How did that make you feel?
I liked it. It was kind of odd - I got the impression that he hated himself for his urges and I kind of enjoyed having a secret hedonistic side to my sexuality. He was a cocksucker and felt disgusted by it. Meanwhile, I just agreed with him and admitted that I was all of those things he accused me of being.
Once during one of my first few experiences, my partner whispered "you're a really good cocksucker" and I felt a little put out - I didn't want to be known as that. However, as time went on and I realized that a lot of the pleasure I got was from giving someone a rare pleasure and I came to appreciate the compliment. I liked being a good partner.