So… that happened… Megan’s thread

Sometimes it isn’t just sex. Even when Hubby and I are doing the kinkiest stuff, it from a place of love for each other. With Heidi, it isn’t just sex anymore. Hasn’t been for a while. Is it fair to her if I’m not going to leave my husband for her?
Does she know you’re not leaving your husband and did she know going into your relationship? If so, it’s not unfair at all, she knew what she was getting into. Even if that wasn’t discussed she knew you were married, so you don’t owe her any more than you’re willing to give. I didn’t mean for this to sound like I thought she was pressuring you for more, I’m just not that eloquent.
 
Hi everyone. New to forums but I’ve been a lurker different times in the past. Reader and lurker. Married for almost ten years. Husband is a crossdresser which I’m fine with now and encourage him since he loves it so much. I have my own desires, mostly unmet, so thought it was time to be part of this community to explore those desires.

We actually had a breakthrough Sat night. I started having sex with someone here on the forums with my husband in the bed asleep (in his nightie and panties of course). Then he wasn’t asleep and I showed him what I was doing and kept typing so he could read it. He started rubbing himself in his panties and came twice before I was done for the night. We’re going to do that again (maybe discuss someone else for real eventually)

One step toward my desire to enjoy sex with others.

Kisses, all!
if it's at all possible, and I certainly don't wish to offend

but could you let us know where to find your husband?

inquiring minds might want to know
 
Sometimes it isn’t just sex. Even when Hubby and I are doing the kinkiest stuff, it from a place of love for each other. With Heidi, it isn’t just sex anymore. Hasn’t been for a while. Is it fair to her if I’m not going to leave my husband for her?
She should know by now you arent going to leave hubs, that's a big deal and life changing.
 
...by the time I left I knew it was over.
Sorry to hear that. Some thing just aren't meant to be, huh?

Sometimes it isn’t just sex...from a place of love for each other. With Heidi, it isn’t just sex anymore. Hasn’t been for a while. Is it fair to her if I’m not going to leave my husband for her?
Sex is SO much better when you are in love with your partner! As for Heidi, she knows what you and your hubby are. If not, she's blind or pretending to be.

Why is leaving your husband a concern? Your husband and you must have known that feelings were a possibility going down this road. You can have feelings for two people at the same time. You're having sex with both of them now, why not love them both? Not that it needs to become a throuple, or anything. Just let this thing with Heidi play out, and be sure she and your husband know where you are committed.

Some love affairs are meant to last, others don't. If one doesn't last, it doesn't make it less real or less meaningful. It just means it was a transient moment in your life. Transient moments are still valuable and worth while.
 
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We originally agreed on just fun sex. Then she started taking Hubby out for Girls’ Days which was wonderful. I guess it evolved fairly quickly to actually sleeping together, doing non sex stuff together, watching streaming services together. We haven’t talked about it recently. I’m just afraid if I bring it up she’ll want more from me than I can give.
I echo what others have said...Heidi must now how you feel about Sissy, and she knows Sissy from their Girls' Days. So I'd be a bit surprised if she wanted more from you.
 
Spent the night with Heidi last night as usual. Let her in on my diapering kink which she embraced well. Said she’d do it again from time to time but not an every time thing which is fine by me.

We didn’t discuss anything serious but I asked to sleep with her again Friday night (sleeping at her place with her, probably with sex but not necessarily)

Hubby went for his fourth laser hair removal session and his skin is very sexy. Left a little tuft above his clit. Soft and smooth from below his eyebrows to his toes otherwise. His face too so no facial hair (he tried a beard befoe and it was a hard no from me… did not fit his feminine features even before I knew he
was a sissy). Even made sure his tush was lasered *everywhere*. Says the plan Saturday is to go with Heidi somewhere to get his eyebrows shaped. He… sorry she can pull off quite a feminine look anymore. Plans to go out Saturday dressed female.
 
Spent the night with Heidi last night as usual. Let her in on my diapering kink which she embraced well. Said she’d do it again from time to time but not an every time thing which is fine by me.

We didn’t discuss anything serious but I asked to sleep with her again Friday night (sleeping at her place with her, probably with sex but not necessarily)

Hubby went for his fourth laser hair removal session and his skin is very sexy. Left a little tuft above his clit. Soft and smooth from below his eyebrows to his toes otherwise. His face too so no facial hair (he tried a beard befoe and it was a hard no from me… did not fit his feminine features even before I knew he
was a sissy). Even made sure his tush was lasered *everywhere*. Says the plan Saturday is to go with Heidi somewhere to get his eyebrows shaped. He… sorry she can pull off quite a feminine look anymore. Plans to go out Saturday dressed female.
Swooning I'm living vicariously through you.
 
Another day of dealing with house projects and relaxing with friends. No time for sexy things… until now. Sissy is in the second bedroom in full sissy gear (locked in satin sissy dress etc etc) and bound to the bed. I have a baby monitor set up so he hears me here in the master bedroom. He’s sucking on a penis gag so can’t interrupt me. So I can be as vocal as I want to be… ;)
 
Another day of dealing with house projects and relaxing with friends. No time for sexy things… until now. Sissy is in the second bedroom in full sissy gear (locked in satin sissy dress etc etc) and bound to the bed. I have a baby monitor set up so he hears me here in the master bedroom. He’s sucking on a penis gag so can’t interrupt me. So I can be as vocal as I want to be… ;)
And what are you being vocal about?
 
Another day of dealing with house projects and relaxing with friends. No time for sexy things… until now. Sissy is in the second bedroom in full sissy gear (locked in satin sissy dress etc etc) and bound to the bed. I have a baby monitor set up so he hears me here in the master bedroom. He’s sucking on a penis gag so can’t interrupt me. So I can be as vocal as I want to be… ;)
What does her clit do when she sucks on the gag?
 
Got a text from Vendor hee hee hee. Says he misses that sound I make right before I orgasm on his cock. Wants to meet tomorrow. Aching for his big cock and a thorough fuck… guess I’ll have to cancel a couple work calls…
Good news! Be sure sissy is caged and plugged, and send her a text of his cock.
 
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