Sia's Cozy Abode

[fr33ks33k]

In. Out. In. Out. His breaths and his cock taking the same actions, rapidly reaching a fevered pitch. Their bodies press and slide as they fuck, lips crashing together, separating sharply as he rocks back, colliding again as he slams forward. Groans and sighs and other sounds echo as he builds toward the crescendo they both need.

 

[SiaKlynn]

The desperate need to reach the fever pitch, the stark climax of pleasure out weighs the cold hard wood she is stretched across, warm damp skin offering little sway in the friction their grinding bodies create. One heel presses hard, scrapes against the wood deck as the other leg wraps around his hip, back arching moans turning into panting cries as she tenses beneath him. A momentary pause and then a loud moan fills their surroundings as she stiffens, shudders, and grinds her hips against him. Gripping his sides she holds onto him as wave after wave of pleasure crashes through her body, increasing the vocal moans and leaving her panting for breath.

 

[fr33ks33k]

Her crescendo is like a pulsating grip clutching him as he continues to slide so easily within her. His resistance is momentary; the intensity brings him crashing over the edge, crashing into her, spilling his seed in shuddering spurts. Words are lost, groans and a long growl of pleasure taking their place. Like a steam engine running out of strength, his pace declines. Eventually, he is simply resting within the warmth of her tunnel, feeling his erection wane, but not wanting to retreat from the deliciousness of her. He's realized he's breathing heavier, but so is she. Even in the aftermath they're both smiling like fools. Definitely a hell of a way to welcome a guest.

 

[SiaKlynn]

Breathing heavily she lies beneath him, body slowly relaxing. A small laugh bubbles from her lips and she lifts her head planting a kiss to his brow. Moments pass before they seperate a light sigh moan whispering from slightly parted lips. Pushing to sit up she smiles and nudges him playfully with her elbow.

"When you're ready for that pillow fight rematch come by."

Placing a kiss to his shoulder she stands to her feet, "Feel free to make yourself another drink if you'd like. I'm going to take a shower. "

The tips of her fingers brush against his shoulder as she steps away and disappears in the house, walking the hallway to her bedroom.

 

[fr33ks33k]

I think I'll do that. Would you like one for after?

*He climbs to his feet and gathers up his wet underwear, wringing them out and finding an acceptable place to set them aside for now. His jeans he tugs on commando-style, carefully zipping and fastening them before meandering to the kitchen to make another beverage.*

 

[SiaKlynn]

She almost hadn't heard him, but his voice carried far enough and her steps pause. Calling over her shoulder, "There is an open bottle of red in the wine fridge in the kitchen. It's to your left built into lower cupboard, you can't miss it, looks like a mini fridge. I'll be right back."

Disappearing into her room she is absent for a few minutes deciding to forgo the shower for now. Running a comb through her hair she leaves the short layers messy and pulls on a sports bra and blue plaid cotton PJ bottoms, her favorite thing to relax in.

Rejoining him in common area of the home she smiles, "Find everything alright?"

 

[fr33ks33k]

*He's found his way to the couch, her glass of red sitting on the low table. His own drink is in hand; another Jack and Coke. He smiles as she reappears, not looking showered, but definitely comfortable. He's neglected to re-don his shirt, but he doubts she'll mind.*

Skipped the scrub, I see. Hope I grabbed the right wine. It was the only one that looked opened, but I'm no good with that sort of thing.

 

[SiaKlynn]

"Yeah, didn't want to be rude and keeping you waiting. "

Picking up the wine glass as she joins him on the cough she snuggles herself into the opposite corner and stretches her legs across setting her feet in his lap ad making herself comfortable. Besides it was easier to talk this way. Bringing the glass to her lips small sip is taken and she lets out a sigh. Resting the glass in her lap, "If it was open you chose well."

She smiles and teases his thigh with her toes, "Tell me something.... like...your favorite color, your first concert, favorite ice cream.... if you don't like ice cream then favorite indulgence? "

She rapidly spouts off a few random questions to spark some small talk.

 

[fr33ks33k]

*His eyes roam her figure again as she lounges back. Comfortable...so very refreshing. Her questions register one right after the other, drawing his attention to her own eyes.*

First concert...hmmm...I believe it was a local radio station gig, headlined by Morningwood. I love Ben & Jerry's Half Baked. And my favorite color is green. How about you?

*That mischievous smile is back, an inquisitive twinkle in his stare*

 

[SiaKlynn]

She notices his eyes move across her figure, this brings a small smile to lips while she waits for the response to her series of questions. She isn't left waiting long their eyes meeting as he speaks. Nodding slightly she comments, "I remember Morningwood
...are they still around, you think? I wasn't a fan but they had a song on the radio out here. "

Before responding with her own answers she takes a sip from the glass and starts with a serioustne, "Being from a good Christian home I wasn't allowed to go to secular music concerts, but Knotts Berry Farm amusement park did have an event on New Years Eve called Jubilation where a bunch of Christian bands would play, so we would go to that and we had fun. However my first real concert was. Midnight Oil. "

She laughs a bit at the memory, "My high school boyfriend talked my mom into letting me go and his mom went with us." shrugs, "It was a fun evening. "

The other questions don't require a story hour, "My favorite color is purple and my favorite ice cream is mint n chip."

