Desultory and Impulsive

[y=mx+b]

I stood
As she struggled to get her footing

She looked up at me with the kind of fear I was hoping to see in her eyes and she said... "I know you..."

I let the bicycle chain slide out from under my sleeve and said... "so then, you know what's going to happen."

 

[y=mx+b]

Zip ties...

 

[y=mx+b]

Upskirt
My
Lust
Living
Life

Where
Wonder
Does not
Weaken
Wary
Words

With
Weather
To
My
Back

Wet
In
Thought

I seek out
Where
Her
Mind
Is

Is it
Mine?

Where
Mine
Marks
Her
Heated
Heart?

She
Sleeps
So
Soundly...

At
A
Place
Where
Taxing
Time
Does not
Hold
Her hand

And
I think
Of her
Seeking
Comfort
Away
From
A
Professional
Life

Into
My
Arms
Where
Her
Head
May
Lay
Upon
My
Chest

Her ear
Nursing
From
The beat
Of
My heart

Drifting
Like
The
Ripple
Of
A
Skipped
Stone
Across
Some
Pond
Who's surface
Reflects
The color
Of
Leaves
Yet to
Fall

And waiting
To sleep

 

[y=mx+b]

.....

 

[y=mx+b]

I need to fuck










--that is all.

 

[y=mx+b]

I'm going to treat you like an object
A thing
Something disposable

And when I put you in your place
You will be there
With your mouth shut

You will have thoughts
Knowing they are not allowed

And try as you might
They will not go away

They will rape you

And I will watch you as they do
Your eyes
Cast downward
Towards the floor
Like an ashamed child

If you dare look up at me
You will be struck down
By the compassion
In my eyes

And
If
You knew
What was good for you

You wouldn't look.

 

[y=mx+b]

I wonder if I can have a non-violent sexual thought.

 

[y=mx+b]

Been trying for the last half-hour now
Pretty much just gave myself a headache.

 

[Blueeyesrenee]

Been trying for the last half-hour now
Pretty much just gave myself a headache.

They say sex cures headaches

 

[y=mx+b]

They say sex cures headaches

...which is probably why I no longer have one.

And that's a true story.
Good night.

 

[Blueeyesrenee]

...which is probably why I no longer have one.

And that's a true story.
Good night.

Lucky you!

 

[y=mx+b]

She's a candle
Burning in my room

 

[y=mx+b]

I miss Tumblr porn.

They say they made the choice to kill off all the porn tumblrs to quell/eliminate their part in the promotion of sextrafficing... or whatever, but we all know the real reason was because pornhub was pitching a fit because of stolen content and all that bullshit. Which is real fucking rich given how sites like pornhub fucked over mainstream porn.

I foresee pornhub actually doing more damage than good. Like Facebook, all was well and good as it was in the beginning. But then they got all big and greedy

Tumblr porn was perfect

Had a kink?
Wanted a knew idea?
There was a Tumblr for that.
Endless scrolling of everything you wanted all in pic, gif, and short clip form.

Now all we are all back to the fucking beginning having to parse out and search through all the bullshit.

Sure there are "categories" but you know and I know that those "categories" are shitty algorithms of what shitty algorithms think we want to see.

Pornhub has become the Wal-Mart of smut.

 

[y=mx+b]

And when you think about it...

...didn't Tumblr porn make you feel more accepted for what turned you on?

I mean given what you were interested at the moment; let's take something more benign, say... forced deepthroat gagging. Not all women want it, not all men want to subject a woman to it. But... lets all agree to admit that yes, there are times when a woman has a fleeting want to be subjected... and there are times when a guy just wants to give it.

We may not be happy with ourselves for having such fleeting moments of want... but there it is.

So we go on Tumblr do a search and BAM! There it all is. Someone loves it that much not only did they create a Tumblr, others are contributing, others more are sharing their likes! And you... alone at night, during the day, perhaps ashamed of your kink... are not alone in this.

The beauty that was Tumblr porn was that it created a community without a need for community involvement. We could observe and feel welcome and move on when we were done.

Pornhub and the like not only lack establishing such an environment, there is this inadvertent mockery, or... I don't know... a calculated cold projection of taboo that what you like is okay, but clearly against the grain.

 

[y=mx+b]

Work conversations and social co-worker exchanges from last night...

[Nirvana's song Rape Me is playing on the radio]

G: Rape meee... Rape me my friend (he's reciting the lyrics more than singing the words)

Me: (continues working on the project he started and I am taking over for)

G: Rape meee... Rape me my friend (even though this is the verse that says "again" rather than "friend") "it's kinda weird that he's asking his friend to rape him"

Me: (pauses) "maybe his friend is a woman" (Goes back to work)

G: "well that's not so weird I guess"

(Moment of quiet while we both work at task at hand)

G: "I guess there's women out there that are into that. Into being raped"

Me: ...

G: "like... they want to be attacked in the alley or in the woods and raped."

Me: ... "oh?" (tinker, tinker, tinker...)

G: "yeah."

Me: "huh."

G: (quieter to himself) Rape meee... Rape me my friend


[The End]

 

[y=mx+b]

I would touch your face...

 

[AlliaPotestas]

...didn't Tumblr porn make you feel more accepted for what turned you on?

