No Nut 19

[seela]

Your English is very good...you sound like a native speaker.

So you think my English is good? You should hear my Whinese. It's off the charts.

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

Your English is very good...you sound like a native speaker.

So you think my English is good? You should hear my Whinese. It's off the charts.

Brr Ump Bump Ching!

 

[bone251]

So you think my English is good? You should hear my Whinese. It's off the charts.

 

[seela]

Day 368: The drip has gotten way out of hand and my brain is practically just a blob of horny and need for humiliation.

It also doesn't help that work is really quiet now and I no longer share an office with anybody. There's just so much time to think about things and basically marinate my entire body in lust, want and need. I have to stand at my desk, because when I sit down, I start to wiggle on the chair or squeeze my thighs together or something, anything to get a bit of physical stimulation.

I'm at the stage again where my lady parts very much run the show and my brain only occasionally kicks in to block some plans and ideas. I want to say yes and not think about the consequences, I want to please, be humiliated, feel soft and gone. Gah.

These are dangerous times. I don't want this to end.

 

[SissySalina]

I bet that would do it.

I'll just have to make do with self restraint. Which I'm not necessarily awesome at. This will be an interesting year!



Yay!

Sissy for one thinks that you became awesome at self restraint and you can continue until you decide to end the journey.

Hope you truly obtain what you want for 2020.

 

[bone251]

These are dangerous times. I don't want this to end.

 

[seela]

Sissy for one thinks that you became awesome at self restraint and you can continue until you decide to end the journey.

Hope you truly obtain what you want for 2020.

My self restraint has definitely gotten better during the year, that's true!

 

[base10]

I want to say yes and not think about the consequences, I want to please, be humiliated, feel soft and gone. Gah.

The is among the most perfect description of subspace. This is a beautiful mental picture.

 

[seela]

Day 369: I've been thinking about my first real boyfriend today. I'm not sure what prompted the trip down the memory lane, but it's been nice.

Thinking about him and our relationship I realized that now I attach shame to many things I didn't back then. A lot of what we did felt so natural and not at all humiliating or shameful, even though many of the things could be considered somewhat shameful. And I was a lot more confident back then than I am now. I wonder what happened. (I know what happened, that's purely rhetorical.)

That said, things that happened back then are also the root of some of my bigger sexual hang-ups and insecurities, which also happen to be really stupid and silly ones. Such as lingerie being a no-no* and if you call me sexy or something like that, it's over between us and I'll have to kill you. And then there's my general aversion of having an orgasm with another person, when they can hear me or, god forbid, see me have an orgasm.

He was the one that I experienced edging, ruined orgasms and orgasm denial for the first time with. Granted, back then the denial only lasted a day or two. I wonder, if he and those early experiences are at least partially the reason to why I am the way I am now when it comes to orgasms. Might have a "more normal" relationship with orgasms if he hadn't been so into toying with them? Or would I have ended up this denial loving, orgasm dodging creature anyways? I'm perfectly fine with how I view and experience orgasms, but sometimes I wonder. Today is one of those days.

Anyways, that's enough deep shit. Back to edging my brain into the nice, mushy state where I only want to be encouraged to do things my brain normally says no to and say yes to every question imaginable. Toodles.

*) My definition for lingerie being frilly things that exist to increase sex appeal.

 

[seela]

Day 370: The drip and want are strong. So strong in fact, that I've had trouble sleeping the past few nights because of it. My body has serious trouble winding down and when I'm in bed I unconsciously start writhing about and humping stuff. Not very conductive to falling asleep. It's not the nicest side effect of No Nut, but it is what it is. It'll blow over. The crazy sea of endorphin and oxytocin that I foat in has me feeling energetic despite the lack of sleep anyways, so it's fine for now. I'm sure this won't last too long.

In other news, new project! Because projects are the best. I tallied up how much I spent on bras and such last year, and the number is shocking. Despite my anti bedroom lingerie stance, I do like colorful underwear and I have...some. Like enough to probably last half a lifetime, really. Yet, I like getting more, because hey, new color, new style, that looks fun etc. So, it's a bit of a problem. I don't often buy crap I don't need, but I do have a few Achilles' heels, such as bras and nail polish. But the point is, there really is no need for me to buy any new bras for a while, especially considering I already have stuff that I basically never wear.

So no more buying anything new until I've worn every bra I own at least once this year. And in the spirit of No Nut, mushy brain and Mortification Monday, I'll share the pics here until my No Nut project is over. I'll probably post a weekly recap, because I don't want to make this a daily thing. Might be that my brain demushifies and doing this feels exactly as ridiculous as it is and I only do this this one time, we'll see I guess. Anyways, here's week 1. Next week I'll brush my hair, promise.

