Jenny’s house of fun.

Haven't really written anything here for awhile. My mind has been so dark that I have been avoiding it.
But another year has gone by and I felt like this was a good time to write something.
It was a weird year, some really low points and some amazing stuff happened. But not sure I have the strength for another rollercoaster year like this.
Next year I wanna travel a lot more, see the world, and I want my brain to be more normal. This mental health shit is taking its toll on me and my family.
So it's up to me next year to take better care of myself.
Gym!
Long walks!
Lots of daylight!
Eat better!
Listen to my therapist haha.
So let's make 2026 a great year!

I hope all of you have an amazing year.
Listen to people, hug them, be there in the moment with them, tell them you love them.
And remember people dont always need a solution, they sometimes just need an ear and a presence.

Love you all :heart::heart::heart:
You help me more than you know.
 
Haven't really written anything here for awhile. My mind has been so dark that I have been avoiding it.
But another year has gone by and I felt like this was a good time to write something.
It was a weird year, some really low points and some amazing stuff happened. But not sure I have the strength for another rollercoaster year like this.
Next year I wanna travel a lot more, see the world, and I want my brain to be more normal. This mental health shit is taking its toll on me and my family.
So it's up to me next year to take better care of myself.
Gym!
Long walks!
Lots of daylight!
Eat better!
Listen to my therapist haha.
So let's make 2026 a great year!

I hope all of you have an amazing year.
Listen to people, hug them, be there in the moment with them, tell them you love them.
And remember people dont always need a solution, they sometimes just need an ear and a presence.

Love you all :heart::heart::heart:
You help me more than you know.
Love you too!! We both deserve a better year than the last year has been. Positive (and sometimes sexy) thoughts for you! ❤️❤️❤️
 
Haven't really written anything here for awhile. My mind has been so dark that I have been avoiding it.
But another year has gone by and I felt like this was a good time to write something.
It was a weird year, some really low points and some amazing stuff happened. But not sure I have the strength for another rollercoaster year like this.
Next year I wanna travel a lot more, see the world, and I want my brain to be more normal. This mental health shit is taking its toll on me and my family.
So it's up to me next year to take better care of myself.
Gym!
Long walks!
Lots of daylight!
Eat better!
Listen to my therapist haha.
So let's make 2026 a great year!

I hope all of you have an amazing year.
Listen to people, hug them, be there in the moment with them, tell them you love them.
And remember people dont always need a solution, they sometimes just need an ear and a presence.

Love you all :heart::heart::heart:
You help me more than you know.
Ill take you in long walks. :)

Im trying to exercise more too. Lets be accountability partners. :)
 
1.45 AM
0 degrees F
Hard to look sexy when you have to wear huge fucking jackets and hats.
Don't drink and type!
So yeah, just got home from a New Years Eve party. Tons of fun, but sooooooo drunk!
Tons of snow, the cab took forever and I kept falling asleep and now I'm so awake. John is snoring fully dressed on the sofa.
Just paid the babysitter and sent her home. And yes we paid her a lot, you shouldnt have to work on New Years Eve, I felt so bad for her. But she is super nice and Julia loves her.
I am such a sucker for champagne haha, and there was soooo much. Pretty sure I didn't make a total ass of myself, but everyone knows me there. So fucking happy John managed to talk me into going. I am so social awkward that I rarely go to parties, John usually goes alone. But tonight he did a huge job talking me into it.
Olive green dress, high heels.
Fuck, I am rambling!
Do not type when drunk Jenny!
Got hit on :) Which was great! My self confidence is none existent right now so that was a good feeling.
No crying, also a plus!
Anyway, I should go to bed.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
 
1.45 AM
0 degrees F
Hard to look sexy when you have to wear huge fucking jackets and hats.
Don't drink and type!
So yeah, just got home from a New Years Eve party. Tons of fun, but sooooooo drunk!
Tons of snow, the cab took forever and I kept falling asleep and now I'm so awake. John is snoring fully dressed on the sofa.
Just paid the babysitter and sent her home. And yes we paid her a lot, you shouldnt have to work on New Years Eve, I felt so bad for her. But she is super nice and Julia loves her.
I am such a sucker for champagne haha, and there was soooo much. Pretty sure I didn't make a total ass of myself, but everyone knows me there. So fucking happy John managed to talk me into going. I am so social awkward that I rarely go to parties, John usually goes alone. But tonight he did a huge job talking me into it.
Olive green dress, high heels.
Fuck, I am rambling!
Do not type when drunk Jenny!
Got hit on :) Which was great! My self confidence is none existent right now so that was a good feeling.
No crying, also a plus!
Anyway, I should go to bed.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
So, yeah…
No memory of writing that post. 😱
Still a beautiful post though :) Love you dearly ❤️❤️❤️
 