I mean given what you were interested at the moment; let's take something more benign, say... forced deepthroat gagging. Not all women want it, not all men want to subject a woman to it. But... lets all agree to admit that yes, there are times when a woman has a fleeting want to be subjected... and there are times when a guy just wants to give it.

We may not be happy with ourselves for having such fleeting moments of want... but there it is.

So we go on Tumblr do a search and BAM! There it all is. Someone loves it that much not only did they create a Tumblr, others are contributing, others more are sharing their likes! And you... alone at night, during the day, perhaps ashamed of your kink... are not alone in this.

The beauty that was Tumblr porn was that it created a community without a need for community involvement. We could observe and feel welcome and move on when we were done.

Pornhub and the like not only lack establishing such an environment, there is this inadvertent mockery, or... I don't know... a calculated cold projection of taboo that what you like is okay, but clearly against the grain.

Actually no... to some degree tumblr makes me feel worse. I have issues with my kink and somehow I can cope with it locked in my head but when I turn to tumblr for wank material, as I do when stuck in my midweek work hotel or when ‘working from home’, it makes it more real... and more brutal...

I find myself concerned for the women in the gifs I find... and I wonder if I contribute to real violence...

I don’t have to worry about any of that when it is just the unsettling madness in my head, that hurts no one but does my interest in seeking real life images generate a demand that leads to poverty stricken women doing shit they don’t want to because it’s the only way they feed their kids?

I have to turn it off the minute I’m done - tumblr makes me ashamed...

It also makes me want to take strange tumblr women aside and just hold them until they can breathe normally again...

This is probably not the place for such a ramble but you asked the question...x

 

[y=mx+b]

At work.

And all I can think about
Is feeling the back of her throat with my cock.



It's going to be a long night.

 

[Moochienanu]

And all I can think about
Is feeling the back of her throat with my cock.



It's going to be a long night.

I have recently found a new truth for myself: time is relative to the thoughts that fill my mind.

The thoughts you describe
In reverse positions
Often fill my mind:
The feel of His cock
In the back of my throat
And how He sounds,
Tastes there...

Those thoughts usually make the night fly by.

 

[y=mx+b]

I have recently found a new truth for myself: time is relative to the thoughts that fill my mind.

The thoughts you describe
In reverse positions
Often fill my mind:
The feel of His cock
In the back of my throat
And how He sounds,
Tastes there...

Those thoughts usually make the night fly by.

Interestingly enough
I was masturbating to this very thought
Earlier today.

 

[y=mx+b]

Had a massive headache last night
Probably one that some would call a migraine.

Chowed down a couple Tylenol
Swallowed some ibuprofen
Took a dropper full of CBD oil
Went to bed.

Woke up sometime around 2am hungry as fuck
My back hurt
Head was 50/50
Ate
Took more Tylenol and ibuprofen
Laid in bed knowing full goddamn well I wasn't going to sleep

Got up
Took less than a half dropper full of CBD oil
Read a lit story that kinda got me off but left me thinking I could do better so I let my imagination take care of the rest of the story

Came

Went to bed

Woke up around 8 or 9 with much I wanted to accomplish whitwashed over with a huge sense of fuck-it-all

Now I'm sitting here kinda pissed that my body feels good but has absolutely no interest to do anything.

 

[y=mx+b]

How he holds onto her hip in the beginning... RAWR!

 

[y=mx+b]

To quell someone's curiosity

Answered as impossibly honest as I could

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Sadist
99% Brat tamer
88% Voyeur
68% Degrader
63% Primal (Hunter)
59% Vanilla
58% Rigger
51% Experimentalist
50% Owner
48% Dominant
48% Non-monogamist
43% Daddy/Mommy
37% Exhibitionist
28% Switch
16% Rope bunny
11% Ageplayer
10% Boy/Girl
5% Submissive
1% Brat
1% Primal (Prey)
0% Slave
0% Degradee
0% Masochist
0% Pet
0% Master/Mistress

 

[Misshotndeep]

I took the test too! Fun fun.

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Switch
96% Vanilla
93% Primal (Prey)
74% Non-monogamist
74% Voyeur
58% Experimentalist
43% Submissive
42% Daddy/Mommy
37% Exhibitionist
34% Sadist
13% Dominant
5% Rope bunny
5% Primal (Hunter)
2% Rigger
2% Brat tamer
1% Master/Mistress
1% Owner
0% Ageplayer
0% Slave
0% Degradee
0% Brat
0% Boy/Girl
0% Masochist
0% Degrader
0% Pet

 

[y=mx+b]

I took the test too! Fun fun.

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Switch
96% Vanilla
93% Primal (Prey)
74% Non-monogamist
74% Voyeur
58% Experimentalist
43% Submissive
42% Daddy/Mommy
37% Exhibitionist
34% Sadist
13% Dominant
5% Rope bunny
5% Primal (Hunter)
2% Rigger
2% Brat tamer
1% Master/Mistress
1% Owner
0% Ageplayer
0% Slave
0% Degradee
0% Brat
0% Boy/Girl
0% Masochist
0% Degrader
0% Pet

Fun indeed!

I know there's threads out there of those who've taken the quiz. I confess to being curious about the results of those of you who follow my thread.

Those of you who also feel like sharing here, please do! Those who feel like sharing but wish for only me to see I encourage you to please pm me your results!