Continuing on with the inquiring minds want to know approach, "When you were kid who was your hero? And did you have a favorite cartoon or show? "

"My hero was Princess Leia... I swear I wanted to be her when grew up and still remember the moment when reality sunk in and I realized that was an impossible dream." Dramatic sigh. "Utter disappointment. "

A little smile and laugh at herself she sips at the wine, "I loved tv as a kid, but absolute favorite was Looney Tunes."

 

[fr33ks33k]

They're probably around somewhere. Never really listened to them after the concert, myself.

*He considers her next questions, one hand resting on her left ankle, the other still holding his drink, which he sips lightly*

I didn't really have a "hero" growing up. I looked up to my parents, but I didn't identify with a celebrity or with a superhero or something like that. Just kinda...lived.

As for favorite tv show or cartoon...that's a hard call. I loved the old Looney Tunes, Tom and Jerry, Top Cat...pretty much all of the Hanna-Barbera cartoons. I grew into the Power Rangers and Pokemon/Digimon/new-style anime type shows as well. I watched a lot of television as a kid because I didn't really have an outside venue. Living in concrete apartment complexes and areas that had no real structured play area.

*His hand rubs against her calf as he talks, absently pushing the pajama fabric up*

Ok. So, tattoos? Piercings? I've got one of each. Tattoo on my shoulder of a koi and a dragon with the kanji for transcendence and the left side of my lip.

*He smiles as if to show off the lip ring, the small dragon's head crowning one side catching a bit of light*

 

[SiaKlynn]

Sipping on the wine as she listens to him her eyes darting to his hand on her ankle as the glass partially hides her face noting how she enjoys the strong feel of his hand. Lifting her eyes to meet his, she smiles, "I grew up in a neighborhood so mom always kicked us outside, but we moved a lot growing up and sometimes had to live with relatives, but it was always in a neighborhood... even shared a paper route with cousins at one point."

She idly offered up the bit of information as they continue to chat on the couch his questions bringing her eyes to focus on his lip and shoulder. Wait is she facing the correct shoulder? Feeling his hand move up her calve she casually leans her foot to the side and brushes the tips of her toes against his stomach.

"Two holes in each ear and I once had my upper ear pierced, but it was shot in crooked, so it never healed correctly. I eventually took it out. I want my nose pierced I've just been lazy to go to a shop."

She laughs a little as she turns her body, stretching to set the glass on the side table and then twists her body to show the black outline of a sun tattooed on the back of her left shoulder. "This is my only tattoo. I do want another... a Celtic knot, but I have yet to find a design close to what is in my head, but I want have it done in the near future."

Settling back in the little nook of couch her other foot playfully pushes toes against his inner thigh. "Did you grow up in the same area or did you move around?"

 

[fr33ks33k]

I've been plotting my next two tattoos for a while now. Just gotta have the time and money. As for living conditions, I've only had three different homes with my family, and I've had three apartments since I graduated college.

 

[SiaKlynn]

Mmm...time and money, yes these are two obstacles I face as well. *smiles a bit* I feel like that is often the issue I face in life. I'd opt for time than money... so I'm thinking if I could work less, but still make the same amount of money it'd kind of feel like a raise... maybe. *laughs* maybe not.

 

[fr33ks33k]

*He chuckles softly as he continues rubbing his hand against her legs*

Yes, we can always use more time...I wish I could not work and still make the same amount of money. So long as I could live comfortably, I wouldn't care.

*sighs wistfully*

Alas, that is a fool's dream. So, I've seen something about having long bangs, or some sort of alternative hairstyle...*his eyes move to her face and the hair that frames it*...tell me more about it. My own is...well, it's cliche, but it's awesome! *points matter-of-factly to his curly, kinked-up afro...which has just started to return to its normal position after their dip in the pool.*

 

[SiaKlynn]

A small nod of agreement with that wistful sigh thinking of her own daydream of being financially independent. Bringing her eyes to meet his a smile stretches against her lips as he moves in closer. Her hair, hm, eyes look up even though she can't see her frizzy waves then drift to look at his hair.

"My hair... " fingers lift to rustle the damp waves of brown, "At the moment is a mess... I have natural waves and curls, but without any product in my hair frizzes. I keep length long in the very front with bangs and as you reach my ear line my hair tapers to short and shorter at the back of my head. So, basically I have hair tails in the front and my bangs are a little long right now because I need a hair cut, so they're parted at the side to keep them out of my eyes. And when it's not humid I wear my hair straight, but this summer has been hot and humid, so there is no point, I simply wear it messy.... cute messy... but messy."

