Jenny’s house of fun.

[MischiefMakerAlways]

This is one of those books that has followed me through my life. I’ve always been fascinated and drawn to insanity and mental breakdowns, probably because of my own fucked up brain.

The apartment where Robert lived when he wrote this book is one of the first places I visited when I moved to Minneapolis.
And now we live not very far from there.

The book is about philosophy, the concept of ”quality”, a road trip on motorcycles, a father and a son and a mental breakdown that lead to insanity and electroconvulsive therapy.
It’s not an easy read and I have not always been strong enough to get through it.


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I've had several people recommend this as one of the best books they've ever read.

 

[urbangentleman]

Dear Diary

Total fucking wreck tonight.
Don’t know what happened.
I’m homesick and I miss my mom so much. Christmas is so fucking hard, I just been crying all evening. Sometimes I hate living here, but I know if I moved home I would miss Minneapolis just as much. And my little beautiful girl is Minnesotan and my husband and my life is here.
Don’t why it hit me so hard today.
Fuck I’m crying again.
I want my mom.


So yeah, I am the mood killer tonight. Sorry about that.
Fuck, this sucks.

But at least it’s just homesickness, it’s not the darkness and it’s not me in a dark hole. I’m not going there. Don’t worry.
I’m just sad.
And you guys who follow this trainwreck of a diary know I cry all the time, even when I’m happy.
I’m so fucking sorry.

I called mom earlier and as always she was wonderful, but it just made me miss her more. A whole fucking ocean is too far!

Ok, Jenny get a grip!
Smoke some weed.
Go to bed!


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Thank goodness for weed and perspective. Lit is a lot of things, but occasionally you read something others are enduring and pull up your big boy boxers, burn up some kind weed to take the edge off (Durban Poison is my recommendation for being completely painless whilst also high functioning.)

 

[sister jenny]

Thank goodness for weed and perspective. Lit is a lot of things, but occasionally you read something others are enduring and pull up your big boy boxers, burn up some kind weed to take the edge off (Durban Poison is my recommendation for being completely painless whilst also high functioning.)

Not sure I would still be around without weed.

 

[urbangentleman]

This is one of those books that has followed me through my life. I’ve always been fascinated and drawn to insanity and mental breakdowns, probably because of my own fucked up brain.

The apartment where Robert lived when he wrote this book is one of the first places I visited when I moved to Minneapolis.
And now we live not very far from there.

The book is about philosophy, the concept of ”quality”, a road trip on motorcycles, a father and a son and a mental breakdown that lead to insanity and electroconvulsive therapy.
It’s not an easy read and I have not always been strong enough to get through it.


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Awesome! A college professor had us read this. I lent it to my brilliant niece that will probably be in charge one day. I concur it’s really good to revisit.

 

[urbangentleman]

Not sure I would still be around without weed.

The haters are total imbeciles. Went to Michigan for Thanksgiving and I can flat out say it’s cheaper than booze and for the right people, so much better. -Sorry I post bomb your playhouse, but I find something here i like!

 

[sister jenny]

I love Lana Rhoades.
She is definitely my number one when it comes to porn. Those eyes are hypnotic, and I love when she has anal sex. Probably my favorite thing when I watch her.

 

[sister jenny]

Dear Diary,

I have watched porn my whole life, I probably watch too much.
I started very early, found a box of DVD's under my dad's bed. It was so exciting, I was totally innocent and new to it and the covers alone were hypnotizing. Beautiful women with giant tits and shaved cunts, looking perfect.
As soon as I was home alone, I watched as many of them as I could, and continued this every chance I got.
Dad have DVD's with Jenna Jameson, Sarah Young, Tera Patrick and Sasha Grey. I thought they were all so beautiful and developed crushes on all of them. Bus especially Sasha interested me, first of all I was flat at the time and she had small tits so I felt we were the same. Second of all she was so beautiful it was unreal and she did the most dirty things, that really fascinated me. Someone's so beautiful and innocent looking doing things I had not even heard about. The first time a man choked me while we had sex I instantly felt like I was her, like I a reached some special place.
Yeah, I've always had issues haha.

 

[richfun]

Dear Diary

Total fucking wreck tonight.
Don’t know what happened.
I’m homesick and I miss my mom so much. Christmas is so fucking hard, I just been crying all evening. Sometimes I hate living here, but I know if I moved home I would miss Minneapolis just as much. And my little beautiful girl is Minnesotan and my husband and my life is here.
Don’t why it hit me so hard today.
Fuck I’m crying again.
I want my mom.


So yeah, I am the mood killer tonight. Sorry about that.
Fuck, this sucks.

But at least it’s just homesickness, it’s not the darkness and it’s not me in a dark hole. I’m not going there. Don’t worry.
I’m just sad.
And you guys who follow this trainwreck of a diary know I cry all the time, even when I’m happy.
I’m so fucking sorry.

