Desultory and Impulsive

I find myself
Wishing I could be more like
The kind of guy
That has the ability
To divorce emotion
From sexual desire
Or is devoid of such a connection
Altogether.
 
Samesies.

RIGHT!?

These people (male or female) who can just fuck for the sake of experience and be done with it. It must be magical.

Ever notice that these types of individuals are also high performers in their choose field? Or in some way adventurous? They can't just sit and settle. There's always this seeking and searching and conquering and acquire acquire acquire

They fancy themselves as sensualists but they really aren't. They are consumers of sensuality. They are like the giant squids in the ocean. Long tentacles drifting and floating in the darkness of pressure heavy water waiting for that perfect thing of feeling to swim by
 
Imagine for a minute folks

Her bent over
Near the dark edge of inky black water
Of depths unknown

The sky starless and black
The moon's reflection
Silver upon smooth glass water

Me
Shirtless
Holding her down
Fighting against her struggle

And from the depths of that water
The tip of a tentacle
Breaking the surface
With quite curiosity
Knowing what it's wanting to find

Elongating as it reaches out
Fattening as it retracts

Touching her naked leg
Sliding along side it
Wrapping around it

Another tentacle
Breaching the surface
Wrapping around her other leg

A third
Ever so slowly
Rising S-like
Perfectly inline
With the crack of her crotch
And asshole

Laying itself upon her
It's suction cups gripping her flesh
Mirroring the circumference of her anus
Testing her
Sensing the heat of her body
Rubbing it's way down
The tip of it touching her clit
Spreading her folds
Pressing itself into her
Pushing down upon her pubic bone
Sliding across the entrance of her urethra
Each suction cup a little nub
Sucking at her
Swelling inside her
Worming it's way towards her cervix
Pushing against it
Forcing it to dilate
Seeking out the readiness of her eggs

A fourth tentacle
Trailing up along the length of her spine
Tenderly gliding down along it
Reaching the crack of her ass
Then her asshole
Clumsily prodding around it
Until finding the proper entrance of her exit
And thrusting deep and hard into her
Fat and thick and studded with it's own set of erect suction cups
Stretching her out
Ripping her open with its oceanic girth

Pulling out
Leaving her gaping open

A fifth tentacle rising up
Joining the fourth
In spreading her asshole apart
Making room for the sixth and fattest one to enter her

Holding her down for it
Watching it plunge into her...
 
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I’ll be imagining for more than a minute.

I didn't even get to the part where another tentacle slithered up between your legs and breasts and wraps around your neck!

That's when I let your hands free from fighting me to watch you try and fight it

Clawing and grasping at it's python-like appendage as it squeezes your throat.

The strain of blood trying to get to your brain... the struggle of your lungs desperate for oxygen... all while being groped and penetrated and stretched open. Then watching it raise you up into the air as it's breed erect cock also rising into the air... bringing you down upon it. Pushing itself between your body and the tentacle already inside you while pulling you down upon it. Wrapping it's tentacle around it's own cock masturbating itself inside you all the while lifting you up and down, other smaller tenticals whipping and thrashing at your breasts, coiling around your areolas. Serrated leech-like suction cups squeezing and nursing pin-pricks of blood from your engorged nipples
 
I'm not one that reads too much into dreams these days. But I've had a solid string of cryptic dreams of no direction lately.
 
Like one of those bullshit European avant-garde movies you force yourself to watch because you think doing so will somehow make you smarter and more cultured on a deeper level. But instead all they do is piss you off and make you wonder why the fuck you spent two hours watching some black and white bullshit with subtitles that alternated between white and yellow print.
 
I'm not one that reads too much into dreams these days. But I've had a solid string of cryptic dreams of no direction lately.

I keep having dreams where I'm looking for something. The quest-type dream -- it's just around that corner, one more room, one more door... then the alarm goes off, I'm awake and I have no idea what I was searching for all night, but damn if I'm not going to be looking for it again tonight.
 
I keep having dreams where I'm looking for something. The quest-type dream -- it's just around that corner, one more room, one more door... then the alarm goes off, I'm awake and I have no idea what I was searching for all night, but damn if I'm not going to be looking for it again tonight.
Just woke up from the second dream in a week where I was to buy cigarettes to smoke.

I've never smoked a cigarette in my life.

The first dream I was at the counter contemplating brands. The second I was shopping or something and I was like "oh hey... cigarettes..."
 
This scene continues to rip my heart out.

Not how I wanted to send myself off to work. But I gone and done it.

Take care everyone
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Yes. Poor thing would get my mercy. Wouldn’t even need to leave the church.

For me, I always think of this one.

Something about being reduced to math by people who can arbitrarily deem themselves worth more than me.

🌷
 
This always makes me think of you.

Not because of the words. Because of how I feel when I listen to it.

And because of the words.
 
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Yes. Poor thing would get my mercy. Wouldn’t even need to leave the church.

For me, I always think of this one.

Something about being reduced to math by people who can arbitrarily deem themselves worth more than me.

🌷

It's come to feel like we've now been reduced to something even less than math
 
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