 

[fr33ks33k]

I'd like to see that sometime. Sounds quirky and cute. Happy birthday, by the way.

 

[SiaKlynn]

Mmmm...perhaps I'll need to post a photo in the near future. *smiles* and thank you.

 

[fr33ks33k]

You just might. *smirks and tickles her foot briefly* it'll be a fair trade at least, since I seem to recall you requesting a picture of me...

 

[SiaKlynn]

*laughs, knee instantly bending trying to shrink her foot away protectively as she's extremely ticklish.*

Yes, I did... and since I just posted one of me, tag!

*Shifting her foot she playfully gives him a little push to his side.*

 

[SiaKlynn]

Venty Vent Vent

So you told me that you wanted to say good-bye to my daughter and I agreed because it felt like the right decision, but had I known you would leave her message in the middle of week at noon when you knew she'd be at school and unable to pick up the phone then I'd have told you to Fuck Off! You are the most passive aggressive pussy I've ever met. I had semi-good tidings towards you till you pull this bullshit. From here on out all bets of off. Fuck you you inconsiderate never really cared about my daughter no matter what you said asshole. I almost hate you.

 

[SiaKlynn]

Musings

The last month and half has been needless to say life changing and while my current living situation is perceived odd by many I have to say that when the thought first entered my mind nearly a year ago I knew it would happen and go smoothly.

I've learned I'm not good at relationships. I'm good at taking care of people, but I want my own space. I don't want to answer to anyone and I want come and go as I please. If you can keep up then please come along.

I have never felt so positive at the end of a relationship. Even when my first marriage was over I had a lot of emotions and sadness mixed with the relief and optimism. This relationship I have skipped away from with no regret and no heartache. I mourned the ending of a long term relationship, but I was happy to start a new chapter.

It's weird learning the dynamic of co-existing in my new life. Understandings have been discussed and my space is in a separate part of the house, so my music is loud and I'm enjoying my space.

It was really pleasant to have the kid ask if a friend could stay for dinner so they could do their homework together. The visit turned into a weekday sleep over. They're responsible, so I don't mind. I can see this happening more. I like it.

It's been months since I've felt positive and I hope these feelings continue.

 

[SiaKlynn]

Dearest Gimli:

Do not ever scare us like you did the other day when you took off on your own adventure. I know you're in new surroundings and curious, but you may get lost. The kid and I love you dearly and would be crushed if anything bad happened to you.

 

[SiaKlynn]

Today was one of those days where it was difficult to do anything. Work, the drive home, running an errand to the store and then another. Once home I knew a walk, a bit of exercise would do me good, but again it was a conscious effort. When I returned I had to admit I felt better, but as I changed out of my workout clothes all I wanted to do was curl into bed and shut out the world. I didn't want to make dinner, but I knew the kid would come home hungry and in need of a good meal, so I pushed myself to the kitchen. Often times cooking is therapeutic and tonight that held true, especially as I chopped up potatoes and carrots. A balanced meal and a kettle of hot water for tea made my daughter happy, so I am happy. Even my roommate appreciates the homemade meal. I have a tendency to get into my head, over think and brood, so having people depend on me without asking too much of me helps. I'm loathing the thought of tomorrow, but perhaps a good night sleep will bring a better mood.

 

[SiaKlynn]

Dear Grandma,

I miss you. Tomorrow evening you'll have left this world for a year, but I like to think you're still watching over your family the way you always did. I don't care if it's a fairy tale of a thought. I chose to believe in a spiritual world where your soul still presides even if I don't believe in a definitive heaven and hell.

You taught me much over the years. You taught me hospitality, kindness, the love for family even when they severely piss you off and you taught me unconditional love. Yes, I learned these from my parents as well, but you raised my father and he learned some of these things from you.

You, who were forced to marry someone you didn't love and endured for many years, birthing nine children; not all survived, but you knew the abuse was wrong and knew when to say enough, you ran. You took your children even when your family said it was wrong to leave your husband. You made a way and thankfully your mother came around to help you.

You, who fought for what you wanted and married the man you truly loved. I wish I could say he was a good man. In a lot of ways he was and in other ways he wasn't, but he was the only grandfather I knew and he is your youngest son's father. He loved you so much to marry you with seven children and for that he will always have respect in my heart.

I enjoyed every summer I spent with you, two weeks, sometimes a little more out of each summer. Without you I'd have not gotten my ears pierced because my dad for whatever reason was against it. I will never forget the joy I felt telling my mom that my ears where pierced knowing dad could not be mad.

I still miss the taste, flavor and consistency of your beans and rice. Sometimes I get it right and smile. I miss your Menudo. I miss your advice and how when we grandchildren grew older were open about sex.

I miss you and I regret not having spent the time I should have in the last years with you. My fear of waning health and death are shameful. I thank you for holding on till I was able to go to your beside to say good-bye. Thank you.

I love you. I will always love you. I will cherish everything you taught me and all the memories. You were and are beloved. I wish you were still here.

All My Love,
Min