No Nut 19

[seela]

Thanks. I know it's not true and I'm an idiot for thinking like this, but by making this whole business public I feel like I have at least some responsibility towards those who regularly drop by here. Cookie's comment about no to no nut extension felt bad (regardless if it was a joke or not) because of that perverted perception of responsibility or accountability or whatever that purely exists in my head, but hey ho.

It's been difficult for me to enjoy no nut recently for a few reasons. I'd hate to end things on this note. Although my year of no nut started feeling this way, so maybe it'd be a very fitting way to finish the year as well.

But it's not. There's the extension and I want to and plan to enjoy that.

 

[gracie920101]

Day 363: Two days of 2019 left. It's really been a ride.

I've been informed that no nut will continue in 2020, which I'm not all that sad about. So no orgasmic fireworks for me when the year changes, but there will be a little something fun anyways to mark the occasion.

Sorry if people feel let down.

Your circus. Yours. You alone own this and we're just spectators grateful for a peek inside the tent.

Enjoy the feelings now and I'm happy to know that you have time to make better plans for an ending. The way things were set for year end didn't allow for the celebration this will deserve.

 

[cookiecat]

Thanks. I know it's not true and I'm an idiot for thinking like this, but by making this whole business public I feel like I have at least some responsibility towards those who regularly drop by here. Cookie's comment about no to no nut extension felt bad (regardless if it was a joke or not) because of that perverted perception of responsibility or accountability or whatever that purely exists in my head, but hey ho.

It's been difficult for me to enjoy no nut recently for a few reasons. I'd hate to end things on this note. Although my year of no nut started feeling this way, so maybe it'd be a very fitting way to finish the year as well.

But it's not. There's the extension and I want to and plan to enjoy that.

Oh gosh - I'm sorry! I was totally teasing. I shouldn't have been so flip.

You are not accountable or responsible to anyone here. As others have said, it's been super interesting to be on the sideline. Thanks for letting us in to an intimate part of your life.

There aren't many threads here like this. Thanks for going with it, even when it's been hard.

For what it's worth, it's great you're enjoying the extension and I hope the good stuff you've been feeling continues.

 

[seela]

Oh gosh - I'm sorry! I was totally teasing. I shouldn't have been so flip.

You are not accountable or responsible to anyone here. As others have said, it's been super interesting to be on the sideline. Thanks for letting us in to an intimate part of your life.

There aren't many threads here like this. Thanks for going with it, even when it's been hard.

For what it's worth, it's great you're enjoying the extension and I hope the good stuff you've been feeling continues.

No no, I realized it was intended as a joke. It just happened on the same day as a lot of shit hit the fan, so I had a *reaction* to it. I had a *reaction* to a lot of things that day. It was quite uncharacteristic of me, when normally the only things that get reactions out of me are baseball mascots, Baby Yoda, capital markets union, and absolutive-ergative languages.

 

[cascadiabound]

Day 363: Two days of 2019 left. It's really been a ride.

I've been informed that no nut will continue in 2020, which I'm not all that sad about. So no orgasmic fireworks for me when the year changes, but there will be a little something fun anyways to mark the occasion.

Sorry if people feel let down.

Not a one of us is let down Seela.
We are so proud of you for being you, for finding your bliss, for following your heart.
Thank you for sharing your journey. It is a privilege to be witness to it.

 

[SissySalina]

Thank you seela, you have given all a good time keeping up with your journey. Hope you continue to enjoy the trip for however long it takes, it is after all your journey. Thank you for allowing others to enjoy it with you.

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

What they said above^^^

I think it is truly generous of you to include us in this journey. Enjoy the ride!

 

[seela]

Day 365: It's over, guys. It's the morning of the last day of the year.

 

[seela]

Dare we ask your plans?

My foreseeable plans are working, running fast from work as early as possible, cooking, cleaning and feeding people.

 

[seela]

I mean, you said you would celebrate this in a small way, even though you’re extending. What does that mean?

Oh, I'm clearly an idiot for missing what you meant.

There will be a ruined orgasm had on the first. That should start 2020 off in the most desperate state of mind imaginable. So close to the real thing, yet so fucking far.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

My foreseeable plans are working, running fast from work as early as possible, cooking, cleaning and feeding people.

Go seela go!!

(But no pressure.)

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

Regardless of how it ends.... you've done a pretty fucking remarkable thing and you should be proud of youre self control.

Now I'll just imagine you going off with the fireworks tonight!

 

[seela]

It's 2020. Sneaky, secret fun was had. That was a hard one to ruin. Could have been so amazing so easily.

Thanks for all your support and conversations in 2019.

 

[Eliphaz]

It's 2020. Sneaky, secret fun was had.

i'm at a loss for words.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

It's 2020. Sneaky, secret fun was had. That was a hard one to ruin. Could have been so amazing so easily.

Thanks for all your support and conversations in 2019.

Bravo, seela. You are a rock star. Happy 2020!

 

[seela]

The rockingest of stars, that be me, sure.

Happy 2020!

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

<gulp>

Well that recording is going to make my next No Nut 2 weeks even harder. Congrats gorgeous! You're my hero.

 

[SissySalina]

Congratulations and Happy New Year seela.

 

[bone251]

It's 2020. Sneaky, secret fun was had. That was a hard one to ruin. Could have been so amazing so easily.

Thanks for all your support and conversations in 2019.

Wow!!!!

 

[base10]

Wow that was beautiful to listen to. Thank you for sharing

 

[cookiecat]

That was beyond lovely to listen to.

 

[gracie920101]

Oh wow! I was right there with you instantly then GAH!!!!!

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

It's 2020. Sneaky, secret fun was had. That was a hard one to ruin. Could have been so amazing so easily.

Thanks for all your support and conversations in 2019.

Best Vocaroo recording in ages! How do you stop when you're so deep into the ride? You are amazing.

 

[seela]

Best Vocaroo recording in ages! How do you stop when you're so deep into the ride? You are amazing.

I just...stop. It's not always easy, especially that time it wasn't because it was a ruin. The temptation to go that one bit further to actually *feel* the release and the pleasure rather just finish right when it's about to get really good and then experience nothing but sad, empty pulsation and frustration. I felt like crying a little afterwards and now the neediness is through the roof. Soooo... More of that, please, I guess?

Happy New Year, guys!

 

[twister947]

Your English is very good...you sound like a native speaker.