Pregnancy Hormones Running Amok - ICDT

[icandothis]

Just found your thread today. First off, congratulations, ICDT. Your ongoing journal in going through this pregnancy may help me to look back at my own wife's and understand some things better.

Like your husband, I also felt I had to be so careful that I might hurt her or the baby. LOL She was assuring me that I wouldn't, but had to hear it from the doctor before I would even begin to believe it.

Also, hearing what you are going through sexually will now change the way I look at pregnant women, especially ones I know personally!

Even if people are not posting, hopefully you have plenty of fans for this thread. I know I will be checking in every day. Be well and enjoy the journey!

K,
Thank you for your kind and thoughtful words. I think this journal is primarily a way for me to capture "me", you know my feelings, thoughts over this 9 month period. I appreciate the comments and feedback from folks, and their thoughts and happy memories are welcomed, but posting isn't a requirement.

Thanks again . . .

 

[icandothis]

Congratulations

OMG, haven't talked to you in awhile! So glad to hear from you.

 

[vibes]

OMG, haven't talked to you in awhile! So glad to hear from you.

... and look what you've got yourself into

Glad to learn such wonderful news from you

 

[PanamaJaxxx]

(icdt_031112)

Just scrolling through some old threads and came across this posting that I had left last year. I re-read it and thought wow I still feel this way, in fact I probably feel even more intense about cunnilingus than I did then. I absolutely love it . . . if I could stay on my back all day and have him or a large array of male/female strangers (just joking honey ) at my beck and call to lick, kiss and suck me I'd be in heaven. In my pregnant state, my pussy seems to always be just the way he likes it, I mean swollen pussy lips, dark pink, wet and eager for him to bury his face between my legs.

"As a woman, I think having a man eating my pussy is probably one of the most enjoyable and satisfying sexual experiences that humans engage in. Just think about it . . . for him the erotic pleasure and male satisfaction of feeling a woman moan and writhe and declare her undying love and devotion all because you're able to so skillfully use your tongue and mouth to drive her crazy with pleasure and desire. And for her, the undeniable pleasure of spreading your legs and enjoying the warm, wet licks, kisses and bites that he inflicts until you have no choice but to cum in his mouth, weak, helpless and totally at his mercy. Nuf said . . ."

I was going to ask you if having your pussy eaten has become even more of a craving for you yet...but you already have answered....xx....do you find yourself having your own hand on your pussy any more or less at this stage?

 

[icandothis]

I was going to ask you if having your pussy eaten has become even more of a craving for you yet...but you already have answered....xx....do you find yourself having your own hand on your pussy any more or less at this stage?

Funny you should ask that, because I was thinking about it recently. I've always enjoyed masturbating, I find it satisfying and extremely pleasurable (like everyone else does), but I have noticed that I'm not doing it as much as I use to . . . I still do it frequently, but not like before.

I want him to do it to me . . . I know that's not masturbating, but I crave his touch, his mouth on me. If I find myself becoming aroused and if I'm alone or he is not available to me I will certainly self pleasure, if he is available I will go to him . . . when he does me I just find it so satisfying on different levels. I'm sure I'm driving him crazy and draining him of his strength (like Sampson) . . . but that's what he's there for right? To make and keep me happy

 

[PanamaJaxxx]

Funny you should ask that, because I was thinking about it recently. I've always enjoyed masturbating, I find it satisfying and extremely pleasurable (like everyone else does), but I have noticed that I'm not doing it as much as I use to . . . I still do it frequently, but not like before.

I want him to do it to me . . . I know that's not masturbating, but I crave his touch, his mouth on me. If I find myself becoming aroused and if I'm alone or he is not available to me I will certainly self pleasure, if he is available I will go to him . . . when he does me I just find it so satisfying on different levels. I'm sure I'm driving him crazy and draining him of his strength (like Sampson) . . . but that's what he's there for right? To make and keep me happy

lol well he is your support group and I am thinking that he enjoys being drained as long as he sees all those pleasure levels washing over you during your special time...xx

 

[icandothis]

(icdt_031212)

I'd love a repeat of this morning. I remember waking up early this morning (it was still dark outside) and not feeling very well, my Lover woke and went downstairs and came back with a big, cold glass of 7-Up (his cure for everything). I drank it all and fell back asleep waking later in the morning snuggled into his chest, his arms around me and his cock hard and demanding between us, its length pressing against my stomach.
I made to pull away and get out of bed, but he held me tighter keeping me next to him and let his hand gently cup my breast and fondle it. I closed my eyes again and lay there enjoying the closeness and attention; it felt so good, I think I may have even made a purring sound. He lowered his mouth and began licking and sucking my nipples and when they were both hard and erect I flinched with pain/pleasure when using his teeth he very, very lightly bit me sending hot shivers to my core. I felt his hard cock throbbing and pulsing against me and without consciously realizing it, I parted my legs for him as he pressed me onto my back and and began to position himself to mount me.

