No Nut 19

[seela]

Day 220: That's 60% of the year done officially!

Looking back, the days when I didn't edge, say 5 times a day seem like a lost opportunity now.

I hate and love the double digit days. The logistics of it all can be pretty daunting, but it's so worth it.

 

[SissySalina]

Its all down hill now!
Good job and look at the finish line.

 

[seela]

Its all down hill now!
Good job and look at the finish line.

Thanks! I've really been enjoying this so much lately. I'm happy I've reached this point again.

It's nice to feel a little (or a lot) desperate, willing and vulnerable. It's good for me to disengage the brain sometimes. My dreams are endlessly entertaining as well! Good times.

 

[bushyTrail]

Day 220: That's 60% of the year done officially!

Looking back, the days when I didn't edge, say 5 times a day seem like a lost opportunity now.

I hate and love the double digit days. The logistics of it all can be pretty daunting, but it's so worth it.

Damn, that's just impressive! I could never have your sense of self control!

 

[seela]

Damn, that's just impressive! I could never have your sense of self control!

There are easy days and hard days for me, too. I didn't really think I could do this either.

 

[ModusPonensLover]

I have to say, I am tempted to try that again, for a longer period of time...

Anyway, you have my support and admiration ^^

 

[Miles Long]

Wow is it really more than 7 months already?

 

[seela]

I have to say, I am tempted to try that again, for a longer period of time...

Anyway, you have my support and admiration ^^

Soon enough you'll be doing a year. No Nut 20!

Wow is it really more than 7 months already?

I know! I can't believe it. I guess time really flies when you're having fun. I can already feel slight sadness about the year ending soon creeping in. I'm insane.



Day 222: I've remembered again that beer and horny and no nut isn't the greatest combo ever. It really makes me dig so deep.

Just two edges after a longer period of having many more a day feels kinda... hollow.

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

I'm Day 15 into what's turned into a 20 day edge-a-thon challenge.

I get why you do it Seela. It just makes you feel sexy (for lack of a better word) 24/7. But gosh, I'd like an orgasm.

 

[seela]

I'm Day 15 into what's turned into a 20 day edge-a-thon challenge.

I get why you do it Seela. It just makes you feel sexy (for lack of a better word) 24/7. But gosh, I'd like an orgasm.

Day 15, that's great!

Yeeep, I know that feeling very well and I've written about it several times! Or at least I've thought that I should write about it... I don't actually remember what I've written here. I've been struggling to find a good word for it too, because sexy just isn't for me. But this no nut business really is the closest I've ever come to feeling sexy or desirable.

I'd really like an orgasm too, today much more so than usual. So I feel ya.

 

[bushyTrail]

I'm Day 15 into what's turned into a 20 day edge-a-thon challenge.

I get why you do it Seela. It just makes you feel sexy (for lack of a better word) 24/7. But gosh, I'd like an orgasm.

If you are looking for names for your challenge, I suggest "20 anticlimactic days"!

 

[seela]

Day 224: PLP's post about how her challenge has gone from being a 7 day one to a 20 day one made me feel really jealous.

I miss not knowing when I get to have an orgasm and the parameters changing like that. Going from 7 days to 20 is such sweet torture. But now I know there's nothing for me for 141 days and then there is. No what ifs, no changes of plan, not really. I miss the timeline changing. I miss it at least being a possibility.

I had a rather lean November on the orgasm front last year. After it was over and I had had an orgasm the last day of November, I was told that I could have the next one in 10 days or something, I don't remember the exact date anymore and that's not really the point. I marked the day in my calendar all happy about being able to count down the days and just knowing it was there. I was looking forward to it very excitedly. Then a few days later it was suggested to me that I should probably go without the entire month of December.

Deleting the little marking in my calendar made me so happy. It was such an exhilarating thing to give up something I had already earned, kinda. It made my brain all soft and my pussy all drooly. I felt like deleting it from my calendar made it feel more concrete, more palpable, more of a sacrifice. It was there, now it isn't anymore. I saw it go away.

Going from 10 days to 30 in one little flick of thumb felt so good. And I miss it.

 

[HardonMan5]

What a beautiful person you are, Seela. Only, how on earth do you know requests like this won't appear this time around as well? All it takes is a flick of your little thumb to make it feel sooo good again

 

[gracie920101]

I'm beginning to wonder how far away will this be felt? Wondering if we will notice any disturbance in the force clear over here in America?

 

[seela]

What a beautiful person you are, Seela. Only, how on earth do you know requests like this won't appear this time around as well? All it takes is a flick of your little thumb to make it feel sooo good again

Thanks! I know it won't happen, because this thing has an expiry date and it's still very far away.

I'm beginning to wonder how far away will this be felt? Wondering if we will notice any disturbance in the force clear over here in America?

Let's just say I'm not sure all the tornadoes over there are a coincidence. Sorry guys.

 

[seela]

Day 225: I've officially decided that no touch days are way worse and require a lot more effort than the days with 10 edges or so. Especially when it's quiet at work, it feels like my body has a life of its own.

