gracie920101
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Chalk up another for me last night.
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And one more...can I stop, yet?
Day 351: The number of my edges today is one. One!!! What am I supposed to do with just one if I can't even make it a 70 minute long bus ride? God.
Day 355: Only 10 days of the year left. The countdown is on for realz, you guys!
Instead of Very Complex mathematical formulas, the standing order for the rest of the year is to edge as much as possible. Umm, don't mind if I do!
I've had a really hard time at work recently, and only a few days into this new "all the edges in the world!" order I've started to notice the same phenomenon I experienced when I first started out this whole process: it's easier for me to just slip away mentally and basically become a brainless bag of goo whenever I get the chance to stop thinking about work or anything else that requires me to concentrate. It happens so fast. And it's actually really lovely and really good for me during all this mayhem. I need to disengage my brain sometimes and this certainly does it.
I think about sex all the time. And more surprisingly, I feel sexy, feminine and kind of sensual which is not at all usual for me. I want more of it! I've started to pick the bit nicer underwear, higher heels and skirts more often than not. It's very uncharacteristic for me, but I'm enjoying it.
This all is really good right now.
I love that last part so much - the thinking about sex and feeling girly and sensual. This is what submission / submitting does for me and I miss this softer side. Do you feel more vulnerable??
Have you felt that at other times throughout the year??
Day 356: 9 days of the year left, a single digit!
An extension was briefly discussed yesterday... So we'll see I guess.
As we get into the countdown, I can’t help but think that this is a sort of group-Domming, and we are counting down (4... 3... 2... 1) to allow you to orgasm.
Day 356: 9 days of the year left, a single digit!
An extension was briefly discussed yesterday... So we'll see I guess.
Glad you are getting some positive effects out of this adventure, hope it continues to the end of this trip for you.I have felt this same vaguely sexy, feminine, pretty, insatiable, willing, happy, melty vibe many times during this year. It comes and goes but this time it feels a little stronger. I think it's really good, it gets me out of my head in a way. This is the feeling that keeps me hooked on this whole thing. This and the sad frustration that eventually follows. Being denied while others get what I want is good stuff.
I don't think I feel any more vulnerable because of No Nut itself, but posting about it here makes me feel extremely exposed and vulnerable.
Last year, when this whole thing was coined, I originally thought I'd use tumblr to post this stuff, pics, relatable reposts etc. But tumblr went to hell right before the year changed and I didn't have time and energy to think of a suitable alternative, so I was stuck on Lit. Tumblr would have been better. I would have been more anonymous there and because of that able to share more, which I think would have added positively to the whole experience for me.
Here there are people who *really* know me, and even the people who don't know me are able to find so much info about me that's accumulated here over the years. So that puts a cap on what I can post here anymore.
Aww, I'm sorry if my potential No Nut extension disappoints people. You've all been here rooting for me, so I get why it might be a let down if nothing happens when the year changes.
To me the extension would be a positive thing for a few reasons. It'd push the date into the future and remove the inner conflict I have right now. I know it's just postponing my having to deal with the mixed feelings, but right now it seems like a good move. I'm really, really enjoying No Nut right now and it's be a shame to end it right when it's at its best. And also, if it's extended, I'll maybe have a bit more privacy when it finally does end, which means I'll be able to mark the occasion with something else than a single quick, quiet cum in the bathroom when everyone else is asleep.
Aww, I'm sorry if my potential No Nut extension disappoints people. You've all been here rooting for me, so I get why it might be a let down if nothing happens when the year changes.
To me the extension would be a positive thing for a few reasons. It'd push the date into the future and remove the inner conflict I have right now. I know it's just postponing my having to deal with the mixed feelings, but right now it seems like a good move. I'm really, really enjoying No Nut right now and it's be a shame to end it right when it's at its best. And also, if it's extended, I'll maybe have a bit more privacy when it finally does end, which means I'll be able to mark the occasion with something else than a single quick, quiet cum in the bathroom when everyone else is asleep.
Hello,Aww, I'm sorry if my potential No Nut extension disappoints people. You've all been here rooting for me, so I get why it might be a let down if nothing happens when the year changes.
To me the extension would be a positive thing for a few reasons. It'd push the date into the future and remove the inner conflict I have right now. I know it's just postponing my having to deal with the mixed feelings, but right now it seems like a good move. I'm really, really enjoying No Nut right now and it's be a shame to end it right when it's at its best. And also, if it's extended, I'll maybe have a bit more privacy when it finally does end, which means I'll be able to mark the occasion with something else than a single quick, quiet cum in the bathroom when everyone else is asleep.
Day 363: Two days of 2019 left. It's really been a ride.
I've been informed that no nut will continue in 2020, which I'm not all that sad about. So no orgasmic fireworks for me when the year changes, but there will be a little something fun anyways to mark the occasion.
Sorry if people feel let down.
Day 363: Two days of 2019 left. It's really been a ride.
I've been informed that no nut will continue in 2020, which I'm not all that sad about. So no orgasmic fireworks for me when the year changes, but there will be a little something fun anyways to mark the occasion.
Sorry if people feel let down.