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

Day 370: The drip and want are strong. So strong in fact, that I've had trouble sleeping the past few nights because of it. My body has serious trouble winding down and when I'm in bed I unconsciously start writhing about and humping stuff. Not very conductive to falling asleep. It's not the nicest side effect of No Nut, but it is what it is. It'll blow over. The crazy sea of endorphin and oxytocin that I foat in has me feeling energetic despite the lack of sleep anyways, so it's fine for now. I'm sure this won't last too long.

In other news, new project! Because projects are the best. I tallied up how much I spent on bras and such last year, and the number is shocking. Despite my anti bedroom lingerie stance, I do like colorful underwear and I have...some. Like enough to probably last half a lifetime, really. Yet, I like getting more, because hey, new color, new style, that looks fun etc. So, it's a bit of a problem. I don't often buy crap I don't need, but I do have a few Achilles' heels, such as bras and nail polish. But the point is, there really is no need for me to buy any new bras for a while, especially considering I already have stuff that I basically never wear.

So no more buying anything new until I've worn every bra I own at least once this year. And in the spirit of No Nut, mushy brain and Mortification Monday, I'll share the pics here until my No Nut project is over. I'll probably post a weekly recap, because I don't want to make this a daily thing. Might be that my brain demushifies and doing this feels exactly as ridiculous as it is and I only do this this one time, we'll see I guess. Anyways, here's week 1. Next week I'll brush my hair, promise.

If you have to have an obsession with something (a) this is a good one and (b) its wonderful of you to share that obsession.

Thanks for inviting us into your brain.

 

[Dreamliner]

With your extension of the edging campaign seela, this is now getting seriously interesting dropping into your thread for updates. I have the sense that when you take it over the edge, you will have a beautiful satisfying orgasm.

Nice bra photo's, this is adding another dimension to your thread!

 

[seela]

^^I dunno. I hope it'll feel good to go over the edge and not ruin it. I hope there won't be any hint of guilt attached to the moment. There might be. It might be just plain difficult to do it. We'll see.

 

[Dreamliner]

Yes, you would anticipate a pleasant result and anything less would no doubt be disappointing, however, I am sure, with the right place, setting the scene, the atmosphere, it will more than meet your expectations and desires.

 

[SissySalina]

sissy can sympathize, there is nothing better than panty and bra shopping, it truly feeds the soul, you could try wearing several pair a day. Plop a pair in the purse for work and in the middle of the day switch, you'd be surprised how good that feels.

 

[seela]

sissy can sympathize, there is nothing better than panty and bra shopping, it truly feeds the soul, you could try wearing several pair a day. Plop a pair in the purse for work and in the middle of the day switch, you'd be surprised how good that feels.

I do the middle of the day panty switch sometimes. It does feel good, and that's why I'm less concerned by the number of panties I own (although that is ridiculous as well). I usually buy 2-4 pairs of panties when I buy a bra, so the number adds up. But at least there's something good that comes out of it - I can do that midday panty switch and still wear a matching set no problem.

 

[sally_sparrow]

I was just introduced to your thread yesterday, Seela. What an accomplishment! I am enjoying following your story.

 

[OneAuthor]

Still here cheering you on Seela, for as long as you wish to continue.

The edging and denial audio was extremely hot, and of course the bras are as beautiful as the woman wearing them.

 

[littlebirdjoy]

The third red longline bra is absolutely stunning. *thumbs up* Plus I'm more than a bit in love with the collar in your avatar. It is beautiful as well.

 

[cookiecat]

Bra pictures! What a bonus.

 

[seela]

Thanks for the comments, guys!

Day 372: Apparently the drip doesn't stop even if I'm in pain. I'm talking about very unintentional pain here, not the sexy and fun kind. Sometimes I really question the priorities my body has.

I'm injured, yet my body decides it's still the perfect time to see if my brain can be permanently gotten rid of by liquefying it and having it leak out of my pussy or something. You're welcome for that mental image. Although generalized horniness is probably an okay remedy for localized pain. Endorphins and what not.

The silver lining is that I'm not going to work today, so I guess napping and edging is what I'll fill my day with.

 

[Dreamliner]

This made me think of you seela, edge all you want, but you may not cum.

 

[seela]

This made me think of you seela, edge all you want, but you may not cum.

I can see certain similarities in the way she acts and how I act.

 

[seela]

Day 377: It's been quite a week. The drip has been insane but being in constant pain has made it almost impossible to edge. Such a weird combo. Imagination has run wild lately.

Bra project, week 2. I'm off to see Star Wars now.

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

Day 377: It's been quite a week. The drip has been insane but being in constant pain has made it almost impossible to edge. Such a weird combo. Imagination has run wild lately.

Bra project, week 2. I'm off to see Star Wars now.

Enjoy the movie.

Thanks for this week's bra project pics. So, do you match your hair to the bra or your bra to your hair?