How young were you when you went D/s?

[darlynd]

An excellent point. I am sure most of us go through a sexual awakening, and then are more or less affected by our peers and social norms. ……
I have concluded that sex is a power game. That is why I am here. Letting off steam, to stop me exploding, and losing the admiring gaze of the fruit of my loins. I like to be on top of things, after all.

It is interesting how one comes to find one's self here among a plethora of 'peers' where the 'social norm' may not seem the norm to others; and where one may come to 'escape' and yet be found.

I also seem to come here as a way to escape my frustrations.

I do hope you find your peace Scorpion.

~d

 

[CinT]

42 for me, so more of a mature woman reclaiming her sexuality.

 

[MissHolly]

42 for me, so more of a mature woman reclaiming her sexuality.

I experienced a massive resurgence in my libido once the kids were a little older and I was no longer completely drained by their emotional and physical needs. I first started getting turned on by BDSM literature and fantasies, but couldn"t move beyond the power dynamics already settled in a 17 year marriage. My hubby couldn't top me to save his life and I craved submission.

So now I have a lover and I cheerly visit him once a week, where I get to be tied up, restrained, gagged and blindfolded, fucked sideways into Sunday and gladly submit to him until the endorphins are running so high it's like being a stoned teenager again!! Hahaha....

My story is very similar to yours.My libido kicked into overdrive when I was about 47 I think. My husb couldnt keep up to me...so I eventually ended up online in my quest to satisfy my heighten arousal. I met Master when I was 48. That was a year ago and he now satisfy s that itch and my yearn to submit and serve.
And your right...it does feel like being a stoned teenager again. The adrenaline rush is like nothing I have ever experience before! I'm hooked!

 

[CinT]

And your right...it does feel like being a stoned teenager again. The adrenaline rush is like nothing I have ever experience before! I'm hooked!

Where's that damn "Like" button?!?!? LOL

You betcha, I'm hooked too and never want to go back to just 'nilla at home.