Expectations

[Brinnie]

I just want to listen to space man music and eat donuts.

 

[marieR19]

Expectations. I have too many, too confusing, to really answer this question, but I'll try. At this point I'm trying to figure out what my expectations are. Sometime I think that I'll be happy with having a relationship where D/s is a small component... But in my heart I know that's not true, I need much more then that. Okay, my perfect wonderful dream-come-true would be to find a woman who is the perfect Mistress for me, meaning she loves doing all the things that I want done to myself, and she wants a 24/7 slave. Being a complete, total slave, giving over every ounce of control... Not just set times or scenes, but all the time. To be punished contantly and painfully, even if I haven't done anything wrong, just because it pleases her. To be pushed well beyond my limits, doing things I presently have on my "hard limit" list simply because it pleases my Mistress and that is all that I want to do. Yeah, I have definately expectations of what I want eventually. And definate doubts that it'll ever happen.

Marie