Sweet baby Jesus.

On the positive side, I finished 6 crossword puzzles today so far. A Tuesday, two Thursdays and three Fridays! Keepin' busy.

 

[bone251]

This probably does not help.

You look so spectacular that the thoughts going though my head would.............

You are a hot girl!

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

Damn Seela! I don't know how you manage to do this. I've been off work for three-and-a-half weeks. In that time the first five days included lots of sex (Lots of alone time together). Owing to various circumstances, including a crowded cottage and some minor injuries, the last 22 days has been completely without. I started edging about four days in. We have made a date for tonight. I hope I don't explode!

I am even more impressed with your quest now that I already was. Your self-control is amazing.

 

[seela]

This probably does not help.

You look so spectacular that the thoughts going though my head would.............

You are a hot girl!

I'm fairly certain this is the first time anybody has called me a hot girl. Thanks!

Damn Seela! I don't know how you manage to do this. I've been off work for three-and-a-half weeks. In that time the first five days included lots of sex (Lots of alone time together). Owing to various circumstances, including a crowded cottage and some minor injuries, the last 22 days has been completely without. I started edging about four days in. We have made a date for tonight. I hope I don't explode!

I am even more impressed with your quest now that I already was. Your self-control is amazing.

Maybe my libido just barely exists and that's why this is seemingly so easy for me? Hmm. Something to ponder.

Have a fun date!

 

[SissySalina]

Sorry your mood is down, hope No Nut 19 has nothing to do with it.
Since becoming a sissy have noticed a switch in mood swings and at first thought it was the chastity but then found out it was just the way sissy looks at everything now. It is not he same, the feelings are not the same and since that stability has changed things affect sissy differently. Think it is a change in the certainty of things, expectations have change. That affects feelings a lot and sure that your No Nut 19 is the same way. Thanks for doing a great job, hope you meet your goal.

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

I'm fairly certain this is the first time anybody has called me a hot girl. Thanks!



Maybe my libido just barely exists and that's why this is seemingly so easy for me? Hmm. Something to ponder.

Have a fun date!

I find that very hard to believe, based on the ongoing photographic evidence. (Remember: some of us are lucky enough to have also seen your face, in a silly hat as I recall).

Have a wonderful day Seela. Enjoy your journey

 

[seela]

Sorry your mood is down, hope No Nut 19 has nothing to do with it.
Since becoming a sissy have noticed a switch in mood swings and at first thought it was the chastity but then found out it was just the way sissy looks at everything now. It is not he same, the feelings are not the same and since that stability has changed things affect sissy differently. Think it is a change in the certainty of things, expectations have change. That affects feelings a lot and sure that your No Nut 19 is the same way. Thanks for doing a great job, hope you meet your goal.

I'm not sure I've noticed bigger mood swings than usual during No Nut. Hmm.

I mean, I've been all over the place this year, but my year until the end of May was a carnage and I was spread so, very thin. I was so tired that I figured that most of my mood swings were because of that. Who knows.

It's an interesting thing to point out! I'll have to think about how No Nut affects my mood, other than keeps me horny and frustrated.

Thank you!

I find that very hard to believe, based on the ongoing photographic evidence. (Remember: some of us are lucky enough to have also seen your face, in a silly hat as I recall).

Have a wonderful day Seela. Enjoy your journey

Oh yeah, my secret lab outfit, the white overalls. I remember the pic. It's only the second most ridiculous pic I've posted of myself here. In the most ridiculous pic I wore all red and a Santa hat. I think I'm sensing a theme here - I shouldn't dress in only one color.

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

I'm not sure I've noticed bigger mood swings than usual during No Nut. Hmm.

I mean, I've been all over the place this year, but my year until the end of May was a carnage and I was spread so, very thin. I was so tired that I figured that most of my mood swings were because of that. Who knows.

It's an interesting thing to point out! I'll have to think about how No Nut affects my mood, other than keeps me horny and frustrated.

Thank you!



Oh yeah, my secret lab outfit, the white overalls. I remember the pic. It's only the second most ridiculous pic I've posted of myself here. In the most ridiculous pic I wore all red and a Santa hat. I think I'm sensing a theme here - I shouldn't dress in only one color.

Yeah. The lab outfit. That's it. Oddly hot.

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

Dear Seela,

How does one celebrate Orgasm Eve?

Signed,

Your Protogé

 

[seela]

Dear Seela,

How does one celebrate Orgasm Eve?

Signed,

Your Protogé

You've come to the right place with your question, grasshopper, considering I'm of an Eve celebrating nation and all.

I suggest a really drawn out edging session. One that almost makes you weep because you feel the orgasm *right there* but know you can't have it. Really focus on how amazing it would feel to go over the edge and have that orgasm, and how amazingly sad, empty, frustrating and so, so good it feels when you deny yourself the pleasure.

And also keep your fingers crossed that the promised orgasm won't get taken away!

Actually, it sounds like a good idea to edge to the thought of your promised orgasm being taken away... Juuuust a suggestion.