hairball18
finding my way
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You look spectacular,Nurse’s week - Day 1
I self-sabotaged this morning
But I’m not mad about it
Had a call with my therapist -
I have only been talking to one
The last couple years
(wonder why )
So we have never seen each other in person.
I always drive somewhere
With good cell reception
And sit in my car
While we chat
During my chat this morning,
I got a text from work -
I should preface it’s content
With this knowledge for you:
My unit is currently down so many people due to a mixture of
* burnout
* feeling underpaid/appreciated
* management’s lack of empathy and/or thankfulness
* crazy hours
* high workload (I worked 11 nights in a row recently)
*etc
We don’t have enough staff to care for the patient volumes
And management won’t decrease our workload
For fear of missing out on profits
So, with that in mind, I get this text:
“/ no subject / Looking for any RN willing to work today...any hours would be appreciated. Please please please call the front desk if you’re available!!! We need you! Thank you!”
I actually thought about it
And read the message to my therapist
Who asked what would happen
If I did go in and help?
And
What would happen if I didn’t?
I started to say that I feel so bad
For my fellow coworkers
And know what it is like
To be in their shoes
With zero support
On a hopeless-looking day…
But I quickly realized
I made my own decision for myself!
I left the house
Without a bra
And I can’t go to work
Without a bra
Because that would not only be unprofessional
But it would be absolutely uncomfortable
Self-sabotage never felt so good!
You look spectacular. Unprofessional be damned.Nurse’s week - Day 1
I self-sabotaged this morning
But I’m not mad about it
Had a call with my therapist -
I have only been talking to one
The last couple years
(wonder why )
So we have never seen each other in person.
I always drive somewhere
With good cell reception
And sit in my car
While we chat
During my chat this morning,
I got a text from work -
I should preface it’s content
With this knowledge for you:
My unit is currently down so many people due to a mixture of
* burnout
* feeling underpaid/appreciated
* management’s lack of empathy and/or thankfulness
* crazy hours
* high workload (I worked 11 nights in a row recently)
*etc
We don’t have enough staff to care for the patient volumes
And management won’t decrease our workload
For fear of missing out on profits
So, with that in mind, I get this text:
“/ no subject / Looking for any RN willing to work today...any hours would be appreciated. Please please please call the front desk if you’re available!!! We need you! Thank you!”
I actually thought about it
And read the message to my therapist
Who asked what would happen
If I did go in and help?
And
What would happen if I didn’t?
I started to say that I feel so bad
For my fellow coworkers
And know what it is like
To be in their shoes
With zero support
On a hopeless-looking day…
But I quickly realized
I made my own decision for myself!
I left the house
Without a bra
And I can’t go to work
Without a bra
Because that would not only be unprofessional
But it would be absolutely uncomfortable
Self-sabotage never felt so good!