is it wrong to miss Sir so much you cry?

[Netzach]

Maybe he just wants her to wear a collar because collars are so fetching? Personally, I'm totally on board with that. I love to put collars on my bottoms for the night we play. But that's a collar of cuteness or something.

Collars of cuteness are where it's at for me. I say "love me" with jewelry and leather wallets like a boring vanilla snob.

 

[satindesire]

Collars of cuteness are where it's at for me. I say "love me" with jewelry and leather wallets like a boring vanilla snob.

Oh snap. Boring vanilla snobbery is my fetish.

Give me some rubies and a handbag anyday.

 

[redheadedtxn]

i do miss Master when we haven't played in a while, which coincidentally i am going thru now. But...i know there will be a next time, and i have other things in my life to enjoy.
i do get to see Him almost every day, which is a mixed blessing, seeing but no touch.
Sometimes He will stand close to me and i get that short of breath feeling, and it's awesome.
Takes a lot of strength not to turn around and kiss Him.

 

[switchbitch]

Basically, what Stella_Omega said. She's smart, that one. You sound young-ish. When I was younger, I flipped really hard for my first submissive partner, who happened to be an older woman. When we find the things we crave, it's like a total shock to the system, and we get swept up in illusory tides. I don't regret it much, save for the time I should have spent getting to know myself better. Good luck with everything

'this is so spot on'when someone wiggles their fingers in exactly the right part of your brain in exactly the right way it can be incredibly addictive, and withdrawal symptoms can follow easily when those fingers are removed if only for a brief time. But oh it is so worth the withdrawal feelings to have those cravings met no matter how briefly.
My personal analgesic to relieve that withdrawal is to make myself cum three times in succession. For me it changes the tears into anticipation of next time.

 

[zippy_sue]

Love can hurt

Sounds like you're in love, which is a natural progression for a sub to feel about her Master as with any intimate relationship. You may have to still get on with your life if he doesn't want to be around as much as you want him to be. And that will be more becoming to him too if you do. The other natural thing that can happen for a sub is to be quick to ask for forgiveness because we're already used to doing that with Him. It's really difficult but there are other Doms out there.