No Nut 19

[seela]

Day 315: Today there's only 50 days of the year left. It felt like such a significant moment when I reached 50 days of no nut in February. 50 days was basically forever back then.

Now the slight panic of there being only 50 days left has started to creep in.

 

[SissySalina]

Thank you for continuing your adventure.

 

[cookiecat]

It is a milestone.

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

Day 315: Today there's only 50 days of the year left. It felt like such a significant moment when I reached 50 days of no nut in February. 50 days was basically forever back then.

Now the slight panic of there being only 50 days left has started to creep in.

Go Seela! You're on the home stretch!

 

[seela]

Day 320: So last night was one of those when I have an insanely hot dream and wake up on the brink of an orgasm and then have to lie completely still in bed with my legs wide open, sadness and frustration leaking out of me. Because the temptation to squeeze my thighs together and push myself over the edge is too strong at those moments.

I may have legit cried a little. But I'm going to focus on the positive: I didn't fuck up my streak and yesterday was so much fun.

 

[SissySalina]

Glad to see you are now enjoying yourself.

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

Glad hear you're still going.. Hang on Seela!

 

[Dreamliner]

Just amazing. Denial at it's best, self inflicted, I am impressed seela.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Day 320: So last night was one of those when I have an insanely hot dream and wake up on the brink of an orgasm and then have to lie completely still in bed with my legs wide open, sadness and frustration leaking out of me. Because the temptation to squeeze my thighs together and push myself over the edge is too strong at those moments.

I may have legit cried a little. But I'm going to focus on the positive: I didn't fuck up my streak and yesterday was so much fun.

Subs of the future will build you a statue, which will loom over Seela Square. It will serve as a place of reverence and inspiration for no-nutters.

I’ve actually been working on some designs. So far I can’t decide between you, with upraised fist and crossed legs, or a massive frustrated-looking squirrel.

 

[seela]

Glad to see you are now enjoying yourself.

Glad hear you're still going.. Hang on Seela!

^^Thanks, it's been a good weekend.

Just amazing. Denial at it's best, self inflicted, I am impressed seela.

It's difficult. At times I've been really jealous of men for their relatively easy access to chastity devices that actually can be worn for longer periods of time. Although then I wouldn't be able to edge, which is half the fun despite adding to the difficulty and frustration a lot. But still. There are times I would have been better off just locking the drippy mess between my legs away.

Subs of the future will build you a statue, which will loom over Seela Square. It will serve as a place of reverence and inspiration for no-nutters.

I’ve actually been working on some designs. So far I can’t decide between you, with upraised fist and crossed legs, or a massive frustrated-looking squirrel.

Ooh, I vote for the squirrel, as long as no one ever makes me say the word!

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

^^Thanks, it's been a good weekend.



It's difficult. At times I've been really jealous of men for their relatively easy access to chastity devices that actually can be worn for longer periods of time. Although then I wouldn't be able to edge, which is half the fun despite adding to the difficulty and frustration a lot. But still. There are times I would have been better off just locking the drippy mess between my legs away.



Ooh, I vote for the squirrel, as long as no one ever makes me say the word!

Oh, I don't know Seela: on January 3rd or 4th, once you have recovered, perhaps you could grace us with a Vocaroo recording of you saying "squirrel" over and over as a celebration.

I like the new AV.

 

[seela]

Oh, I don't know Seela: on January 3rd or 4th, once you have recovered, perhaps you could grace us with a Vocaroo recording of you saying "squirrel" over and over as a celebration.

I like the new AV.

Ain't nobody want to hear that. The people who have witnessed me try all deserve a medal.

Thanks. I need to figure out how to make it not blurry though. The resizing tool I used made the pic all weird.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Oh, I don't know Seela: on January 3rd or 4th, once you have recovered, perhaps you could grace us with a Vocaroo recording of you saying "squirrel" over and over as a celebration.

I like the new AV.

Oh, I couldn’t agree more.