I called mom earlier and as always she was wonderful, but it just made me miss her more. A whole fucking ocean is too far!

Ok, Jenny get a grip!
Smoke some weed.
Go to bed!


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Friendly hug, hope helps x

 

[sister jenny]

Friendly hug, hope helps x

Thank you

 

[Treeview]

Dear Diary,

I have watched porn my whole life, I probably watch too much.
I started very early, found a box of DVD's under my dad's bed. It was so exciting, I was totally innocent and new to it and the covers alone were hypnotizing. Beautiful women with giant tits and shaved cunts, looking perfect.
As soon as I was home alone, I watched as many of them as I could, and continued this every chance I got.
Dad have DVD's with Jenna Jameson, Sarah Young, Tera Patrick and Sasha Grey. I thought they were all so beautiful and developed crushes on all of them. Bus especially Sasha interested me, first of all I was flat at the time and she had small tits so I felt we were the same. Second of all she was so beautiful it was unreal and she did the most dirty things, that really fascinated me. Someone's so beautiful and innocent looking doing things I had not even heard about. The first time a man choked me while we had sex I instantly felt like I was her, like I a reached some special place.
Yeah, I've always had issues haha.


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So nice to see the illustration too

 

[masterslave00]

I love Lana Rhoades.
She is definitely my number one when it comes to porn. Those eyes are hypnotic, and I love when she has anal sex. Probably my favorite thing when I watch her.
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[masterslave00]

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Isn't she perfect with those gorgeous little tits?

 

[Clanmoody]

Ok, maybe I screwed up there.
Well, if there is hate I will just leave.
But yeah, I realize I am kinda asking for it.

Not asking for it, a nice change. Haters can suck it

 

[UsuallyPresent]

Sasha Grey's hot as hell physically, but her attitude is what elevates her to a whole 'nother level for me. Not just pushing thru painful acts, but finding pleasure in them, owning it. Adriana Chechik is another with a similar attitude, IMO - both seem to push for pleasure whatever they may be in the middle of.

 

[EricaAnna]

Dear Diary,

I have watched porn my whole life, I probably watch too much.
I started very early, found a box of DVD's under my dad's bed. It was so exciting, I was totally innocent and new to it and the covers alone were hypnotizing. Beautiful women with giant tits and shaved cunts, looking perfect.
As soon as I was home alone, I watched as many of them as I could, and continued this every chance I got.
Dad have DVD's with Jenna Jameson, Sarah Young, Tera Patrick and Sasha Grey. I thought they were all so beautiful and developed crushes on all of them. Bus especially Sasha interested me, first of all I was flat at the time and she had small tits so I felt we were the same. Second of all she was so beautiful it was unreal and she did the most dirty things, that really fascinated me. Someone's so beautiful and innocent looking doing things I had not even heard about. The first time a man choked me while we had sex I instantly felt like I was her, like I a reached some special place.
Yeah, I've always had issues haha.


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She is gorgeous, but I've always been struck by her eyes the most

 

[zach20092]

This is one of those books that has followed me through my life. I’ve always been fascinated and drawn to insanity and mental breakdowns, probably because of my own fucked up brain.

The apartment where Robert lived when he wrote this book is one of the first places I visited when I moved to Minneapolis.
And now we live not very far from there.

The book is about philosophy, the concept of ”quality”, a road trip on motorcycles, a father and a son and a mental breakdown that lead to insanity and electroconvulsive therapy.
It’s not an easy read and I have not always been strong enough to get through it.


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I haven't finished it yet.. inspired to binge this weekend

 

[richfun]

Faye Rampton.
Love this pic.
Thanks Jenny x

 

[ArabianNights]

My love of porn come from finding a dad stash of mags and vids. Waiting till the house was empty and then wanking over the pictures and films. Then putting them back as I found them. I thinks why I love edging now.

 

[zach20092]

Dear Diary,

I have watched porn my whole life, I probably watch too much.
I started very early, found a box of DVD's under my dad's bed. It was so exciting, I was totally innocent and new to it and the covers alone were hypnotizing. Beautiful women with giant tits and shaved cunts, looking perfect.
As soon as I was home alone, I watched as many of them as I could, and continued this every chance I got.
Dad have DVD's with Jenna Jameson, Sarah Young, Tera Patrick and Sasha Grey. I thought they were all so beautiful and developed crushes on all of them. Bus especially Sasha interested me, first of all I was flat at the time and she had small tits so I felt we were the same. Second of all she was so beautiful it was unreal and she did the most dirty things, that really fascinated me. Someone's so beautiful and innocent looking doing things I had not even heard about. The first time a man choked me while we had sex I instantly felt like I was her, like I a reached some special place.
Yeah, I've always had issues haha.