1.45 AM
0 degrees F
Hard to look sexy when you have to wear huge fucking jackets and hats.
Don't drink and type!
So yeah, just got home from a New Years Eve party. Tons of fun, but sooooooo drunk!
Tons of snow, the cab took forever and I kept falling asleep and now I'm so awake. John is snoring fully dressed on the sofa.
Just paid the babysitter and sent her home. And yes we paid her a lot, you shouldnt have to work on New Years Eve, I felt so bad for her. But she is super nice and Julia loves her.
I am such a sucker for champagne haha, and there was soooo much. Pretty sure I didn't make a total ass of myself, but everyone knows me there. So fucking happy John managed to talk me into going. I am so social awkward that I rarely go to parties, John usually goes alone. But tonight he did a huge job talking me into it.
Olive green dress, high heels.
Fuck, I am rambling!
Do not type when drunk Jenny!
Got hit on :) Which was great! My self confidence is none existent right now so that was a good feeling.
No crying, also a plus!
Anyway, I should go to bed.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!


Happy you had a good time and enjoyed the party. It is always an ego boost when someone finds you attractive and flirts with you. That should prove to you that you are special.

We wish this new year brings joy and healing to your heart and mind.

HAPPY 2026 !!!!!!
 
Haven't really written anything here for awhile. My mind has been so dark that I have been avoiding it.
But another year has gone by and I felt like this was a good time to write something.
It was a weird year, some really low points and some amazing stuff happened. But not sure I have the strength for another rollercoaster year like this.
Next year I wanna travel a lot more, see the world, and I want my brain to be more normal. This mental health shit is taking its toll on me and my family.
So it's up to me next year to take better care of myself.
Gym!
Long walks!
Lots of daylight!
Eat better!
Listen to my therapist haha.
So let's make 2026 a great year!

I hope all of you have an amazing year.
Listen to people, hug them, be there in the moment with them, tell them you love them.
And remember people dont always need a solution, they sometimes just need an ear and a presence.

Love you all :heart::heart::heart:
You help me more than you know.

Stayed in bed late watching Wake up dead man. Loved it!!
Josh O’Connor is amazing.
Andrew Scott and Cailee Spaeny are both so fucking hot.
Then made pancakes for the family. Took a bath. And here I am.
It’s 2026 and everything will be better.
Agreed Jenny… 2026 has to be a year of fresh green shoots and discovery of something better… 🤞🤞🤞
 
When I was a kid I used to throw up all the time.
I got car sick and sea sick. I still get sea sick.
Everytime we drove somewhere I threw up, and every time I was on a boat I threw up. We tried medicine and other things and it just didn't work. After awhile you kinda get used to it.
I once had a friend who got hooked on heroin, he tried everything but could not get clean. Finally he heard about this place in Thailand. It was a monastery for monks and they had a program for drug addicts. You drank this foul fucking thing and threw up, and by throwing up all and everyday you cleansed your body from the poison. Not sure if it actually worked or not, but my friend got clean. A few years later he got stabbed to death on a boat to Morocco.
The ironic thing about me is that I love the ocean so much, it where I really feel free and it is my favorite view, but I still get sea sick. I hate that. I can not really go on boats.
But why I am talking so much about throwing up?
The thing I hate the most throwing up is red wine.
And I just did.
Yeah, I am hungover.
I almost never get hungover, I am pretty good at drinking and I usually take care of myself before going to bed. But I broke a golden rule last night. I drank after midnight and now I am paying the price.
Now you know.
Have a great day. Hug someone.
 
she said ”you can’t save everyone”
i cried in the beer and the chaos
we were all there
in the bar
in the dark
it smelled of lost dreams and beer and sex
cc club was packed
she was so beautiful
i was so drunk
she said ”you know i love you but not that way”
she was a great kisser, but she was straight
we all listened to the hold steady
and took too many drugs
the floor was sticky and the restroom disgusting
i ordered another shot and went out for a smoke
the cars that drove by were all blue
i loved her
i really did
 
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