I remember thinking "God, I love the feel of his weight on top of me . . ." and just as the thought entered my mind, the damn tears started. He stopped, and looked at me as I just smiled at him and shook my head indicating that I was fine. He literally licked my tears from my cheeks and I put my arms around his neck and held him as he pushed his hard length into me. With, steady strokes he loved me the way I liked best, slow, deep strokes mixed with shallow hard thrusts that drive me crazy . . . he made me cum easily. I knew he had been holding back and as I kissed and licked his ear I asked him to cum deep inside me and to not pull out, but to stay there until he was no longer hard.
We lay there for a while, just kissing and talking, about us, the baby, maybe going away for a weekend. He eventually got up, showered and headed for his office (he's working from home), and my tears started again . . . out of nowhere, "suppose he meets someone else that he wants to be with?", "suppose he makes love to someone else?" . . . and as quickly as the thoughts came they and the tears disappeared (these hormones are making me crazy).

 

[icandothis]

(icdt_031312)

Last night, we took pictures for his photo journal, we had fun. One set are of me fully clothe back, front and side for friends and family to view.

The next set were basically the same except I was naked. These and the others he took were just for us to look at and use. I'm not showing yet, but he wanted pics of my breasts, pics of my ass from behind, pics of my belly, pics of my ass with me bending over from behind and from his reaction (hard on) a close up pic of my pussy . . . the color, wetness, taste, size all change gradually over the pregnancy and he wants to be able to compare these. He's also taking videos of our lovemaking at different stages as my belly and breasts continue to grow bigger.

We're looking forward to comparing the pics as we get further into the pregnancy.

 

[Kyttyluvyr]

This is becoming quite the project! Keep up the good work.

 

[twistinside]

I decided to read this thread and found it erotic, interesting and romantic but then that's what I find in your posts anywhere. The story about your trip to Nordstrom's was very hot and exciting. I'm glad things are progressing well for the both of you and I'm looking forward to reading more about your journey.

 

[icandothis]

I just tried to put on a pair of my favorite jeans and . . . I could barely get them zipped!

 

[Kudram123]

I just tried to put on a pair of my favorite jeans and . . . I could barely get them zipped!

Don't worry

You'll fit back in them this time next year
Or maybe even sooner!

 

[icandothis]

Don't worry

You'll fit back in them this time next year
Or maybe even sooner!

K,
Good Morning . . . I was pleasantly surprised, that means my "baby bump" is starting to develope

 

[PaulBlart]

I've been off Lit for a while and just ran across your thread. Thank you for sharing this with us. For me, thanks for letting me live vicariously through your lover. I fondly remember my wife's pregnancies. Both our sexual appetites were through the roof and we could not keep our hands off each other. There is nothing more beautiful than your pregnant wife/girlfriend and it only gets better as the pregnancy progresses (at least that was our experience).

 

[icandothis]

I've been off Lit for a while and just ran across your thread. Thank you for sharing this with us. For me, thanks for letting me live vicariously through your lover. I fondly remember my wife's pregnancies. Both our sexual appetites were through the roof and we could not keep our hands off each other. There is nothing more beautiful than your pregnant wife/girlfriend and it only gets better as the pregnancy progresses (at least that was our experience).

PB,
Welcome I know he must feel a little left out sometimes, because I'm constantly talking about the baby or how I feel or what I want. But I know he enjoys how I "use" him and like you I can't seem to keep my hands, mouth, etc off of him. He's definitely earning his keep

 

[FSUBasketball]

Wow, you guys are being very detailed in the record keeping with all the photos and videos! That will be so hot for you later as you can replay the entire pregnancy and see how things progress and how quickly you recover!! Sounds like the sex drive continues quite well. Congrats again!

 

[BeeLou]

Congratulation to you! I am enjoying reading your thread...Good luck on a wonderful pregnancy!

 

[icandothis]

(icdt_031412)

I love being eaten!!
He has always been an excellent, thoughtful, and skillful lover, but lately he has become a true and devoted pussy worshipper. It could be the hormones, I don’t know but whatever it is I just go all loose inside if I think he’s going to eat my pussy.

