niteshade
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I don't think you are weird at all. Though I am a newbie, over the past several months I have learned a good deal about myself, and reaffirmed others. One of the things I reaffirmed is that I am NOT a pain slut. I am a wimp- certified whiner. If N just walks up behind me and lays his teeth into my neck, it hurts... and I smack the hell out him for it.
That said, if I am aroused it is an entirely different feeling. If I am hot, dripping wet, begging for more sensual torment, and he gives me that same bite, it feels good. He can bite me hard enough to leave marks that last more than a week, and I will either barely feel it, or it will feel wonderful.
He can wrap a hand in my hair and yank me off my feet, and it feels good - if I am aroused. Last night, he slapped me for speaking when I had been told not too... normally, that would have hurt, but it didn't then.
I hear women say all the time that they have to be prepared (i.e., graduated sizes of butt plugs, etc) for anal sex, that it hurts. For me, that only applies if he has not taken the time to drive me into a frenzy of lust. (Admittedly, this is not hard to do. LOL)
Granted, these things are nothing when compared with flogging or various other entertainments I see described on this board everyday, but for someone who has been known to cry over broken fingernails and tangled hair, it is a big deal.
I am seriously considering letting up on my prohibition on spanking, just for that reason. If the slaps and the teeth and the hair pulling feel good, might that not feel wonderful, too?
Oh, and btw... I love the whole "tied up and helpless while he torments me with pleasure" thing too... begging for him to stop because the pleasure is so intense that it actually can become pain?
And you think you aren't a sadist.
That said, if I am aroused it is an entirely different feeling. If I am hot, dripping wet, begging for more sensual torment, and he gives me that same bite, it feels good. He can bite me hard enough to leave marks that last more than a week, and I will either barely feel it, or it will feel wonderful.
He can wrap a hand in my hair and yank me off my feet, and it feels good - if I am aroused. Last night, he slapped me for speaking when I had been told not too... normally, that would have hurt, but it didn't then.
I hear women say all the time that they have to be prepared (i.e., graduated sizes of butt plugs, etc) for anal sex, that it hurts. For me, that only applies if he has not taken the time to drive me into a frenzy of lust. (Admittedly, this is not hard to do. LOL)
Granted, these things are nothing when compared with flogging or various other entertainments I see described on this board everyday, but for someone who has been known to cry over broken fingernails and tangled hair, it is a big deal.
I am seriously considering letting up on my prohibition on spanking, just for that reason. If the slaps and the teeth and the hair pulling feel good, might that not feel wonderful, too?
Oh, and btw... I love the whole "tied up and helpless while he torments me with pleasure" thing too... begging for him to stop because the pleasure is so intense that it actually can become pain?
And you think you aren't a sadist.