses to you all!
DA.

 

[darkangel76]

Gosh it's been what feels like forever. The holidays have come and gone and now it's 2014. The temperatures have managed to spike and then plummet and now have somewhat resumed what's considered 'normal' for this time of year. It's completely caused my sinuses to go haywire and for my head to experience the insanity of migraines, but... such is. At least normalcy is slowly starting to take it's place over the household and none too soon because this state of flux has been making me rather agitated to say the least. Anyway, here's to a new year and hopefully the good it might bring (though so far it's brought me the need to get my car serviced, heh!). Hope everyone else is doing well.


DA.