Oral Servitude 3

[Farawyn]

Oh, Bramble.

 

[Wild_Honey_66]

*whistles, stomps, applauds*

 

[Angedesoleil]

Hugs Fara. I'm sorry I wasn't here. Thank you cookie, plp, and Bramble ( especially Bramble).
I'd have been upset too. It was the personification that was the problem. Related to the unintended D/s thread ... this isn't a role play thread.

I'll get back to topic pronto. But lastly, Farawyn please don't go. I appreciate that you comment and validate people. You are literally the only person who validates or even acknowledges what I say on forum most times. I appreciate that. Please stay.

 

[PrettyLilPussy]

I think for future commenters, using "he/she" instead of "you" might help avoid these issues?

I.e. - "Her mouth would feel good like that" vs. "Your mouth would feel good like that". It makes any comment less personal and more conversational.

I've been guilty of using "you" in captions and I'll try to be more cognizant of that going forward.

 

[Bramblethorn]

I think for future commenters, using "he/she" instead of "you" might help avoid these issues?

I.e. - "Her mouth would feel good like that" vs. "Your mouth would feel good like that". It makes any comment less personal and more conversational.

I've been guilty of using "you" in captions and I'll try to be more cognizant of that going forward.

I don't know how it feels to others, but IMHO, referring to "you" in a stand-alone post is a whole different thing to when it's a reply to somebody else's post. The former just feels like a fragment of fiction where "you" could be anybody, the latter is addressed to a specific "you".

 

[PrettyLilPussy]

I don't know how it feels to others, but IMHO, referring to "you" in a stand-alone post is a whole different thing to when it's a reply to somebody else's post. The former just feels like a fragment of fiction where "you" could be anybody, the latter is addressed to a specific "you".

I agree with you and that's certainly how it's intended in my posts. But I would always rather err of the side of caution. And maybe it will help set an example?

 

[devilsanus]

I'd say so. This is a good track to be on.

 

[Proximus]

Only 100 more posts and this thread will get disabled/archived.

 

[PuckIt]

I don't know how it feels to others, but IMHO, referring to "you" in a stand-alone post is a whole different thing to when it's a reply to somebody else's post. The former just feels like a fragment of fiction where "you" could be anybody, the latter is addressed to a specific "you".

I agree with you and that's certainly how it's intended in my posts. But I would always rather err of the side of caution. And maybe it will help set an example?

At the risk of keeping the detrain of the thread going, for me what bothered me wasn't the first post and the use of "you." It wasn't even the second. It was about the third, I think, that I started getting irritated. The fourth outright pissed me off. And by the fifth, I was about ready to stomp a hole in somebody.


I have started and then deleted about twenty-seven different diatribes in answer. Not that Farawyn needed my help. Particularly after Bramblethorn got involved (and let me just add *swoon*).

I was just offended on my own behalf as a male (you don't get to put words in my mouth just by virtue of having, and being, a dick) and a writer (which he claims in his profile to be, and yet made cherry picker mistakes in his word choices... HaHa? HaHa?! Do you even understand that tacking that on completely invalidates the apology given beforehand?! And it's either "Just because" or "Just 'cause"... "Just Cause" is a legal terminology, which yes, in fact, you gave ample Just Cause).


And, this is me scrapping some pigshit off my boots and moving on.


One of the interesting things to me about this particular thread, and in particular the cock worshippers amongst the replies is this...


I have pretty well always been a major fan of blowjobs since right about the first time I was introduced to them. However, I had always... I don't know. Just assumed that there could be nothing that the giver of a blowjob could be getting out of it. I mean, I wouldn't like having a dick in my mouth. Ergo, they probably couldn't really be liking having a dick in their mouth either.

There was a brief time when I thought "well, maybe it's because I have one, I mean girls don't. So, maybe..." And, of course, my first real girlfriend that actually incorporated sexual acts, as I've discussed elsewhere, wasn't a fan of blowjobs. She did them because she felt like she was supposed to, being my "girlfriend" and then "fiancee." But, it was more of a chore. Something that she put up with.

(*Shrug*)


Probably in a large part thanks to my own past, which there are very good reasons not to discuss in open forum, I had a strong aversion to doing things that someone didn't enjoy and just "put up with."


And... Well, let's just say it didn't help when my mother went on a rant about her second ex-husband getting pissed off because she wouldn't suck his dick. A rant to me. No no no no no no no no nonono..

Um, yeah. It was a while before I could allow one of my partners to go oral on me without flashing back on that conversation.

However, I was fortunate enough to stumble into the clutches of a "cock worshipper" (although I lacked the terminology to describe what was happening) and it completely blew my mind the difference between the half-assed, "I really don't want to be doing this" and "please, don't make me stop."


But... Well, it was exceedingly difficult for me to be passive and sit back and just enjoy. Believe me, I know it's backwards to most people, but for me, sitting back and letting her do the work was the epitome of being submissive. And I. Just. Couldn't. Do. It.

