Is Literotica your secret?

[EzraPound]

Fuckmeat wrote-"Aside from that... my brother has recently discovered I post here. He read a few of my posts (I was unconscious at the time or I'd have told him it was a bad idea) and basically traumatised himself. He's staying with me atm but still can't look me in the eye. I guess he doesn't like knowing just how depraved I am. We had a brief chat. I clarified Leo's place in my life and also pointed out that though I write a lot of violence and nonconsent, those are not things I actually want to experience IRL. (though I crossed my fingers and neglected to point out that these things can be explored IRL with a trusted partner ) So now he knows my girlfriend of four years is in fact my Mistress and I am her l'il slavebitch. Poor boy's going to have to become a totally deviant, bisexual slut before he regains 'worldly big brother' status. Oh well. "



I am sorry FM, this might be inappropriate..but I absolutely laughed my ass off when I read this..

 

[yeishia]

"Aside from that... my brother has recently discovered I post here. He read a few of my posts (I was unconscious at the time or I'd have told him it was a bad idea) and basically traumatised himself. He's staying with me atm but still can't look me in the eye. I guess he doesn't like knowing just how depraved I am. We had a brief chat. I clarified Leo's place in my life and also pointed out that though I write a lot of violence and nonconsent, those are not things I actually want to experience IRL. (though I crossed my fingers and neglected to point out that these things can be explored IRL with a trusted partner ) So now he knows my girlfriend of four years is in fact my Mistress and I am her l'il slavebitch. Poor boy's going to have to become a totally deviant, bisexual slut before he regains 'worldly big brother' status. Oh well. "

* reaches out to hold your hand having been there herself.* He loves you and will accept with time.


I applaud everyone for feeling they can share and trust those on Lit. with the most intimate pieces of their private lives, especially with the recent barrage of drama; both on the board and behind the scenes.

You all show exceptional fortitude!

I have been badly burned more than once on Lit so my trust will take a while to blossom once more......

 

[monique_minx]

I never ever get tired of hearing that story FM!

And just to share the limelight, I accidentally left a window open that I THOUGHT I had closed before I dashed down the shops a few months back. I wasn't supposed to be gone very long but ummm...yeah...that was long enough.

My sister went to get on her msn and managed to stumble across the open window...of course and her first introduction to my BDSM lifestyle choice happened to involve a post on Lit...with a cattle prod in it...I had just posted and in my hurry, I'd forgotten to shut that fucking window.

In any case, I can only assume that she read the whole thing because she later came and asked me quietly if a cattle prod really felt like that and made you piss yourself. I went bright red and asked her what she was talking about. She said, "You tell me, you wrote it."

So there's also rushed and horrifying embarrassment for you!

 

[yeishia]

*Hugs Minx*

 

[dragonrazor]

My family have no idea. I am just as uninterested in their sexlives. It works.

My RL Mistress knows. From the moment I joined she had my login details and could check on me whenever she wanted to. She also has my YIM and all my conversations with fellow litsters are logged there. When I joined I was seeking a RL play partner (with Mistress's blessing, for complex reasons that I won't go into here) but I decided it wasn't something I really wanted or needed to do. Now I have an online dynamic with Leopald that I cherish and enjoy very much, one that Mistress approves of.

Aside from that... my brother has recently discovered I post here. He read a few of my posts (I was unconscious at the time or I'd have told him it was a bad idea) and basically traumatised himself. He's staying with me atm but still can't look me in the eye. I guess he doesn't like knowing just how depraved I am. We had a brief chat. I clarified Leo's place in my life and also pointed out that though I write a lot of violence and nonconsent, those are not things I actually want to experience IRL. (though I crossed my fingers and neglected to point out that these things can be explored IRL with a trusted partner ) So now he knows my girlfriend of four years is in fact my Mistress and I am her l'il slavebitch. Poor boy's going to have to become a totally deviant, bisexual slut before he regains 'worldly big brother' status. Oh well.

My friends are split into 3 factions: -

1. Hetero vanilla friends, who would be disturbed and concerned.
2. Bi/gay scene friends, who either don't know about or don't 'get' the M/s dynamic.
3. My oldest, bestest friend, who was my safecall when I was getting to know Mistress.

So group 1 have no idea, group 2 are mostly clueless but some have either picked up on power exchange vibes or been confided in. The local bi/gay scene isn't really a kink friendly zone though. They feel that all 'that stuff' gives 'em a bad name. I thought it was all the slutting around myself. Go figure.

