Moochie’s Mementos (and a pic or two)

[menoone]

your flower garden

I love it when
your kisses
and love nips
make a trail
over and under

The reaction
to each touch
is a tremble
of desire
planted at your
destination
​

Kissing and nipping... licking and pinching... things to cause those delicious trembles... Delicious words.

 

[Moochienanu]

It’s raining out there today
Out in the world
Where people are so busy
Going from one place to another
They don’t stop to think
Rainy day thoughts
Of mirrored puddles to splash
Of soft kisses on your neck
Of the sweet smelling petrichor
All of those are wasted
Out there in the world
Where all the people are so busy
That the rain is a nuisance
So I will enjoy it for them
And breathe deep
And know that even the rain ends
And when you’re lucky
That’s when you see rainbows

 

[Joxlrg]

There is a pot o gold under that rainbow!!!

 

[JKL123]

Moochie is the pot of gold

 

[Moochienanu]

There is a pot o gold under that rainbow!!!

Moochie is the pot of gold

Do gold pots come in purple too? Asking for a friend.

 

[hotcpu]

It’s raining out there today
Out in the world
Where people are so busy
Going from one place to another
They don’t stop to think
Rainy day thoughts
Of mirrored puddles to splash
Of soft kisses on your neck
Of the sweet smelling petrichor
All of those are wasted
Out there in the world
Where all the people are so busy
That the rain is a nuisance
So I will enjoy it for them
And breathe deep
And know that even the rain ends
And when you’re lucky
That’s when you see rainbows

Always good to know your Rainbows are near ... Beautiful Sexy Lady

 

[Joxlrg]

I believe the best ones come in Purple !!!
But I would have to see to compare.

 

[Inbef]

Of the sweet smelling petrichor

Now there's a word I had to look up.

 

[wilderness]

It’s raining out there today
Out in the world
Where people are so busy
Going from one place to another
They don’t stop to think
Rainy day thoughts
Of mirrored puddles to splash
Of soft kisses on your neck
Of the sweet smelling petrichor
All of those are wasted
Out there in the world
Where all the people are so busy
That the rain is a nuisance
So I will enjoy it for them
And breathe deep
And know that even the rain ends
And when you’re lucky
That’s when you see rainbows

I love Nature’s beauty!

 

[Moochienanu]

Always good to know your Rainbows are near ... Beautiful Sexy Lady

awe! Thanks, hotcpu

I believe the best ones come in Purple !!!
But I would have to see to compare.

I know that sassy has lots
Of cute rainbow things! I’m always jelly of her collection when she posts.

Now there's a word I had to look up.

happy to add a fun and fancy word to your vocabulary! I try to not get stuck using the same words too often. These special ones I remember when I use them. The last time I’m thinking, was last November.

I love Nature’s beauty!

It’s a wilderness out there!

 

[Moochienanu]

There is a lot going on for me
And I’m not going to take a knife
Run it down my middle
And peel the flesh back
So you can inspect all of it.

Just believe me
That it is a lot.



So not that I need an excuse to,
But I tied myself yesterday
Because I felt myself slipping
There was a line I’ve laid for myself
And I was going to cross it
So I wrapped my rope
Not really caring what happened
More than the feeling
Dying some.

When it quieted, but wouldn’t go away
I called someone I care about
So that we could just talk
About anything else
And I am fucking proud of myself
For recognizing a self need
And doing something about it.


Old Moochie would be like:
Not worth burdening anyone else
With my company in any way
While I’m like this.

I’m glad I’m not old me anymore,
And just little ol’ me.

 

[AngelicaS1780]

That is powerful growth, my lovely friend.

 

[hairball18]

There is a lot going on for me
And I’m not going to take a knife
Run it down my middle
And peel the flesh back
So you can inspect all of it.

Just believe me
That it is a lot.



So not that I need an excuse to,
But I tied myself yesterday
Because I felt myself slipping
There was a line I’ve laid for myself
And I was going to cross it
So I wrapped my rope
Not really caring what happened
More than the feeling
Dying some.

When it quieted, but wouldn’t go away
I called someone I care about
So that we could just talk
About anything else
And I am fucking proud of myself
For recognizing a self need
And doing something about it.


Old Moochie would be like:
Not worth burdening anyone else
With my company in any way
While I’m like this.

I’m glad I’m not old me anymore,
And just little ol’ me.

I am glad you called a friend.

 

[tnman03]

There is a lot going on for me
And I’m not going to take a knife
Run it down my middle
And peel the flesh back
So you can inspect all of it.

Just believe me
That it is a lot.



So not that I need an excuse to,
But I tied myself yesterday
Because I felt myself slipping
There was a line I’ve laid for myself
And I was going to cross it
So I wrapped my rope
Not really caring what happened
More than the feeling
Dying some.

When it quieted, but wouldn’t go away
I called someone I care about
So that we could just talk
About anything else
And I am fucking proud of myself
For recognizing a self need
And doing something about it.


Old Moochie would be like:
Not worth burdening anyone else
With my company in any way
While I’m like this.

I’m glad I’m not old me anymore,
And just little ol’ me.