I could only take it for so long before I would have her flipped around and be digging into her precious treasure with my mouth. 69 was a competition. If she could focus on what she was doing to me, then I wasn't doing good enough. But, typically, I was after pinning her down and tongue lashing her through at minimum three orgasms before I would allow us to move on to something else, even vanilla PIV.

I don't know. Maybe there is something faulty in my logic, but I've always felt that an orgasm, and in particular multiples, was the second place trophy in submission right behind the grand prize of her floating off into emotional overload.

And, yes, I'm well aware that my own... mmm... "attack mentality" when diving between her thighs was not any closer to the oral servitude which is the point and purpose of this thread. But, I beg your indulgence for just a tiny bit more.


It perhaps might be sad, but my fondest fantasies during masturbation were of being orally gifted by a willing lover. However, in my real life events with someone ready, willing, and oh-so-able, I just couldn't bring myself to allow it to go on for very long.


Until...


Love and I were together for a long time. And, I'm sure we hit our spells where we were trying to "liven things up again." Just because I don't remember them now, doesn't mean they didn't most likely happen.


And she knew that I had a serious "thing" about oral. That I wanted it very much. That I daydreamed about it. But, that I had problems just sitting back and receiving. That it felt too submissive.


I don't remember just what sparked it, but I think we must have been going through one of our lulls. I typically came home anywhere from an hour to six hours after her, depending on the day. (Okay, and occasionally, I didn't make it back to our nest for 36 hours, but that was rare.)


Any road, I came home one evening to find her still dudded up in her clothes from work, a rather prim skirt and blouse (she was a bank teller). Still wearing makeup (which she had obviously touched up), and still with her long hair swept up in her professional hair-do.


Love gave me an atypical kiss at the door, not even letting me set my motorcycle helmet down first. More usually, I would make my way in and go in search of her to kiss her. Understandable since there really just wasn't much telling when I would make it home.

And then, she slid down my body...


I've mentioned elsewhere, but I'll reiterate here, Love's left knee did not bend thanks to reconstructive efforts after she'd had it blown out by a shotgun blast. So, there was no kneeling going on. Rather, she would have to bend her right knee as she extended her left out to the side. How long could you hold that position and be comfortable?

So, yeah, just getting down there in and of itself was "A Big Deal" and one that touched me to the quick.


And, she knew me, oh so well. She had my back against the front door. Of course, I could have pushed past her easily. I had a bit of a reputation for running right the fuck over much bigger people and leaving a footprint right in the middle of their chest. But, I wasn't about to risk hurting her.


Also, I had my right hand full of a motorcycle helmet and leather jacket and nowhere nearby to set it. And she knew damn well I wasn't going to just drop my helmet.

Last, but not least, that sweet, loving kiss and the way she was playing with my tie on her way down had riveted my attention and the solid eye contact as her green eyes stared back into my grey ones... Well, I wasn't thinking about pushing her back so I could get further in the house.

Love stared me in the eyes as she opened the fly of my slacks and fished out my already swelling cock. Perhaps unfortunately, I'm one of those growers versus showers, and one that gets pretty... um... stiff. Unbending. Not spongy at all. So, keeping her head tilted back to keep her eyes locked on mine and being able to take any significant length in her mouth just was not in the cards.

However...

However, as she broke eye contact with me, and engulfed me with her mouth, her hands reached back up my body, her left stopping on my abdomen and her right reaching up to my chest, as her head began to bob lovingly, but not exactly gently, up and down and up and down my swollen length.

My cock was pulsing in time with my heartbeat when she pulled off with a gasp and looked up at me, my cock along her beautiful cheek.

"I love your cock," she said in little more than a whisper. "I love sucking it into my mouth. I love the feel of you. I love the taste of you. I want you to cum for me and let me taste it. I promise not to spill a drop."

*sigh*

Unfortunately, that backfired on her. I couldn't take it anymore and swept her up over my left shoulder to carry her off to the bedroom and proceed to wear her out after about three hours or so.

It was, however, one of my favorite memories. As were the next two weeks when she tried again and again to go with that same greeting upon my return home. But, alas, she never did manage to find out just how many licks it took to get to the gooey center.

Any road, my long and rambling point, as much as I ever have one, is that I, for one, do enjoy hearing from a cock worshipper what is going through their heads. Not so much because it sparks a fantasy of them, but that it sparks a memory... and maybe helps me to understand just a little better some things from my checkered past.

I, myself, even in the event of that one particular Little One have some issues with imagining something that hasn't happened, and most likely won't. At least so far as imagining her mouth on my cock. (This despite some... *cough*... interesting posts she's made in this very thread. But, they weren't to me, if that makes any sense.)

The pictures... Well, honestly, I can take them or leave them. After all, that is not me. **pull out ruler tool** Nope. Most definitely not me.

But, reading about what is going on in someone's head who does actively enjoy cock worshipping... For me, it is enlightening. And, I think maybe it's not a bad thing if it sparks a non-specific fantasy... At least so long as we don't get all Douche McCreepster about it.

