Portfolio of a Wallflower

[chylo]

lol silly. >.< that's not a kimono. That's a Chinese dress, a qipao.

This!!....
http://www.hanamiweb.com/yukata600.jpg
is an example of kimono. ^ ^ it's a summer kimono, but I've worn one of them too. (lost those pics too.. T-T I was so proud of myself for tying the waistband and bow right...)

I stand corrected.

 

[Denny Crane]

I was suggested a really complicated video that I don't think I can pull off, but I might be able to do some simpler variation of it.

Curious...what was the video idea?

 

[Wallflower20]

I changed my mind. Orangutans. Needs to be something with Orangutans.

I'll loan you mine. He has a thing for hot naked girlies.
http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y267/dragns/orangutan-1-1.jpg

lol have to admit, first thing I thought of was Monty Python and the Holy Grail, when they were reading the ritual text for the Holy Hand Grenade. >.<

"...and orangutans, and cerials and- "
"Brother, skip that part"
"...ahem. And blast them into tiny bits. In thine mercy..."

If you have to ask why ninja zombies, you just wouldn't understand.

a-ah....

Well I know how things like that are u.u.... Respect.

I stand corrected.

^ ^; not that I really wanted to correct you.. just.... let you know, is all. lol

 

[Jwmasterdebater]

Monty quote... Sexxxxxy!

 

[Wallflower20]

FOUND 'EM!!! ^ ^

(don't repost links)
http://img246.imagevenue.com/img.php?image=198118268_asef_122_151lo.jpg
http://img37.imagevenue.com/img.php?image=981186365_aserh_122_497lo.jpg (this one still works)
http://img139.imagevenue.com/img.php?image=981187409_asg4_122_59lo.jpg
http://img41.imagevenue.com/img.php?image=981188628_astmy_122_134lo.jpg
(don't repost links)

 

[Wallflower20]

Monty quote... Sexxxxxy!

lol I love you too jw

Hope you like the pics. Hope I showed off the qipao correctly! I really wanna get it tailored some day >.<

 

[Wallflower20]

I must now away to sleep. ^ ^; got a test tomorrow in the late morning that I'm gonna cram for in the early morning hours. lol wish me luck.

Sleep sweet and wake well. Goodnight ^ ^

 

[Jwmasterdebater]

lol I love you too jw

Hope you like the pics. Hope I showed off the qipao correctly! I really wanna get it tailored some day >.<

Looks good on ya (as if you didn't know that already )

 

[Denny Crane]

I must now away to sleep. ^ ^; got a test tomorrow in the late morning that I'm gonna cram for in the early morning hours. lol wish me luck.

Sleep sweet and wake well. Goodnight ^ ^

Sleep well, sweetness! Good luck on your test!

 

[drtshare]

Oh, you've graced my thread! It's very generous of you to offer to make an index, but there are some who refuse to obey my simple wish to not quote any links, thus trying to preserve any links I post, even if I should remove any of them or wish to not have them posted anymore.

^ ^ <3

Yes sweet lady I lurk on many threads anymore. Posting to very few..true be know I don't even open lit to see who has thread... I have over 150 subcribe and get e-mails telling me when there is a post to that thread... I when read and view what has been shared... I now have yours marked. Yes I read about people not doing quotes. There is away to do a idea for you by just doing a index of the post itself



Such as this

Do not repost links IN your posts. If you quote REMOVE ANY LINKS TO PICTURES. DONOT POST ANY PICTURE!! Thank you​

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This way if you remove the link from your post it wil begone as they have to open the post when the picture once you remove link they can't see, even if index was saved still does not have link to the picture itself just the post you made

 

[inthegutter]

Thank you very much for your compliment ^ ^ I appreciate your appreciation, if that makes sense to you, haha.

I'll try to make the most of it! ^ ^

thanks, even though there's one more to go...

don't repost link



Now you may pass judgement ^ ^

You always make me smile, Hana. That's a beautiful picture of you! I hope you have a great day, today!

 

[Tnacifingisni]

even more.... likable? I hope? lol

don't repost the link

don't repost the link

Absolutely lickable! If I had you here, I would lick you until you begged me to take you!!!

 

[chylo]

FOUND 'EM!!! ^ ^

(don't repost links)
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(don't repost links)

Wow, you did a great job tying that up. Now I can clearly see the difference between the two styles.

Good luck on your test this morning!

