No Nut 19

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And also keep your fingers crossed that the promised orgasm won't get taken away!

Actually, it sounds like a good idea to edge to the thought of your promised orgasm being taken away... Juuuust a suggestion.

THAT is a real drag. Trust me. (Leg cramps. I ignored them ws long as I could.).

So, "one more day" .
 
You've come to the right place with your question, grasshopper, considering I'm of an Eve celebrating nation and all.

I suggest a really drawn out edging session. One that almost makes you weep because you feel the orgasm *right there* but know you can't have it. Really focus on how amazing it would feel to go over the edge and have that orgasm, and how amazingly sad, empty, frustrating and so, so good it feels when you deny yourself the pleasure.

And also keep your fingers crossed that the promised orgasm won't get taken away!

Actually, it sounds like a good idea to edge to the thought of your promised orgasm being taken away... Juuuust a suggestion.

Just reading this was a form of edging!! <gulp!>
 
Is there an official song for edging challenges? "Livin' on the Edge" by Aerosmith? "You Can't Always Get What You Want" by The Rolling Stones?
 
Day 230: The comment about no nut affecting mood really got me thinking. I don't think I have any bigger mood swings than usual or that the ones I have are caused by no nut. My mood swings are more hormonal and related to shit hitting the fan in other areas of life rather than anything tied with no nut. I have had to come up with different coping methods for my sads this year, because an orgasm is no longer an acceptable method. Some of them have been more successful than others, but I think I've learned to deal with things in new ways. My moods are not unaffected by no nut, especially on the days that feel really difficult, but in the grand scheme of things I haven't noticed a huge difference in my mood that I could directly link to no nut.

With one huge exception. It makes me feel lonely quite regularly. No nut consumes my thoughts and it's very rarely *not* on the forefront of my mind if there's nothing important going on to keep me occupied. So it's become this huge theme that runs through absolutely every aspect of my life - and one that I can't share with anybody. At least not to the level I feel like I need to. Rambling about the thoughts and feelings no nut brings up day in, day out for an entire year, understandably, is not very interesting to anybody not experiencing it first hand. I don't want to push the issue too much either, because life and circumstances. And, yeah, just because I'm a sad, horny mess, it doesn't mean that other people are or necessarily find my situation very interesting.

So I've ended up with this huge thing that I can't share and it makes me feel lonely. Writing here helps in a way, but it's very limited what I'm willing or able to share in public. Somebody asked at the beginning of this all if this makes me feel closer to my partner. Based on my experience so far I'd say yes up to a point it makes me feel closer to my partner, and then it becomes a lonely endeavor that in a way insulates me from the world.
 
Day 230: The comment about no nut affecting mood really got me thinking. I don't think I have any bigger mood swings than usual or that the ones I have are caused by no nut. My mood swings are more hormonal and related to shit hitting the fan in other areas of life rather than anything tied with no nut. I have had to come up with different coping methods for my sads this year, because an orgasm is no longer an acceptable method. Some of them have been more successful than others, but I think I've learned to deal with things in new ways. My moods are not unaffected by no nut, especially on the days that feel really difficult, but in the grand scheme of things I haven't noticed a huge difference in my mood that I could directly link to no nut.

With one huge exception. It makes me feel lonely quite regularly. No nut consumes my thoughts and it's very rarely *not* on the forefront of my mind if there's nothing important going on to keep me occupied. So it's become this huge theme that runs through absolutely every aspect of my life - and one that I can't share with anybody. At least not to the level I feel like I need to. Rambling about the thoughts and feelings no nut brings up day in, day out for an entire year, understandably, is not very interesting to anybody not experiencing it first hand. I don't want to push the issue too much either, because life and circumstances. And, yeah, just because I'm a sad, horny mess, it doesn't mean that other people are or necessarily find my situation very interesting.

So I've ended up with this huge thing that I can't share and it makes me feel lonely. Writing here helps in a way, but it's very limited what I'm willing or able to share in public. Somebody asked at the beginning of this all if this makes me feel closer to my partner. Based on my experience so far I'd say yes up to a point it makes me feel closer to my partner, and then it becomes a lonely endeavor that in a way insulates me from the world.


What about other physical affection?
I find that, while I do love being held and snuggles, there really is not substitute for the intimacy.
 
What about other physical affection?
I find that, while I do love being held and snuggles, there really is not substitute for the intimacy.

I'm not sure I understand the question. No substitute for the intimacy of having an orgasm?

My orgasms have always been a solitary experience, so no nut hasn't changed anything in that regard.
 
I'm not sure I understand the question. No substitute for the intimacy of having an orgasm?

My orgasms have always been a solitary experience, so no nut hasn't changed anything in that regard.

Yes. That’s what I meant. I worded it poorly?
 
Yes. That’s what I meant. I worded it poorly?

Your question didn't really say it was about orgasms but I guess it's the theme of the thread so I don't know why I wasn't sure what you meant. But yeah, looks like I answered the right question.
 
Day 231: A conversation made me realize that I'm much better motivated by tough love than "you can do this, I'm proud of you for trying".

As in "If you fuck up and have an orgasm, you'll have to admit it and it'll be humiliating and people will be mad and disappointed. It's No Nut 19, not No Nut Most of 19." My face be like: :eek:

In other news, have I told just how much I hate no touch days? Truly.
 
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Didn't want to feel like I hijacked your thread or something.
 
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Day 258: It's been a while, but not much has happened, really. It's starting to feel like Dec 31 is right around the corner and that's starting to mess with my head a little.

31 edges in 48 hours mess with my head and panties a lot.

Raw.
 
If it helps, I was in Wal Mart last week and they already had Christmas decorations out. A hundred and seven days to go...

Enjoy the torment (is that a good word?)
 
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