Group 3. I've been best friends with this girl since we were both 5 and started primary school together. We were the two smallest kids in our year and basically clung to each other until we went to secondary school at 11, when we weren't quite the tiniest kids in the whole primary school any more. She's hetero and sexually repressed (I'm not saying that from my depraved slutty perspective, she really is, bless her) so she's supportive but quietly uncomprehending of my bisexuality and sub/masochism. She's on a need to know basis, which works fine for us. I am slowly corrupting her though... softly softly.

Oh yeah... and now the poor girl who just bought my iPhone. Total stranger who responded to a Gumtree ad. She couldn't get the network settings right for Safari so she called me and I talked her through it. First thing that came up was my Lit CP.

Don't feel bad. My little brother still thinks he can write better than I can, even though even his WIFE says my writing's better *laughing* Which is really funny because I can't write worth sheets.

 

[princesssexci]

My mother is like "Is that one of your website thingies?". That's about it.

HaHA! "Is that one of your website thingies" Priceless.


As for me: No, no one knows.

 

[dragonrazor]

HaHA! "Is that one of your website thingies" Priceless.


As for me: No, no one knows.

Erhm. I could have sworn you said your little sister caught you on it.

 

[chronicle_tenko]

Well I date a litster. We live together.

One of our roomies is on this site. My best friend knows. My other roomate knows. Two of our other friends are on this site.

I think that Mom knows I write erotica. She isn't sure where though. And I've indexed copied and done up bits of stuff I'm proud of and given them to my Little brother. But i don't think anyone else knows at all.

 

[princesssexci]

Erhm. I could have sworn you said your little sister caught you on it.

You...HUSH!

 

[dragonrazor]

You...HUSH!

. why? *innocent look*

 

[Mephistophelily]

My mom doesn't know about Lit, but she knows about my interests in things. Hell, she knew I was bicurious and I never told her.
"You've always been so close to (Old high school gf). Was that rumor true? Were you two more than that?"
"Good lord mom... I was 14."
"I know. I wish she had stayed up here. You two were a cute couple."


Mom also found some of my old drawings.
Those probably gave it away too.
And I used to tie Barbie dolls to everything. EVERYTHING. Even when I was 7.
She asked me a few months ago... "I always figured you'd end up liking Bondage stuff because of that. Do NOT tell me if I was right, okay?"
...A question asked when she's standing less than a foot away from Fun Box...

Lit didn't come up until I was out of her house, but I was on an SRP forum when I was still there. Comp was in my room, but she'd come in to use it. Leaving adult sections of MSN Groups up was a bad idea.
Rp'ing a lesbian lover to a young Xena... Left up a scene with them attempting to fist. Yuuuup. (She never asked. Thank god. I'm sure she would have loved to know why her daughter was also RP'ing a gay Autolycus...)

 

[StarWhisperer]

My family doesn't know I use Lit (at least, I really, really, really hope they don't. My poor, sweet, innocent mother would be traumatized.) They know I RP, but they don't know I RP here. My mom asked me once if she would like roleplaying, so I referred her to another site I know [where I use a different handle.]

I don't think any of my S.O's has known, but that's mostly because I've only had one since I actually started writing on here, and it didn't last long (he was a tool).

My best friend and her fiance know because I spend far too much time at their apartment on their internet. It weirds her out to no end that I'm writing about sex. Sometimes I'll try to tell her something funny that happened or about a story line and she gets all freaked out about it. Her fiance always creeps my screen, says something like 'oh, that's your weird sex stuff,' and goes back to his xbox.

Other friends don't really know, except for some purely online friends (the ones I didn't MEET on lit).

It's possible that my former roommate knows but she never mentioned it and neither did I.

EDIT:

As far as interest in things, some ex's know what sort of things I'm into and my parents do know I'm bisexual. Actually, pretty much everyone, except for my extended [and incredibly religious] family knows that I'm bisexual.

 

[fuckmeat]

* reaches out to hold your hand having been there herself.* He loves you and will accept with time.


I applaud everyone for feeling they can share and trust those on Lit. with the most intimate pieces of their private lives, especially with the recent barrage of drama; both on the board and behind the scenes.

You all show exceptional fortitude!

I have been badly burned more than once on Lit so my trust will take a while to blossom once more......

