I'm having a lesbian affair...with a married woman

[peekingone]

I can't imagine what he wants to say, I assume to yell at me and/or insult me and threaten me to stay away from her

I am sure he will put it all on you which is a defense for his wife. You will never know for sure what she told him. If she loves him then she will do whatever it takes.. He is crushed, pissed, hurt and now trust issues which I am sure is wicked tough.
I would stay far away from it all. You can offer nothing that will help in my opinion.

 

[peterlickspussy]

You said when you were around him he looked at you a lot. I don't remember if you said it made you feel creepy but something uncomfortable, true? He probably wants to get you alone and try to fuck you himself.

 

[Michael_Keaton]

I am so sorry, I know you had a lot of yourself invested in the relationship. For now just take a little time for yourself and "regroup".

IMO your seeing him would be a mistake. He has nothing to say that you want to hear - or are going believe - and you have nothing to say to him. Let it go.

Don't be surprised if she wants to talk... only talk... to share her feelings with you. If that happens remember that whether to see her is your decision and don't feel obligated to do anything you don't want to do. OTOH if you do want to see her and get some closure then you should.

Feel free to come here and share your thoughts. We've been your sounding board for this and we're not going to abandon you now. Be strong.

 

[BornNorCal]

I'm still just in shock i'm not really feeling pain

But my body feels her

I know she's sad right now but i can't understand why she did it

It sounds like the guilt of the situation was too much for her to handle. This was for sure her call to make and was always risky, but that may also have been part of the excitement for the both of you.

I agree that speaking with him would be unwise and that her not informing you was unkind. But pretend she told him and he was okay with it and wanted to discuss some ground rules, or wanted to be a part of things. Would that change your feelings? I'm not suggesting this is a good idea (I suspect it would be a disaster) but it's a good thought experiment.

 

[RachelWalsh]

I let him trap me in the bedroom. On the bed. By that time we were undressed. He tried to pinn me down but i wrestled away and he let me end up straddled on top of him.

We kissed and he spanked me as my wet pussy slid along his big hardcock. God it felt good, i flexed my hips and drove my clit against his shaft.

I hadn't allowed him to have unprotected sex with me. He as asked. Well, he has BEGGED lol.

His hands gripped my ass and hips. He tried to position himself, and tried to hold me still. Please, he said. Come on, you know you want to. Let's just try it for a minute, i'll stop if you want.

I just want to feel you, he said. Feel all of you.

i didnt answer him. I stared into his eyes. I teased him.

Teased him oh god it was so delicious

I let him slip in a little, the pulled away. Then again, a little deeper. His bare cock was slowly opening me. I was so slippery and wet, i wanted him sooo soooo BAD.

Women can be so sexy and touch our emotions so much, but there is something about guys. So direct. So available

 

[ConsiderateBeast]

It's possible the Lass might even be better off with her uncomplicatedly horny and affectionate manpiece. We're simple creatures but there's something to be said for simplicity.

 

[Bryan_C]

Let's see if it's truly over or if she comes groveling back.

We'll see, but I suspect that's unlikely given that you specifically told her not to contact you and threatened her husband with pepper spray. You never know though...

 

[LaotianLass]

She was here last night.

She showed up here late at night. In tears, begging to see me. She and her husband had a big fight. He was angry and wanted to hurt her so he told her he has seen other women.

She was in tears and was begging to come in and see me. I shoild have been strong and told her no.

But I let her in.

 

[peekingone]

She was here last night.

She showed up here late at night. In tears, begging to see me. She and her husband had a big fight. He was angry and wanted to hurt her so he told her he has seen other women.

She was in tears and was begging to come in and see me. I shoild have been strong and told her no.

But I let her in.

very complicated for sure

 

[LaotianLass]

I had shut down my sexuality and desire, to deal with my pain. I haven't hooked up with anyone or even masturbated since she told me she'd told her husband about our affair.

Maybe i made it sound like i was done with her, like i didn't care about her anymore.

But the second she was inside the door we were all over eachother.

I don't know if i can describe how it felt to hold her again. To feel her body against me. To touch her. To kiss her.

 

[peekingone]

I had shut down my sexuality and desire, to deal with my pain. I haven't hooked up with anyone or even masturbated since she told me she'd told her husband about our affair.

Maybe i made it sound like i was done with her, like i didn't care about her anymore.

But the second she was inside the door we were all over eachother.

I don't know if i can describe how it felt to hold her again. To feel her body against me. To touch her. To kiss her.

She has a very difficult situation at home for sure. Not easy at all.

 

[LaotianLass]

I've never felt such desire. Such desperation. Such love.

We melted into eachother. We were one body again. She was so emotional, so passionate. Her desperation was as fierce as mine. It inflamed me.

The instant our lips touched, our tongues merged, it blew away all the distance, allthe barriers, all my resistance.