 

[Farawyn]

Only 100 more posts and this thread will get disabled/archived.

This thread means a lot to me. Ive tried to be funny and kind and open, even with white shoes. Ive made friends here, on this very thread, but I also take it seriously. This thread is not a bar. Save the pick ups and comments for PM, or better yet, not at all. Trust me. That’s not how you get servitude. That’s not how you get worshipped.

I’ve asked Cookie to take the thread back, and she will. She’s the one who revived it in the first place. We are of the same mindset, and she has way more tact than I.

Keep posting your sick fuck gifs in the next one, Proximus. Please.

To the men here who have posted, thanks. Really. You “regulars” help me, too. Like Puck says, the peek into what you want is interesting. I do have a very communicative relationship with Necro, but I like all the gifs. It’s free insight for me.
Plus, it’s just fucking hot.

To my friends, thank you.

Carry on, pervs.

 

[PrettyLilPussy]

Puck, I always like reading your thoughts. I like the insight and detail. Keep them coming.

Fara, I hope you'll still be here even you aren't the boss lady.

Ive been trying to write a more thoughtful response about what about oral servitude really calls to me. Im actually finding it quite difficult to put into words (rare for me) but I will work on it. In the mean time, here's a gif because I'm lame.

 

[JerseyJade]

I respect you and your choice, but your behavior and your attitude was very insulting. Not okay.

Yeah, it IS okay dude. It's obvious to me that you don't respect anyone's choice and just do and say what you want to. How many times have you PM'd me and I didn't answer you? I would think by now you would have gotten the hint, but nooooo, you keep messaging me. You should have taken my advice and go see a therapist. You need help, but you're not going to find it here... and not from me either. So don't PM me anymore!

My apologies to the other listers on here. I hate drama just as much as you do, but this needed to be said.

 

[Farawyn]

Yeah, it IS okay dude. It's obvious to me that you don't respect anyone's choice and just do and say what you want to. How many times have you PM'd me and I didn't answer you? I would think by now you would have gotten the hint, but nooooo, you keep messaging me. You should have taken my advice and go see a therapist. You need help, but you're not going to find it here... and not from me either. So don't PM me anymore!

My apologies to the other listers on here. I hate drama just as much as you do, but this needed to be said.

He has a history. I’m sorry that happened to you.
I used ignore.

 

[Proximus]

Keep posting your sick fuck gifs in the next one, Proximus. Please.

This made me smile more than I care to admit!

 

[cookiecat]

This thread means a lot to me. Ive tried to be funny and kind and open, even with white shoes. Ive made friends here, on this very thread, but I also take it seriously. This thread is not a bar. Save the pick ups and comments for PM, or better yet, not at all. Trust me. That’s not how you get servitude. That’s not how you get worshipped.

I’ve asked Cookie to take the thread back, and she will. She’s the one who revived it in the first place. We are of the same mindset, and she has way more tact than I.

Keep posting your sick fuck gifs in the next one, Proximus. Please.

To the men here who have posted, thanks. Really. You “regulars” help me, too. Like Puck says, the peek into what you want is interesting. I do have a very communicative relationship with Necro, but I like all the gifs. It’s free insight for me.
Plus, it’s just fucking hot.

To my friends, thank you.

Carry on, pervs.

Pulls out my Oral super hero cape, dusts it off.

Adjusts my tiara.

Sharpens my troll sword.

I think I'm ready again.

Actually, the thread seems to roll along quite well because who doesn't love Oral Servitude? Plus, Far kept all you pervs in line!!

Looking forward to Oral Servitude, part 3

 

[Farawyn]

Pulls out my Oral super hero cape, dusts it off.

Adjusts my tiara.

Sharpens my troll sword.

I think I'm ready again.

Actually, the thread seems to roll along quite well because who doesn't love Oral Servitude? Plus, Far kept all you pervs in line!!

Looking forward to Oral Servitude, part 3

That would be 4.
This is 3.
So much SUCKING!!!

 

[txgent101]

This captures part of what it means to me:

https://78.media.tumblr.com/21f5273e9b1dfe9fd6208c754273b1aa/tumblr_p7reekLfZl1rbz9buo1_500.gif

 

[Crownvic]

Mmm, two nights ago. Delicious.

Love the watch the arching of her back....veryhot...

 

[Crownvic]

"I've got to be on an important conference call in 20 minutes," she said, breathlessly, "so you better hurry up and get me off."

Love the high heels..

 

[JerseyJade]

Love the high heels..

Only in porn! Lol

 

[whenagain]

Love the high heels..

Ditto!

 

[Crownvic]

I know exactly what she's feeling there

She is giving me the shakes..I love it...

 

[Crownvic]

I must agree, but being allowed to jerk myself would be an extra privlege. I'd more expect her to be facing the other direction and using a crop on my cock and balls to make sure I keep my attention on her.

Gas pedal to the floor honey...

 

[Crownvic]

I love it when she wears high heels, makes even hotter...

 

[Crownvic]

Love the ball tickle...