Desultory and Impulsive

7% chance of hopefulness

True.


But reduced by having woken up with a headache

2 Tylenol chewed for quicker absorption
2 ibuprofen swallowed whole because chewing them is a shitfuck of an idea
8-9oz. of water

Back to bed
 
Sunny and 71°F
Headache still in charge
Zyrtec, a stout cup of coffee, and a driving desire to write you.
 
Awake
And have been awake

A solid sleep
I wish I hadn't ever woken up from

It was snowing
I was somewhere cozy in or near Milwaukee

Hold up in a hotel room
Waiting for a text

I was warm

I wish I could go back
 
She sent me a drunk text last night.

I am not
Going to tell you
What she said

But I believe her.
 
I am looking forward
To feeling your body
With the tip of my fingers
And the palm of my hands
 
I've concluded...

...that I'd pass on the opportunity.

That said.... I'd love to make a woman wear a latex suit like that. Completely unable to see. I'd go so far as to even put earplugs in her ears.

My god... the control... the submission...
Waiting for my touch but only to feel it muted. Denied but for her lips, labia, and the flesh of her asshole.

Directing her movements and her positioning with a switch
Striking her with various degrees of severity...

Bringing my lips so close to hers
As if to kiss...
 
Was at Target
Putting our groceries and assorted goods on the trunk of my car when another car pulled into the spot next to me.

I just happened to look up to see the person in the passenger seat mouth what looked to be the words... "look mom, there's a man for you!"

The driver quick looked over her shoulder and our eyes met and she quickly turned back. The passenger giggly laughed

In the midst of my task I wasn't all certain and maintained my role of being a random man putting groceries in the trunk of his car.

They got out and I think some words were said to the daughter who looked to be forcing herself to be well behaved.

I continued to do what I can to be some random guy not paying attention to anything and certainly not have caught on to anything I otherwise wouldn't have.

...but I couldn't help it. Try as I might not to, I looked up and try as she might, the mother looked at me and our eyes met and she did a polite smile, as did I and they made their way towards the store and I put the rest of the goods in my car.
 
She thinks that I am funny.

I want to tell her that I think about her and how my thoughts cause me to become erect. Without touching myself.

And I want to look her in the eye
Asking serious
"Do you think that is funny also?"

Depending on the time and setting
She might

But that is neither here nor there as far as my concern

For my concern is to get such thoughts in her head
To get her to think
To wonder
What were the exact thoughts was I having?
What was going on between and behind my eyes?
How did I have her?
What was I doing with her?
How did my thoughts have her feel against my body?

To get her to think of herself as being mine
Was my only concern.
 
Everybody's got a high hard-on for The Spotted Cow but I'm partial to this one.
 

Attachments

  • Has a cleaner finish.jpg
    Has a cleaner finish.jpg
    42.7 KB · Views: 0
Largely due to being under the impression that such would abate upon reaching adulthood.
 
Back
Top