No Nut 19

[TANSTAAFL58]

Going all this time without an orgasm is amazing enough without constantly edging. You are an amazing person Seela. Thanks for sharing your journey. Its been quite a ride already.

You also scared the crap out of me. 100 days to go in the year means 93 days until Christmas...AHHHHH!

 

[twister947]

And thanks for all the comments above. It's nice to know there are people on the other side of the screen, too.

More than you know.

 

[SissySalina]

Yes, it does seem that this year has flown by and hard to think of only 100 days left.
Hope you have not been disappointed in your journey.

 

[seela]

Going all this time without an orgasm is amazing enough without constantly edging. You are an amazing person Seela. Thanks for sharing your journey. Its been quite a ride already.

You also scared the crap out of me. 100 days to go in the year means 93 days until Christmas...AHHHHH!

Christmas being so close means Halloween is so much closer, which means amazing seasonal Reese's I can't get.

More than you know.

Yes, it does seem that this year has flown by and hard to think of only 100 days left.
Hope you have not been disappointed in your journey.

It's been an interesting journey for sure and disappointing mostly in the lack of orgasms sense. I do wish some things would be different, but all in all, not disappointed. Would I start again knowing what I know now...? Not sure. This is such a fucked up head trip.

 

[seela]

Day 267: No touch days suck. But at least now I know no touch days aren't as bad as edging around 15 times a day regularly.

No saddle chair at work today, yes to extra panties.

 

[twister947]

Bump.....

 

[seela]

Day 290: Someone made this thread and Lit in general not feel a very safe place for me to post anything too personal anymore. I'm still trying to get over that and find my Lit feet again. It's been hard. I don't know when, or if, I'll be comfortable continuing this thread in any meaningful way. I'm sorry.

Just assume that no nut is going okay, because I'm going to ride this year out for sure. With only 75 days of the left, no way I'm letting myself screw this up.

 

[SissySalina]

Very sorry those types have found their way to you and hope you maintain your journey and obtain your goal.
Best wishes for a safe and constant journey.

 

[UsuallyPresent]

Wish I had some wisdom to share about assholes like that. I don't even know Laurel's stance on it - just to try, please do report them, Seela - let her know the problem and it might help


I wish you nothing but good luck and smooth edging for 75 more days.

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

Day 290: Someone made this thread and Lit in general not feel a very safe place for me to post anything too personal anymore. I'm still trying to get over that and find my Lit feet again. It's been hard. I don't know when, or if, I'll be comfortable continuing this thread in any meaningful way. I'm sorry.

Just assume that no nut is going okay, because I'm going to ride this year out for sure. With only 75 days of the left, no way I'm letting myself screw this up.

SEELA:

Damn, I hate the idiots and twatwaffles that make Lit so difficult from time-to-time. Please know that sadly you're not alone. I for one am getting tired of people who can't be civil to one another. Just remember that we have you back for what its worth.

Good luck on the end of your journey. If you can't find your way back by then, I will be thinking of you about 5pm local time on New Years Eve.

Be well.

 

[twister947]

Well, hell...

 

[13Fantasies]

Day 290: Someone made this thread and Lit in general not feel a very safe place for me to post anything too personal anymore. I'm still trying to get over that and find my Lit feet again. It's been hard. I don't know when, or if, I'll be comfortable continuing this thread in any meaningful way. I'm sorry.

Just assume that no nut is going okay, because I'm going to ride this year out for sure. With only 75 days of the left, no way I'm letting myself screw this up.

-Hugs-

 

[seela]

Thanks guys. I try to get over my hangup. Baby steps.

 

[seela]

Day 300: Nothing much to share that I'd feel comfortable posting here. Just wanted to post at least something on this even hundreds day.

I can't believe the year is almost over!

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

Day 300: Nothing much to share that I'd feel comfortable posting here. Just wanted to post at least something on this even hundreds day.

I can't believe the year is almost over!

Glad to hear that you are hanging on. Go Seela!

Cheering you on as always.

 

[SissySalina]

Sorry that you've lost that trust in posting but glad you are doing well in you journey.

 

[UsuallyPresent]

You're roughly 5/6ths of the way through - congrats! You're doin' awesome - I wish you nothing but the best to finish this off the right way!

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

Proud of you! This is amazing.

 

[Misshotndeep]

Sad to hear someone was an ass to you about your journey. I think it’s cool your doing this. I know I couldn’t. I would stab things in about two weeks. Lol

 

[seela]

Thanks, I keep crawling along!

I've been exceptionally whiny recently and it has not been well received. As much as I don't like this, I also love this and kind of dread the year being over.

I've started to think about the future and what to keep and what to leave behind from this whole experience. Mixed feelings.

 

[Misshotndeep]

Thanks, I keep crawling along!

I've been exceptionally whiny recently and it has not been well received. As much as I don't like this, I also love this and kind of dread the year being over.

I've started to think about the future and what to keep and what to leave behind from this whole experience. Mixed feelings.

I am generally whinny on here. With good reason. Just ignore people who are asses to you. You aren’t doing this for them anyway.

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

Thanks, I keep crawling along!

I've been exceptionally whiny recently and it has not been well received. As much as I don't like this, I also love this and kind of dread the year being over.

I've started to think about the future and what to keep and what to leave behind from this whole experience. Mixed feelings.

Good to see you posting a bit Seela. Hang in there. We're behind you.

 

[seela]

I am generally whinny on here. With good reason. Just ignore people who are asses to you. You aren’t doing this for them anyway.

I meant I've been whiny about No Nut because I got a little desperate for a moment there. I didn't mean I whine on Lit, although I guess in a way I have. More moped than whined, but that's equally annoying.

The things that went down and that discouraged me from positing here didn't exactly happen on Lit. Let's just say that I was outed and my Lit profile shared. Really bursted my bubble of security, even though I never should have felt that in the first place. The physical remoteness from basically everyone here made me feel safe to share, because I was just so uninteresting and removed from everybody else's reality. Now the situation is different and I still don't know how to react to it.

Good to see you posting a bit Seela. Hang in there. We're behind you.

Thanks! I'll try to get over what happened, but Lit feels very different now.

 

[SissySalina]

Thank you for sharing with Lit. If you wanted to start another identity her and not share the relationship with the old one it might give you a form of security to have 2 on lit.
Hope that that came out right.

 

[seela]

Thank you for sharing with Lit. If you wanted to start another identity her and not share the relationship with the old one it might give you a form of security to have 2 on lit.
Hope that that came out right.

I've thought about that but I don't think it'd work for me for several reasons. I'll just have to get used to the new situation or stop coming here.