 

[Wallflower20]

Looks good on ya (as if you didn't know that already )

LOL well, if I stand up straight, it looks like a bag over me. >.<

Sleep well, sweetness! Good luck on your test!

lol thanks! (aaw, I got called sweetness >.< )

Yes sweet lady I lurk on many threads anymore. Posting to very few..true be know I don't even open lit to see who has thread... I have over 150 subcribe and get e-mails telling me when there is a post to that thread... I when read and view what has been shared... I now have yours marked. Yes I read about people not doing quotes. There is away to do a idea for you by just doing a index of the post itself



Such as this

Do not repost links IN your posts. If you quote REMOVE ANY LINKS TO PICTURES. DONOT POST ANY PICTURE!! Thank you​

1.


This way if you remove the link from your post it wil begone as they have to open the post when the picture once you remove link they can't see, even if index was saved still does not have link to the picture itself just the post you made

Ooh! of course! I see... and yes, that'd be absolutely wonderful! umm...//// May I take you up on your offer? >.< If you don't feel like doing it, that's fine, I'll get to it eventually.

You always make me smile, Hana. That's a beautiful picture of you! I hope you have a great day, today!

lol I'm glad I make you smile, tho I don't know quite how I do that xp

YAY!! the 'beautiful picture' assessment is a good one in my book! thank you for the positive feedback!

You have a great day too! ^ ^ (not good, GREAT!) ((u.u I sound like a frosted flakes commercial))

Absolutely lickable! If I had you here, I would lick you until you begged me to take you!!!

Aah... um, well I said "likable" and not "lickable" but it's positive either way, so.. ^ ^; thank you

Wow, you did a great job tying that up. Now I can clearly see the difference between the two styles.

Good luck on your test this morning!

lol ^ ^ thanks. it was my first time tying it. (that's actually a scarf >.<) Siiigh, I really wanna try it again now. ^ ^

Thank you!!

 

[chylo]

well I'm sure there are people eager to see the results of the your next encounter with the kimono. But then again, I'm sure that people here are eager to see anything you're willing to share.

How did the test go?

 

[Wallflower20]

well I'm sure there are people eager to see the results of the your next encounter with the kimono. But then again, I'm sure that people here are eager to see anything you're willing to share.

How did the test go?

I may try to do a strip tease with the yukata (summer kimono). I dunno how it'll be.... but I'll try my best! I've been told kimono undressing is very elegant and sensual, but I always find that I make things clumsy, so I don't know how I'll represent it. =( I don't want it to be shamed because I can't undress properly. u.u

The test was postponed! ^ ^;; lol till tomorrow afternoon. I'll be at school from 10am-6:45pm tomorrow.

 

[chylo]

I may try to do a strip tease with the yukata (summer kimono). I dunno how it'll be.... but I'll try my best! I've been told kimono undressing is very elegant and sensual, but I always find that I make things clumsy, so I don't know how I'll represent it. =( I don't want it to be shamed because I can't undress properly. u.u

The test was postponed! ^ ^;; lol till tomorrow afternoon. I'll be at school from 10am-6:45pm tomorrow.

Hehehe, well the advantage of stills is that you can look elegant, even if you don't feel like you are elegant. There's a gentleness about your body, the curves, the lines, that make you look elegent in all of your photos.

Well, that's good it was postponed, but 10am til 6:45 is a long day! Hope your bring some provisions and a smile.

 

[Wallflower20]

Hehehe, well the advantage of stills is that you can look elegant, even if you don't feel like you are elegant. There's a gentleness about your body, the curves, the lines, that make you look elegent in all of your photos.

Well, that's good it was postponed, but 10am til 6:45 is a long day! Hope your bring some provisions and a smile.

///// -^ ^- Thank you... That's wonderfully flattering. I'm probably gonna have to research how to sexily remove a kimono lol... I'm sure I'll loosen something before it's supposed to be and make things awkward or messy >.<

Lol. yeah, gives me more time to study >.< I'm gonna be busy to day studying and writing too, but I should be able to pop in a few times for a little bit. I hope I can be satisfying. ^ ^; ttyl! (history class now, no laptops allowed. >.<)

 

[chylo]

///// -^ ^- Thank you... That's wonderfully flattering. I'm probably gonna have to research how to sexily remove a kimono lol... I'm sure I'll loosen something before it's supposed to be and make things awkward or messy >.<

Lol. yeah, gives me more time to study >.< I'm gonna be busy to day studying and writing too, but I should be able to pop in a few times for a little bit. I hope I can be satisfying. ^ ^; ttyl! (history class now, no laptops allowed. >.<)

You are a beautiful woman with an intrinsic grace in your photos, so I'm sure you'll figure it out. As you can tell from my knowledge of Asian clothing, if I was there, it would unravel into a mess quite quickly. Which might not be a bad thing

Well enjoy your classes as much as you can. And have a great day.