I know he'll get over it. Brothers have this Rapunzel thing about little sisters though. While every other woman (except mummy and other close relatives) can be objectified, assessed, charmed, fucked and/or appreciated with a standing ovation if she's a porn star, little sisters should naturally be locked in dirty great (phallic) razor wire encrusted towers manned by trigger happy security at all times. I do believe that the fact my having been effectively lesbian for four years has still made me someone's bitch just boggles his tiny little mind. That I'm perfectly happy and fulfilled by being somebody's bitch? Put it this way, I won't be surprised if some nice men in white coats show up to ask me why I'm so fundamentally damaged. On the plus side, he used to have friends over to play computer games but they've all vanished recently, probably in case I chew 'em up and spit 'em out in my voracious quest for well built manflesh.

I don't know what posts he read exactly but if I had to make a guess based on what was happening to my various SRP characters at the time... well there was a piece of human traffic getting raped, beaten and forcibly pierced, a medieval seeress getting interrogated and tortured for politically sensitive information... oh and I'd been discussing my craving for humiliation and degradation over on BDSM Talk so yeah, rather compelling reading for the poor guy.

 

[Vail_Indigo]

Yes and no.
There are people I've shared it with. Lovers, FWBs, the kinkier people I know.
My mother knows because I left it open once.

But I never encourage anyone to join, I like having this space to myself, as it were.

And, just like I don't share my sex life with everyone, most of my friends have no idea.

 

[FitGuy38]

*****

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

I would have to say No lit is not my little secret.......

My husband actually found and recommended the site to me. He also reads all my threads and has posted himself but not in the SRP section. He often gets strange requests for "whats another word for....."

My mother has actually made a few of my signatures, while she does not read the site or know the exact content she has asked me what I want on the signatures and knows they are sexy ladies for a role play site...so I am sure she fills in some of the blanks herself.

I try not to scar her too much...I still remember the look on her face over hearing me discussing sex toys with someone. She is not from a very open minded generation and such things just do not get discussed openly if at all even purchased. I also remember as a teenager she read my journal and burned it because I use to write erotic stories in it.......she was not impressed.

I have some friends who I have shared the site with and some of them have joined some have not, others know I roleplay and write stories but do not know the content or some know some of it........just depends on the friend and how easy they are to scar or not *grins* I have some friends who would not bat an eyelid others would go to church and pray for me.

 

[brickroadray]

HaHA! "Is that one of your website thingies" Priceless.


As for me: No, no one knows.

Phew! I was begining to think it was just me. It is my secret as well.

 

[Alana_]

Rayne, I love the 'whats another word for............'..cause I've actually done that too with my own husband.

Thank you everyone for the replies..It makes superb reading to go back on.

 

[ucleebo]

I don't advertise it, but I'm sure wife/family secretly wonder why I spend all that time on my computer. I'm either surfing the forum or writing erotic stories to post here. Nobody's asked, and I don't volunteer! Would probably make up something if asked a direct question, however. *sigh*

 

[dragonrazor]

I don't advertise it, but I'm sure wife/family secretly wonder why I spend all that time on my computer. I'm either surfing the forum or writing erotic stories to post here. Nobody's asked, and I don't volunteer! Would probably make up something if asked a direct question, however. *sigh*

Now, see, if anyone in my family cared enough to ask me, I'd probably say "I'm writing PORN, do you mind?"

 

[Daydream_weaver]

Now, see, if anyone in my family cared enough to ask me, I'd probably say "I'm writing PORN, do you mind?"

omg! I love that! It's a good thing I had set my drink down before I read this.


My kids know that I have sites I frequent that are for adults. We are a fairly open family, within appropriate boundaries.

The one person who knew about Lit, specifically, didn't know that I had created a profile and had begun posting. Until yesterday, when I told her in the spirit of honesty between us.

 

[zydrate]

Nope..

 

[PieTaster]

No one knows. Of course, I live alone and no one has ever asked. I can't say that I've gone to any great lengths to keep it a secret.

 

[Last_Rider]

Yes and no, it's kind of complicated. A few of my relatives, mom, aunt, brother, know I frequent the site but not the extent. I'd also rather they didn't, my family, and myself to some extent, are pretty religious and I'd probably be the subject of an intervention.

I have no significant others IRL so that's not an issue.

 

[Kat73]

My husband knew when I started reading stories on Lit 3 or 4 years ago. He knows that I have posted stories here for a bit. And I could not wait for him to get home from work to show him the "new side of Lit" that I discovered about a month ago. Since then he has joined and is having his own fun!

My two BF's know that I post here. Some of my family know that I write erotic stories, but not where and have not read them.