After dinner last night, we went to the movies and by the time we got home I was dead tired and I think I fell asleep across the bed fully clothed before he had even made it upstairs. I vaguely remember hearing him in the bathroom and thinking I needed to get up and get ready for bed and then promptly dozed off again. When I awoke again, maybe a ½ hr or so later, he had undressed me and was nestled between my legs looking at me and saying all of the hot, sexy, romantic things that he knows I love to hear. The more he talked, the wetter I seemed to get and the more my achy clit throbbed, and as I started to moan and purr he continued to pet and stroke my kitty. I closed my eyes and felt him pull the lips apart and lick them and then finding my clit began gently kissing and licking around my clit but not directly on it even as I let my hips sway and hump trying to maneuver him so that he would love my very need nub. He wanted to tease me and parting my thighs more he licked and kissed the tender inner part tracing the tip of his tongue in little circles working his way closer to my pussy and clit and then backing off.

I could feel his warm breath as he nuzzled his face into my core only lightly letting his lips and tongue feather over and across my pussy slit and finally using his tongue to separate my pussy lips and run his tongue up and down between the swollen, pink lips and in and out of my pussy. By now, I was literally humping his mouth straining for him to do it firmer, harder and wanting him to please, please pay attention to my clit. I know my clit had gotten hard because I could feel how achy with need it was and my body almost melted with pleasure when he finally licked it with his warm, soft tongue making that tiny exquisite pearl ache deliciously. Hearing me moan and whimper he licked harder and pulled my pussy lips away so that he could flick his tongue against my clit and I felt my legs involuntarily shudder . . . my orgasm was building. I held his head on both sides with my hands entangled in his hair as he made a kind of round “O” shape with his lips and sucked my clit into his mouth. As my moans became louder and my legs opened even wider to give him better access, he sucked harder, until I finally lifted my hips into the air and came hard against his mouth letting the tension of my orgasm move through me.

Wrapped in his arms recovering, I couldn’t help but wonder how marvelous it will be to have him love me between my legs when all I’ll be able to do is lay on my back, with my big belly sticking out and enjoy.

 

[Kyttyluvyr]

You are such a good writer! That last description was sooooo hot and sexy.

 

[icandothis]

Trouble in paradise. He told me tonight that he needs to go out of town for a couple of days and that he'll be leaving Sunday afternoon. I am livid! I'm so angry I can't get a coherent word out . . . . He promised! He promised me he wouldn't go on any business trips out of town, he promised! Oh damn, I'm going to start crying . . Shit!!!

031512
Holy Moly! . . . I'm re-reading this . . . do I sound like a frigg'n spoiled brat or what? I am so embarrassed. Fortunately he loves me and kinda sorta puts up with my crap.

 

[DaddyJohn]

I have been reading this journal pretty much since you started it. I love seeing how you both are doing, I noted your "hormone" entry and it brought a smile to my face, remembering everything like that that my ex did. It has been refreshed for me both watching my daughter in law and now you going through it, while it is frustrating it is also very normal. I was glad to see that you knew what was going on and didn't make a big deal of it.

I also read about the jeans not fitting....good news indeed. your last entry concerning the business trip, I can kind of sympathize there as well. My son has to leave town for 2 weeks to do some training, and they are actually a few months further along then you so imagine how my daughter in law feels, I have a feeling your SO doesn't like it but sometimes these things are beyond their control, no matter how high up the management ladder they are.

I am sure if he promised no trips until after the baby's arrival that he had every intention of sticking to it but sometimes it just can't be lived up to, at least not if you want to stay employed Talk to him, although I am pretty sure he feels bad about not keeping his word get it out there as reasonably as you can so he knows and can assure you about it all. Small comfort I know but there probably isn't much he can do about it. It sounds like he is trying to be there but sometimes life gets in the way, keep your chin up ICDT.

 

[icandothis]

. your last entry concerning the business trip, I can kind of sympathize there as well. My son has to leave town for 2 weeks to do some training, and they are actually a few months further along then you so imagine how my daughter in law feels, I have a feeling your SO doesn't like it but sometimes these things are beyond their control, no matter how high up the management ladder they are.

I am sure if he promised no trips until after the baby's arrival that he had every intention of sticking to it but sometimes it just can't be lived up to, at least not if you want to stay employed Talk to him, although I am pretty sure he feels bad about not keeping his word get it out there as reasonably as you can so he knows and can assure you about it all. Small comfort I know but there probably isn't much he can do about it. It sounds like he is trying to be there but sometimes life gets in the way, keep your chin up ICDT.

Daddy,
I know you're right. Even as I was being a real honest to goodness bitch it was like an out of body experience . . . I could see and hear myself but could do nothing to stop it. I think I'm starting to realize just how much I care for this man, how much I need and depend on him and miss him when he's not with me, my heart hurts .
I'll talk to him this morning before he goes to work and apologize (and try really hard not to give in to the crying thing . . . Something just comes over me and the water starts running).