SQUIRREL! SQUIRREL! SQUIRREL!

 

[seela]

Oh, I couldn’t agree more.

SQUIRREL! SQUIRREL! SQUIRREL!

Only if you first send me an example of how to say squirrel.

Oh, and you must wear a Santa suit when you record the example.

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

Oh, I don't know Seela: on January 3rd or 4th, once you have recovered, perhaps you could grace us with a Vocaroo recording of you saying "squirrel" over and over as a celebration.

I like the new AV.

Ain't nobody want to hear that. The people who have witnessed me try all deserve a medal.

Thanks. I need to figure out how to make it not blurry though. The resizing tool I used made the pic all weird.

Oh, I couldn’t agree more.

SQUIRREL! SQUIRREL! SQUIRREL!

Only if you first send me an example of how to say squirrel.

Oh, and you must wear a Santa suit when you record the example.

(Just to put the conversation together)

In the UK: Skweer-el

In the US: Skworl

In Canada: Skwirel

 

[seela]

(Just to put the conversation together)

In the UK: Skweer-el

In the US: Skworl

In Canada: Skwirel

Um, where's the Santa suit?

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

Um, where's the Santa suit?

Sorry. It's at the cleaners.

How about a Santa hat?

 

[OneAuthor]

Thank you the updates, Seela. It's great to know you are approaching the end...and will hopefully begin 2020 with a bang.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Only if you first send me an example of how to say squirrel.

Oh, and you must wear a Santa suit when you record the example.

Not a day goes by when I don’t wear a Santa suit. It’s the Banana Republic vegan suede bomber Santa suit, in winter moss. It dresses up for a trip round the world, or can go more casual for a night out Bumble-hunting with that hot elf girl.

 

[ReaperW]

I can't believe it's so close to the end already. You're doing amazing. I know you've mentioned a lot of trepidation about what happens at the end, and I hope you will take some time to share your reflections with us. Thankyou for all that you've shared so far, I know it's not always easy, just know we're rooting for you

 

[Tallsockguy]

Thanks, I keep crawling along!

I've been exceptionally whiny recently and it has not been well received. As much as I don't like this, I also love this and kind of dread the year being over.

I've started to think about the future and what to keep and what to leave behind from this whole experience. Mixed feelings.

Take the good.


And, I have to say, this has been incredibly engaging reading. Obvious I have come a little late to this but looking forward to push toward the end.

 

[seela]

Not a day goes by when I don’t wear a Santa suit. It’s the Banana Republic vegan suede bomber Santa suit, in winter moss. It dresses up for a trip round the world, or can go more casual for a night out Bumble-hunting with that hot elf girl.

You sure know how to get my motor running!

I can't believe it's so close to the end already. You're doing amazing. I know you've mentioned a lot of trepidation about what happens at the end, and I hope you will take some time to share your reflections with us. Thankyou for all that you've shared so far, I know it's not always easy, just know we're rooting for you

It's really so close to the end. I'm sure I'll post something about what goes on in my head. I think it'll be a pretty difficult moment for me when it's time to have that first orgasm.

Take the good.


And, I have to say, this has been incredibly engaging reading. Obvious I have come a little late to this but looking forward to push toward the end.

Thanks! I'm glad you've enjoyed the thread.

 

[Dreamliner]

You have got me thinking seela, what would a person that has done what you are doing, look for with that first orgasm? Would you like it slow and edging, or fast and hard? By yourself, with a a trusted confidant?

Perhaps you might start December 1, with a slow, slow build up?

The options and decisions are many. Quite exciting in it's own way.

 

[Tallsockguy]

Thanks! I'm glad you've enjoyed the thread.

More than you know.

 

[bone251]

It has been fun reading your comments. Just incredible!

Several years ago there was a lady that blogged about her husband in chastity and all the tease and denial sessions she did to him just to get one drop to drip. After the normal several month denial period she took him though a whole year. The stories were hot.

Just like you.