 

[Wallflower20]

You are a beautiful woman with an intrinsic grace in your photos, so I'm sure you'll figure it out. As you can tell from my knowledge of Asian clothing, if I was there, it would unravel into a mess quite quickly. Which might not be a bad thing

Well enjoy your classes as much as you can. And have a great day.

-^ ^- Yay! lol hmm.. >.> so can you describe what poses show off this 'intrinsic grace' best? I'm trying to optimize myself and the pictures I take.

I'll try to do that shoot sometime in the next week... it's gonna be intense with school from here on out, since it's the last few weeks and finals will be coming up soon. (portfolios due, etc)

Hmm... I might share some of my writing and take critique... but I dunno if my thread would get moved if I had that in it. ^ ^;

 

[chylo]

-^ ^- Yay! lol hmm.. >.> so can you describe what poses show off this 'intrinsic grace' best? I'm trying to optimize myself and the pictures I take.

I'll try to do that shoot sometime in the next week... it's gonna be intense with school from here on out, since it's the last few weeks and finals will be coming up soon. (portfolios due, etc)

Hmm... I might share some of my writing and take critique... but I dunno if my thread would get moved if I had that in it. ^ ^;

Would love to see your writing samples, and I wish I could tell you more about your grace, maybe I can.

 

[Wallflower20]

Would love to see your writing samples, and I wish I could tell you more about your grace, maybe I can.

bleh... this is something I wrote in class and I think I'm gonna use it for my portfolio, but there's still more to write before then.

Poem. Blarg.


I was four, camping indoors and dressing up with my cousin,
passing time while our grandparents were out on a fishing trip.
We dress like fairy-tale ladies and put on faces
of our new outer-selves for the camera.
Carmen roars as the bride of Frankenstein
and grabs hold of me,
while I smile, knowing I can escape,
the pixie I am.
Mother tells us to pose as she holds the camera up,
face smiling at us and goading my smile
even as I envy Carmen's fierce freedom.

In the sunlight of one muggy summer day, she led me to the cellar
to take some Atomic Fireballs, her candy of choice,
only to get caught and punished by Grandpa,
the only adult she respected.
Later today, she plants her feet
when she's told wash her hands at supper time,
and Mother puts Carmen in her first time-out.
Her feet are ever-bare, proud of her calluses,
while I wear my favorite cowgirl boots
to protect mine from the gravel drive.

Since I moved from California,
she has always been my wild side
and my best friend.
Often I find myself thinking back on such childhood mischief.
Carmen is now in Alabama, studying marine biology,
going as far as living on her own to get her degree.
She sometimes comes up to visit during holidays or long breaks,
but she seems to have established a new character, more distant.
Now I feel like I'm the only one left in this photograph,
wearing a demure smile.

I'll never forget the Carmen that gave birth to the wanton child in me.

I don't know why someone WOULD want to steal this, but this poem is mine, don't do it. (just for clarification)

 

[chylo]

I like how it captures a time of youth that is fleeting. Very nice.

bleh... this is something I wrote in class and I think I'm gonna use it for my portfolio, but there's still more to write before then.

Poem. Blarg.


I was four, camping indoors and dressing up with my cousin,
passing time while our grandparents were out on a fishing trip.
We dress like fairy-tale ladies and put on faces
of our new outer-selves for the camera.
Carmen roars as the bride of Frankenstein
and grabs hold of me,
while I smile, knowing I can escape,
the pixie I am.
Mother tells us to pose as she holds the camera up,
face smiling at us and goading my smile
even as I envy Carmen's fierce freedom.

In the sunlight of one muggy summer day, she led me to the cellar
to take some Atomic Fireballs, her candy of choice,
only to get caught and punished by Grandpa,
the only adult she respected.
Later today, she plants her feet
when she's told wash her hands at supper time,
and Mother puts Carmen in her first time-out.
Her feet are ever-bare, proud of her calluses,
while I wear my favorite cowgirl boots
to protect mine from the gravel drive.

Since I moved from California,
she has always been my wild side
and my best friend.
Often I find myself thinking back on such childhood mischief.
Carmen is now in Alabama, studying marine biology,
going as far as living on her own to get her degree.
She sometimes comes up to visit during holidays or long breaks,
but she seems to have established a new character, more distant.
Now I feel like I'm the only one left in this photograph,
wearing a demure smile.

I'll never forget the Carmen that gave birth to the wanton child in me.

 

[Wallflower20]

I like how it captures a time of youth that is fleeting. Very nice.

Thanks ^ ^; I dunno... I've had trouble with putting in abstractions, so I keep trying to edit out thing that can be too general and aren't strong enough..

 

[bb4ls]

Very nice. I started off questioning the poem a bit, then read it deeper, and understood, then at the end was confused. Which, as far as I am concerned, is a good thing in a poem.