 

[icandothis]

Daddy,
Thank you again for the suggestion. We woke this morning and staying under the covers talked about what had happened last night (my going off the deep end) and his having to go out of town. I told him that I was sorry and that I was being selfish when I made him promise not to take any out of town trips (you were right, he really doesn't have much control over that . . . after all, that's part of his job).

We kissed, his cock started to strain against my hip and then he slipped it inside me, making slow, reassuring love to me. I think everything is Ok again . . . I'm feeling very contented and satisfied.

 

[DaddyJohn]

Daddy,
Thank you again for the suggestion. We woke this morning and staying under the covers talked about what had happened last night (my going off the deep end) and his having to go out of town. I told him that I was sorry and that I was being selfish when I made him promise not to take any out of town trips (you were right, he really doesn't have much control over that . . . after all, that's part of his job).

We kissed, his cock started to strain against my hip and then he slipped it inside me, making slow, reassuring love to me. I think everything is Ok again . . . I'm feeling very contented and satisfied.

Glad to hear that ICDT, it sounds like he is doing everything he possibly can to be there for you and be supportive. He also sounds like he is up to date on the whole hormone crying thing, which is a plus for you both, not always easy but at least he is aware and it really does help the guy to stop and step back to realize that it is most likely the hormones and not really him.

It sounds like he did a good job of trying to ease your fears after your talk too Good for you both! The job thing does suck but as you noted, there is little he can do about it, if he is really lucky he will have an understanding boss who may try to work with him as your due date draws closer so he doesn't have to leave town, some companies will try to do that.

From what I can tell he seems willing to listen and is very patient, just remember after you have those hormonal crying fits to sit down (or lay down as the case may be ) and talk like you did this time. You seem to have a good dynamic going, keep it up, you both appear made for each other. I am cheering for you both, and following this thread closely. Thank you for allowing us all a peek at your journey

 

[PaulBlart]

(icdt_031412)

I love being eaten!!
He has always been an excellent, thoughtful, and skillful lover, but lately he has become a true and devoted pussy worshipper. It could be the hormones, I don’t know but whatever it is I just go all loose inside if I think he’s going to eat my pussy.

After dinner last night, we went to the movies and by the time we got home I was dead tired and I think I fell asleep across the bed fully clothed before he had even made it upstairs. I vaguely remember hearing him in the bathroom and thinking I needed to get up and get ready for bed and then promptly dozed off again. When I awoke again, maybe a ½ hr or so later, he had undressed me and was nestled between my legs looking at me and saying all of the hot, sexy, romantic things that he knows I love to hear. The more he talked, the wetter I seemed to get and the more my achy clit throbbed, and as I started to moan and purr he continued to pet and stroke my kitty. I closed my eyes and felt him pull the lips apart and lick them and then finding my clit began gently kissing and licking around my clit but not directly on it even as I let my hips sway and hump trying to maneuver him so that he would love my very need nub. He wanted to tease me and parting my thighs more he licked and kissed the tender inner part tracing the tip of his tongue in little circles working his way closer to my pussy and clit and then backing off.

I could feel his warm breath as he nuzzled his face into my core only lightly letting his lips and tongue feather over and across my pussy slit and finally using his tongue to separate my pussy lips and run his tongue up and down between the swollen, pink lips and in and out of my pussy. By now, I was literally humping his mouth straining for him to do it firmer, harder and wanting him to please, please pay attention to my clit. I know my clit had gotten hard because I could feel how achy with need it was and my body almost melted with pleasure when he finally licked it with his warm, soft tongue making that tiny exquisite pearl ache deliciously. Hearing me moan and whimper he licked harder and pulled my pussy lips away so that he could flick his tongue against my clit and I felt my legs involuntarily shudder . . . my orgasm was building. I held his head on both sides with my hands entangled in his hair as he made a kind of round “O” shape with his lips and sucked my clit into his mouth. As my moans became louder and my legs opened even wider to give him better access, he sucked harder, until I finally lifted my hips into the air and came hard against his mouth letting the tension of my orgasm move through me.

Wrapped in his arms recovering, I couldn’t help but wonder how marvelous it will be to have him love me between my legs when all I’ll be able to do is lay on my back, with my big belly sticking out and enjoy.

OMG !!! I loved reading this. So well written. I love nothing better than to go down on my wife. During the third trimester of her second pregnancy, we had a hard time having intercourse, but she craved oral constantly. It's out of character for her, but she would actually demand it, grab my hair and push my face into her. I spent most every evening on my knees bringing her to orgasm after orgasm until my jaws ached and my tongue was in spasm then she would just hump my face until she was too tired to go on. She was insatiable and, even though I was left hanging (no pun intended), I was never more satisfied with our sex life. She felt no guilt about using me for her pleasure and it turned me on to no end. Wonderful memories and reading your experience brings them back even stronger.