Come out of hiding thread

[Snoozebutton2]

Ponders BDSM applications.

http://gmy.news.yahoo.com/v/11779929

 

[LifelongCyn]

Wishing you luck and sending all the good karma can muster. (((((Hugs))))))

Thank you, Snooze.

We're still in the denial stage at this point, not really panicked. I'm hopeful that things will resolve themselves before we reach that point.

 

[LifelongCyn]

http://gmy.news.yahoo.com/v/11779929

Something for the Fitness Dom thread, perhaps?

Of course, were someone to look in on my activity levels, I would be a paragon of healthful living.

*quickly hides the cherry pie and ice cream*

lol

 

[eastern sun]

randomly remembering a Mistress letting me scrawl spiralishly swirling stripes on the bottom of her foot with a sharpie, which i did while listening (and singing with) the music in my headphones. Matchbox 20's mad season i think.

I remember looking up in the middle of it to see Her laughing at me, and suddenly feeling small and self conscious, before being ushered back to my art.

The other Mistress was sooo bewildered by the strange footprints in the kitchen, which She made me clean of course.

One of the things that got stepped on though was the lid to my dice box, which kept the design for nearly two years.

huh. wonder what brought that to surface.

howz everyone around here?

this is a great story. thanks for sharing it.

 

[Snoozebutton2]

Thank you, Snooze.

We're still in the denial stage at this point, not really panicked. I'm hopeful that things will resolve themselves before we reach that point.

Well you have a proper cheering section with your friends here.

Something for the Fitness Dom thread, perhaps?

Of course, were someone to look in on my activity levels, I would be a paragon of healthful living.

*quickly hides the cherry pie and ice cream*

lol

I like sweets, share lol

 

[Snoozebutton2]

this is a great story. thanks for sharing it.

Welcome , hope having a good night.

 

[ultramarineblue]

this is exhibitionism for me, & I almost feel like i should appologize.

The sharing is cathartic.

My former mistress used to post here though, and the thought that She might read posts like that are mortifying to me, but thats also part of what makes it exhibitionism... & I dont know if that even makes sense.

One of the things my Mistresses said attracted them to me was my "courage," but staring into my fears is easy online, where everything is pseudo-real at best.

It was much harder in person. Fear; no problem. Sharing what upsets me, another story altogether. I dont even always know what's upsetting me, and one thing i've learned over the years is that whatever i've fixate on when depressed is rarely consequential.

Thats starting not to make sense either. perhaps i'll attempt to explain it better later.

This makes sense.. This resonated very strongly with me. It really is easier to face fears online. It's scary as hell to start trying to face them in real life. I tend to like to hang onto mine....like the proverbial blankie. I'm working on letting go of all my negative blankies though.

Thank you for sharing this.

 

[Snoozebutton2]

this is exhibitionism for me, & I almost feel like i should appologize.

The sharing is cathartic.

My former mistress used to post here though, and the thought that She might read posts like that are mortifying to me, but thats also part of what makes it exhibitionism... & I dont know if that even makes sense.

One of the things my Mistresses said attracted them to me was my "courage," but staring into my fears is easy online, where everything is pseudo-real at best.

It was much harder in person. Fear; no problem. Sharing what upsets me, another story altogether. I dont even always know what's upsetting me, and one thing i've learned over the years is that whatever i've fixate on when depressed is rarely consequential.

Thats starting not to make sense either. perhaps i'll attempt to explain it better later.

This makes sense.. This resonated very strongly with me. It really is easier to face fears online. It's scary as hell to start trying to face them in real life. I tend to like to hang onto mine....like the proverbial blankie. I'm working on letting go of all my negative blankies though.

Thank you for sharing this.

Good to see everyone opening up and letting us see a bit inside. Good morning y'all.

 

[eastern sun]

Welcome , hope having a good night.

Thank you, I did. I enjoyed reading through about 10 pages of this thread for the first time. It is full of generosity. Friendly and warm. And funny. Thank you to everyone who has posted here.

 

[trojan_man_co]

Pokes head in

I doubt any of you remember me but i thought id poke my head in, its been a while since ive been on here regularly

 

[Snoozebutton2]

Thank you, I did. I enjoyed reading through about 10 pages of this thread for the first time. It is full of generosity. Friendly and warm. And funny. Thank you to everyone who has posted here.

We try and make it warm and cozy. Leads to more snuggling. lol

 

[Snoozebutton2]

I doubt any of you remember me but i thought id poke my head in, its been a while since ive been on here regularly

Welcome aboard, hope you remember to stay around this time a friendly place indeed.

 

[rinka]

Hi everyone....

I've been really bad at posting lately, I'll try to do better.

*sets out fruit and drinks and cheese and crackers*

 

[rinka]

perhaps, perhaps, Per- haps...


sigh....

(...snip...)

I'm a sad strange little fairie sometimes. Not the french stylized tinkerbell with insect wings though....