Life is complicated enough as it is. Trying to deal with inner issues on your own so as not to impose on others isn't always the best way. I'm glad that you reached out and engaged with a friend.

 

[Massive Grooves]

Sounds as if you should use your Phone a Friend more often.

Be good to yourself.

 

[Todger65]

There is a lot going on for me
And I’m not going to take a knife
Run it down my middle
And peel the flesh back
So you can inspect all of it.

Just believe me
That it is a lot.



So not that I need an excuse to,
But I tied myself yesterday
Because I felt myself slipping
There was a line I’ve laid for myself
And I was going to cross it
So I wrapped my rope
Not really caring what happened
More than the feeling
Dying some.

When it quieted, but wouldn’t go away
I called someone I care about
So that we could just talk
About anything else
And I am fucking proud of myself
For recognizing a self need
And doing something about it.


Old Moochie would be like:
Not worth burdening anyone else
With my company in any way
While I’m like this.

I’m glad I’m not old me anymore,
And just little ol’ me.

I like the first part. There are parts of everyones life and development that need to be retained as private, but it is good that you recognise that there comes a point where it is good and beneficial to talk to someone who will listen, not judge, not take advantage of the confidence being shared.

I like the tie, not one of your neatest, but as you said it was thrown together as a means of comfort, and hopefully served it’s purpose.

 

[Joxlrg]

There is a lot going on for me
And I’m not going to take a knife
Run it down my middle
And peel the flesh back
So you can inspect all of it.

Just believe me
That it is a lot.



So not that I need an excuse to,
But I tied myself yesterday
Because I felt myself slipping
There was a line I’ve laid for myself
And I was going to cross it
So I wrapped my rope
Not really caring what happened
More than the feeling
Dying some.

When it quieted, but wouldn’t go away
I called someone I care about
So that we could just talk
About anything else
And I am fucking proud of myself
For recognizing a self need
And doing something about it.


Old Moochie would be like:
Not worth burdening anyone else
With my company in any way
While I’m like this.

I’m glad I’m not old me anymore,
And just little ol’ me.

Im glad you are you as well !! So is Manny

 

[wilderness]

There is a lot going on for me
And I’m not going to take a knife
Run it down my middle
And peel the flesh back
So you can inspect all of it.

Just believe me
That it is a lot.



So not that I need an excuse to,
But I tied myself yesterday
Because I felt myself slipping
There was a line I’ve laid for myself
And I was going to cross it
So I wrapped my rope
Not really caring what happened
More than the feeling
Dying some.

When it quieted, but wouldn’t go away
I called someone I care about
So that we could just talk
About anything else
And I am fucking proud of myself
For recognizing a self need
And doing something about it.


Old Moochie would be like:
Not worth burdening anyone else
With my company in any way
While I’m like this.

I’m glad I’m not old me anymore,
And just little ol’ me.

Glad you are ”just little ol’ me” now. Do you feel freed after untying? How special it would be to free you from bondage, like a rescue. Maybe that’s my fantasy.

 

[grumpyoldperv]

There is a lot going on for me
And I’m not going to take a knife
Run it down my middle
And peel the flesh back
So you can inspect all of it.

Just believe me
That it is a lot.



So not that I need an excuse to,
But I tied myself yesterday
Because I felt myself slipping
There was a line I’ve laid for myself
And I was going to cross it
So I wrapped my rope
Not really caring what happened
More than the feeling
Dying some.

When it quieted, but wouldn’t go away
I called someone I care about
So that we could just talk
About anything else
And I am fucking proud of myself
For recognizing a self need
And doing something about it.


Old Moochie would be like:
Not worth burdening anyone else
With my company in any way
While I’m like this.

I’m glad I’m not old me anymore,
And just little ol’ me.

Growth, self knowledge, and hopefully the strength and courage it builds. It may not help much, but here are two arms that would happily hold you until the clouds part and sunshine returns to your soul. In the darkest hour, remember, you have those who would be a candle for you.

 

[Moochienanu]

Nurse’s week - Day 1

I self-sabotaged this morning
But I’m not mad about it

Had a call with my therapist -
I have only been talking to one
The last couple years
(wonder why )
So we have never seen each other in person.

I always drive somewhere
With good cell reception
And sit in my car
While we chat

During my chat this morning,
I got a text from work -
I should preface it’s content
With this knowledge for you:
My unit is currently down so many people due to a mixture of
* burnout
* feeling underpaid/appreciated
* management’s lack of empathy and/or thankfulness
* crazy hours
* high workload (I worked 11 nights in a row recently)
*etc

We don’t have enough staff to care for the patient volumes
And management won’t decrease our workload
For fear of missing out on profits

So, with that in mind, I get this text:

“/ no subject / Looking for any RN willing to work today...any hours would be appreciated. Please please please call the front desk if you’re available!!! We need you! Thank you!”

I actually thought about it
And read the message to my therapist
Who asked what would happen
If I did go in and help?
And
What would happen if I didn’t?

I started to say that I feel so bad
For my fellow coworkers
And know what it is like
To be in their shoes
With zero support
On a hopeless-looking day…

But I quickly realized
I made my own decision for myself!