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Did Daddy ever catch his naughty girl at it?

 

[sister jenny]

Sasha Grey's hot as hell physically, but her attitude is what elevates her to a whole 'nother level for me. Not just pushing thru painful acts, but finding pleasure in them, owning it. Adriana Chechik is another with a similar attitude, IMO - both seem to push for pleasure whatever they may be in the middle of.

Totally agree.

 

[sister jenny]

Sooooo, it has been exactly a month since I brought this monster to life.
My only thought was to show some beautiful art, share some poetry I love, talk about books and maybe some music.
Let’s say, to be nice, that I almost did that.
I have at least shown some art, but not enough poetry and books. And somehow a lot of porn
And then I started the diary.
Not sure what I think of that. It is most definitely too honest, and as usual I overshare.

Soooo, to whoever is still here, what the hell should I do?
Continue like this?
Just quit and run away? Maybe pretend like it didn’t happen?

I don’t know.
I also don’t know what I have the strength for.

Maybe I will just start posting Calvin and Hobbes strips.
Or move to the jungle. Live in a hut without electricity.

 

[YourSecretSanta]

Sooooo, it has been exactly a month since I brought this monster to life.
My only thought was to show some beautiful art, share some poetry I love, talk about books and maybe some music.
Let’s say, to be nice, that I almost did that.
I have at least shown some art, but not enough poetry and books. And somehow a lot of porn
And then I started the diary.
Not sure what I think of that. It is most definitely too honest, and as usual I overshare.

Soooo, to whoever is still here, what the hell should I do?
Continue like this?
Just quit and run away? Maybe pretend like it didn’t happen?

I don’t know.
I also don’t know what I have the strength for.

Maybe I will just start posting Calvin and Hobbes strips.
Or move to the jungle. Live in a hut without electricity.

Keep your beautiful run going

 

[UsuallyPresent]

Sooooo, it has been exactly a month since I brought this monster to life.
My only thought was to show some beautiful art, share some poetry I love, talk about books and maybe some music.
Let’s say, to be nice, that I almost did that.
I have at least shown some art, but not enough poetry and books. And somehow a lot of porn
And then I started the diary.
Not sure what I think of that. It is most definitely too honest, and as usual I overshare.

Soooo, to whoever is still here, what the hell should I do?
Continue like this?
Just quit and run away? Maybe pretend like it didn’t happen?

I don’t know.
I also don’t know what I have the strength for.

Maybe I will just start posting Calvin and Hobbes strips.
Or move to the jungle. Live in a hut without electricity.

Whatever ya do, we’ll be behind you, stalking patiently.

Ahem.

More seriously, I’ve enjoyed your posts here, from the silly to the serious. I’d hope you keep going wherever you wish, and keep dragging us along for the ride. I appreciate your bravery in sharing snapshots into your life via your diary, helps me remember some of the good bits in life.

I’m hoping for more, but if you can’t, or don’t wanna, that’s fine too - thanks for the fun here.

 

[zach20092]

Sooooo, it has been exactly a month since I brought this monster to life.
My only thought was to show some beautiful art, share some poetry I love, talk about books and maybe some music.
Let’s say, to be nice, that I almost did that.
I have at least shown some art, but not enough poetry and books. And somehow a lot of porn
And then I started the diary.
Not sure what I think of that. It is most definitely too honest, and as usual I overshare.

Soooo, to whoever is still here, what the hell should I do?
Continue like this?
Just quit and run away? Maybe pretend like it didn’t happen?

I don’t know.
I also don’t know what I have the strength for.

Maybe I will just start posting Calvin and Hobbes strips.
Or move to the jungle. Live in a hut without electricity.

A glimpse in to your life has been amazing!! Stay and share as you deem fit is my suggestion!
But whatever you do.. be happy that the choice is the right one!!

 

[EricaAnna]

Sooooo, it has been exactly a month since I brought this monster to life.
My only thought was to show some beautiful art, share some poetry I love, talk about books and maybe some music.
Let’s say, to be nice, that I almost did that.
I have at least shown some art, but not enough poetry and books. And somehow a lot of porn
And then I started the diary.
Not sure what I think of that. It is most definitely too honest, and as usual I overshare.

Soooo, to whoever is still here, what the hell should I do?
Continue like this?
Just quit and run away? Maybe pretend like it didn’t happen?

I don’t know.
I also don’t know what I have the strength for.

Maybe I will just start posting Calvin and Hobbes strips.
Or move to the jungle. Live in a hut without electricity.

Post whatever you feel like posting, it's your space and feel free to put in whatever runs through your mind.

Of course running away with someone delightful and sexy is always a possibility I suppose