More like the one that dwells amongst the things you forgot under your bed, longing to reach out and touch you, breathless at the very thought of carressing the least part of you... maybe just your ankle; but recoils lest you scream in fright, making a worse nightmare of him than he already is.

Aw... Stag, you're adorable.

back in my breif stint wearing a collar, "honey" was a real mind fuck for me.

let me go back a tiny bit further and point out that a still more distant past GF used to call me honey, with a particular inflection/ tone of voice that i just loooved.

fast forward a few years back to my collar wearing days; the Mistresses called each other 'honey' with a very similar tone. It would make my heart jump almost every time; somehow for a moment i always thought they were talking to me, but i was 'boy,' 'bitch,' or called by name, and there were several times i was mildly reprimanded for responding to 'honey.'

Mostly though; my visible response followed by the sort of 'oh yeah; not me' let down just amused one of them to no end.

This is too mean.

I like being called honey....

 

[rinka]

Thank you, I did. I enjoyed reading through about 10 pages of this thread for the first time. It is full of generosity. Friendly and warm. And funny. Thank you to everyone who has posted here.

Hi, eastern sun

We have had a lot of fun here and at least I have formed very important friendships.

 

[Snoozebutton2]

Hi, eastern sun

We have had a lot of fun here and at least I have formed very important friendships.

And we stay in bed like good girls when sick. *stern look*

 

[Red_Hot_Mama]

saying hi

ok so i'll come out of hiding....

I've been lurking on these boards for a few months. You all seem like a friendly group so I will just drop in and say "hi" I'm an the shy sub type and just posting here is "scary"....

 

[Lady_Midnight]

There's nothing to be scared about Red Hot Mama...we're lovely in here

 

[Red_Hot_Mama]

There's nothing to be scared about Red Hot Mama...we're lovely in here

yes you guys really are....i'm just scared I'll say some dumb ass thing or something....

 

[Snoozebutton2]

ok so i'll come out of hiding....

I've been lurking on these boards for a few months. You all seem like a friendly group so I will just drop in and say "hi" I'm an the shy sub type and just posting here is "scary"....

Have no fear, we are only evil on days ending in y. lol

There's nothing to be scared about Red Hot Mama...we're lovely in here

Yes and LM is just as sweet as I am.

yes you guys really are....i'm just scared I'll say some dumb ass thing or something....

Well will just have to risk it.

 

[LifelongCyn]

I doubt any of you remember me but i thought id poke my head in, its been a while since ive been on here regularly

Hello, trojan man co, nice to meet you. We'd love to get to know you better.

ok so i'll come out of hiding....

I've been lurking on these boards for a few months. You all seem like a friendly group so I will just drop in and say "hi" I'm an the shy sub type and just posting here is "scary"....

Welcome, Red Hot Mama! Don't worry about posting the wrong thing. We're very accepting here, and really on the BDSM forums generally. Sincerity is always appreciated, and we were all new once.

There's nothing to be scared about Red Hot Mama...we're lovely in here

Hi, Lady M!

*desperately stifles impulse to tackle Lady M and {{{HUG}}} her breathless*

Missed you!

 

[LifelongCyn]

Thank you, I did. I enjoyed reading through about 10 pages of this thread for the first time. It is full of generosity. Friendly and warm. And funny. Thank you to everyone who has posted here.

Thank you, Eastern Sun. I've found your thread fascinating. Your writings have given me insight into my own journey and prompted some very interesting discussions with my P/pyls.

 

[Red_Hot_Mama]

Have no fear, we are only evil on days ending in y. lol

Yes and LM is just as sweet as I am.


Well will just have to risk it.

thanks for the warning....hmmmm so do i come around on the days with a y just to see how evil you can be?
But really, thanks for the welcome

Welcome, Red Hot Mama! Don't worry about posting the wrong thing. We're very accepting here, and really on the BDSM forums generally. Sincerity is always appreciated, and we were all new once.

THanks, LC In my lurking I have come to see that you really are an accepting group of people and friendly too ...

 

[MIEagle]

Hello

Hello All

Just joined and wanted to say Hi.

 

[rinka]

And we stay in bed like good girls when sick. *stern look*

I have, reeaaally, I have. I think I'm getting bedsores.

ok so i'll come out of hiding....

I've been lurking on these boards for a few months. You all seem like a friendly group so I will just drop in and say "hi" I'm an the shy sub type and just posting here is "scary"....

Welcome

You'll fit right in with the rest of us.

There's nothing to be scared about Red Hot Mama...we're lovely in here

Yes, and we don't get to see enough of your loveliness, Lady Midnight.
*hugs*

Welcome, Red Hot Mama! Don't worry about posting the wrong thing. We're very accepting here, and really on the BDSM forums generally. Sincerity is always appreciated, and we were all new once.

And I know something you two have in common....

Starts with a t.