I left the house
Without a bra
And I can’t go to work
Without a bra
Because that would not only be unprofessional
But it would be absolutely uncomfortable

Self-sabotage never felt so good!

 

[hotcpu]

Nurse’s week - Day 1

I self-sabotaged this morning
But I’m not mad about it

Had a call with my therapist -
I have only been talking to one
The last couple years
(wonder why )
So we have never seen each other in person.

I always drive somewhere
With good cell reception
And sit in my car
While we chat

During my chat this morning,
I got a text from work -
I should preface it’s content
With this knowledge for you:
My unit is currently down so many people due to a mixture of
* burnout
* feeling underpaid/appreciated
* management’s lack of empathy and/or thankfulness
* crazy hours
* high workload (I worked 11 nights in a row recently)
*etc

We don’t have enough staff to care for the patient volumes
And management won’t decrease our workload
For fear of missing out on profits

So, with that in mind, I get this text:

“/ no subject / Looking for any RN willing to work today...any hours would be appreciated. Please please please call the front desk if you’re available!!! We need you! Thank you!”

I actually thought about it
And read the message to my therapist
Who asked what would happen
If I did go in and help?
And
What would happen if I didn’t?

I started to say that I feel so bad
For my fellow coworkers
And know what it is like
To be in their shoes
With zero support
On a hopeless-looking day…

But I quickly realized
I made my own decision for myself!

I left the house
Without a bra
And I can’t go to work
Without a bra
Because that would not only be unprofessional
But it would be absolutely uncomfortable

Self-sabotage never felt so good!

Thank you for what you do ... And so glad for small sexy miracles of care and rest for you.

 

[Moochienanu]

Thank you for what you do ... And so glad for small sexy miracles of care and rest for you.

Thanks, hotcpu.

 

[missswannie]

Nurse’s week - Day 1

I self-sabotaged this morning
But I’m not mad about it

Had a call with my therapist -
I have only been talking to one
The last couple years
(wonder why )
So we have never seen each other in person.

I always drive somewhere
With good cell reception
And sit in my car
While we chat

During my chat this morning,
I got a text from work -
I should preface it’s content
With this knowledge for you:
My unit is currently down so many people due to a mixture of
* burnout
* feeling underpaid/appreciated
* management’s lack of empathy and/or thankfulness
* crazy hours
* high workload (I worked 11 nights in a row recently)
*etc

We don’t have enough staff to care for the patient volumes
And management won’t decrease our workload
For fear of missing out on profits

So, with that in mind, I get this text:

“/ no subject / Looking for any RN willing to work today...any hours would be appreciated. Please please please call the front desk if you’re available!!! We need you! Thank you!”

I actually thought about it
And read the message to my therapist
Who asked what would happen
If I did go in and help?
And
What would happen if I didn’t?

I started to say that I feel so bad
For my fellow coworkers
And know what it is like
To be in their shoes
With zero support
On a hopeless-looking day…

But I quickly realized
I made my own decision for myself!

I left the house
Without a bra
And I can’t go to work
Without a bra
Because that would not only be unprofessional
But it would be absolutely uncomfortable

Self-sabotage never felt so good!

Mental note then, give up wearing bras at all unless absolutely going to work. It clearly is much healthier for you to be selective. Give up the bottom half at the same time and your laundry will be reduced, a bonus!

 

[Todger65]

Nurse’s week - Day 1

I self-sabotaged this morning
But I’m not mad about it

Had a call with my therapist -
I have only been talking to one
The last couple years
(wonder why )
So we have never seen each other in person.

I always drive somewhere
With good cell reception
And sit in my car
While we chat

During my chat this morning,
I got a text from work -
I should preface it’s content
With this knowledge for you:
My unit is currently down so many people due to a mixture of
* burnout
* feeling underpaid/appreciated
* management’s lack of empathy and/or thankfulness
* crazy hours
* high workload (I worked 11 nights in a row recently)
*etc

We don’t have enough staff to care for the patient volumes
And management won’t decrease our workload
For fear of missing out on profits

So, with that in mind, I get this text:

“/ no subject / Looking for any RN willing to work today...any hours would be appreciated. Please please please call the front desk if you’re available!!! We need you! Thank you!”

I actually thought about it
And read the message to my therapist
Who asked what would happen
If I did go in and help?
And
What would happen if I didn’t?

I started to say that I feel so bad
For my fellow coworkers
And know what it is like
To be in their shoes
With zero support
On a hopeless-looking day…

But I quickly realized
I made my own decision for myself!

I left the house
Without a bra
And I can’t go to work
Without a bra
Because that would not only be unprofessional
But it would be absolutely uncomfortable

Self-sabotage never felt so good!

This is typical of organisations that rely on staff feeling guilty at not covering patient needs. It is worse when hospitals are profit driven. Our hospital staff get similar treatment, but management will usually call in agency nursing first even though this costs more. Don’t get me wrong, they have budgets to work to, but it’s not the same a making profit a priority.

I like the self satisfied grin you have whilst flashing your beauties in a public, busy parking lot.

 

[Awaywego]

Self care during this high volume time is critical! Especially for those who take care of us, thank you for what you do for others.