Her body was hot and alive and i could FEEL every drop of her desire. I have do defense against her.

 

[LaotianLass]

We left a trail of clothes behind as we stumbled yo my bed. She landed on top of me. She just overehrlmed me, took me, ground her beautiful body on me. Her breasts, her nipples flowed all over me. Her pussy was wet and ready, leaving creamy trails on my thighs and groin. We ground eachother hard, so desperate and wild, i felt her love her passion her throbbing sensuality.

We came. We orgasmed together, from grinding our clits and from our pussies having mad primal sloppy kisses.

My god i came to hard, i was a living,breathing, lusting climax for what seemed like hours. We pressed so hard against eachother trying to merge our bodiez into onr.

 

[LaotianLass]

I wanted to be inside her. Wanted her inside me, under my skin. Her juice mixed with mine it so incredibly intense. She came so hard, i could feel her liquid pumping directly into my gaping yearning pussy.ibto my CUNT.

We held eachother and she cried and i licked her tears. Licked her face her tbroat her breasts. I fingered her pussy as i bit down hard on her nipples. She came again and i felt her clamp down on my fingers.

I bit her and left marks. I wanted her husband to see our passion, see the signs of it all over her breasts and neck and body.

 

[LaotianLass]

I went doen on her. I kissed her pussy like it was her mouth. My tongue was deep inside her seeking the very source of her love. I drank her. I nipped at her clit and felt savage joy at how she screeched and writhed from pleasure and pain.

She was so wild and desperate and passionate. Her body moved like a wild animal in heat.

We slid into a 69. We feasted and drank deep. I came and I came and i came.

 

[LaotianLass]

We fell into a deep sleep and i was awakened by her sucking my clit again. I came more snd more.

Sitting up in bed I spread her across my lap and i spanked her and told her how she'd hurt me. We cried and held eachother and kissed and kissed the night away.

Later We scissored to more orgasms. The joy and pleasure of her clit grinding on mine, it was the most amazing intoxicating exquisite sensation I've ever felt.

She told me she loves me and can't live without me.

I told her the same.

 

[peekingone]

We fell into a deep sleep and i was awakened by her sucking my clit again. I came more snd more.

Sitting up in bed I spread her across my lap and i spanked her and told her how she'd hurt me. We cried and held eachother and kissed and kissed the night away.

Later We scissored to more orgasms. The joy and pleasure of her clit grinding on mine, it was the most amazing intoxicating exquisite sensation I've ever felt.

She told me she loves me and can't live without me.

I told her the same.

Not many words to say reading this.

 

[LaotianLass]

i was awakened by her phone. She went into the living room, i listened. She spoke quietly but seriously to her husband. I think he was spologizing to her. She started crying and told him she loves him. Still wants to be with him.

She came back in and quietly got dressed. I pretended I was still asleep. She kissed me and said she had to leave. But said she needed me in her life and would never leave me alone again like she had before.

I said i loved her and she left.

I'm desperately crazy in love with her. I'm confused and love drunk and dizzy with the feel of her love tingling inside me.

 

[Skippertyrell]

This isn't going to end well

 

[peekingone]

i was awakened by her phone. She went into the living room, i listened. She spoke quietly but seriously to her husband. I think he was spologizing to her. She started crying and told him she loves him. Still wants to be with him.

She came back in and quietly got dressed. I pretended I was still asleep. She kissed me and said she had to leave. But said she needed me in her life and would never leave me alone again like she had before.

I said i loved her and she left.

I'm desperately crazy in love with her. I'm confused and love drunk and dizzy with the feel of her love tingling inside me.

It is a very tangled web that only time will tell the outcome.

 

[LaotianLass]

I don't know what to think or what to do.

I feel like she will talk to him and work something out. Maybe that's naive. But i have to give her a chance to figure this out.

 

[LaotianLass]

This isn't going to end well

Probably not.

I don't know what i csn do differently. I love her desperately. I am a slave to my desire and passion for her.

 

[LaotianLass]

It is a very tangled web that only time will tell the outcome.

Yes. I'm afraid so.

I wish i had more strength and ability to control this.

But i don't.

 

[Michael_Keaton]

You did the right thing by letting her in, even if the evening hadn't ended the way it did. Nothing is accomplished by shutting someone whom you care about out of your life. Be patient. Whether it works its way out the way you want it to or not, this is going to take some time to work itself out. In the meantime take some time to think logically about the possible outcomes and try to prepare yourself for either outcome.

 

[MiaDani80]

Lass,

For better or worse, your affair brought a whole host of issues out into the open for your lover and her husband.

It might have been better in the short term to keep it all secret but this was likely inevitable.

I know the emotional roller coaster is tiring and exhausting but I think you have two options...jump on, quench your passion and know that it's going to be an unpredictable journey or jump fully off.

Dont think there is any in between.

We're all rooting for you and your happiness.