Desperate To Cum

Around 20 years ago I was on holiday with family. This was back when you couldn't just switch on your phone to get some porn.
When everyone else was out at the pool I had a hunt around the place we were staying and found an old clothing catalogue. Went to the lingerie and swimwear pages, cut out some of the models, put the catalogue away and took the photos to the bathroom ;)
They weren't brilliant, but I was seriously horny due to not cumming for so long
 
Before I had my heart surgery 25 years ago I deleted and threw away my porn collection. If I died on the operating table I didn't them to find out how perverted I am. After a week or so in hospital of having my body messed with, poked, examined etc. when I finally got back to my apartment alone I was ready for a good whack. I had to do it watching a women's aerobics show called 20 Minute Workout.
 
What's the most desperate thing you've ever done to cum?
I was staying with a female friend for a week while I waited to move into my new apartment. I was head over heels for her, but it wasn't mutual. We slept in the same room, though in separate beds. Every night I'd go to bed with an erection, knowing she was a few feet away, but I couldn't do anything about it. I'd even see her used underwear in the bathroom and had to fight the temptation to sniff it. Thankfully, the building she lived in had a swimming pool on the ground floor. One day when I'd taken as much as I could stand, I went down for a swim. Each small changing room had its own shower, so I furiously wanked off, letting out all the pent-up frustration of the past few days, then showered the cum down the drain. The subsequent swim was one of the most relaxing I can remember :)
 
I was staying with a female friend for a week while I waited to move into my new apartment. I was head over heels for her, but it wasn't mutual. We slept in the same room, though in separate beds. Every night I'd go to bed with an erection, knowing she was a few feet away, but I couldn't do anything about it. I'd even see her used underwear in the bathroom and had to fight the temptation to sniff it. Thankfully, the building she lived in had a swimming pool on the ground floor. One day when I'd taken as much as I could stand, I went down for a swim. Each small changing room had its own shower, so I furiously wanked off, letting out all the pent-up frustration of the past few days, then showered the cum down the drain. The subsequent swim was one of the most relaxing I can remember :)
Don't know how to resisted those panties!
 
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Degradee
98% Voyeur
97% Exhibitionist
97% Brat
93% Experimentalist
92% Submissive
88% Slave
87% Non-monogamist
84% Switch
62% Primal (Prey)
49% Dominant
41% Master/Mistress
40% Rope bunny
35% Vanilla
32% Brat tamer
22% Rigger
21% Owner
21% Degrader
18% Pet
16% Primal (Hunter)
9% Masochist
8% Sadist
6% Daddy/Mommy
0% Ageplayer
0% Boy/Girl
 
I come to Lit and read all kinds of things. The other day, I read the profile of a woman who appears prim and proper to the world at large but confidentially concedes that she has numerous indecent needs. I’m afraid that ‘got me hot.’ I felt so needy myself that I sent her a personal message, even though, having read her profile, I knew she probably wouldn’t care to engage with me in the ways that I most wanted.

Feeling desperate for the next two days I checked every few hours to see whether my personal message might have been read or acknowledged, but it hadn’t. Eventually, I went and listened to her audio recordings and listened all the way through them even though the steamy sounds were rather few and far between. I’m still feeling a little desperate. I guess I’ll just need to take responsibility for my own appetite and satisfy it personally without help.

I couldn’t help every needy soul who messaged me if I got 25 personal messages per day. I know I’m on my own. Where’s the lotion…
 
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