Soliloquium: Reflections on my World.

[grant_s]

 

[yeishia]

'Ours'

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[yeishia]

Ellapure posted this and i knew I just had to have it fro my private space...

Love reaches out boldly, even when the heart is terrified
Love waits patiently when time together is only moment in a hectic day
Love is comfortable and easy to be with
Love sees the flaws and looks beyond to the true beauty
Love sees the pain and responds with compassion
Love is able to give and receive forgiveness
Love is not only allowing the other person to be themselves, but encourage them on their journey
Love fights fair

Love is active
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[yeishia]

For Grant

For Grant

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[yeishia]

I wander into my small lounge happy and content to take a break from the real world.

My Daycare Party is all set up and will start mid-Morning.

I have in my arms many Valentine decorations which I place allover my small space ; balloons, streamers, hearts. I am humming a love song under my breath and thinking of my dearest freinds hoping they are having a wonderful day so far.

I am especially thinking of Grant and the joy he is bringing to me.

Never had I thought ...

Finally I sit down if front of the crackling fire sipping my coffee.

It suddenly hits me, I have finally moved on.

 

[Last_Rider]

slips in behind his Angel, fingers sliding easily over her smooth shoulders and up her delicate neck. A soft kiss behind one ear, then tilting her face to mine for a soft kiss.

Happy Valentines day my Angel.

In my hands is my gift, wrapped with soft red paper and pure white ribbon. Inside are an assortment of her favorite sweets, a few bottles of oils to used at her discretion, and something of a sinful little outfit. Done in the same colors as the wrapping, a skirt that would rest just on her hips and cover nothing, a top that covers just enough to be legal on the street and leaves her midriff bare. A few roses in different colors, red, white, pink, and several others, are bound in the ribbon. Because she is all of those to me.

I hope you like it.

 

[yeishia]

Happy Valentines day my Angel.

I hope you like it.

Returning from the real world it is as if I can feel the soft imprint of hid soft hands on my neck and shoulders, my eyes remain closed as I savor my Dark Angel's touch. I stretch and slowly open my eyes sorry that had missed his visit but very pleased as i spy the gift he has left for me. Opening the wrapping carefully I smile softly a magical evening already forming in my mind. I am blushing as I hold up the scraps of clothing he has included in my gift. They are perfection and I am blushing as I hold them to my slight form. Smiling I find a vase for the beautiful roses.

I curl up on one end of the comfy sofa savoring the moment my mind sifting slowly through all of the magical memories of this my most perfect Valentines yet!

My special friends all had made it so...

 

[yeishia]

Veroe thought this would be a good AV for me.
I cannot get it to upload to photobucket so I can re size it and so have decided to pop it on the wall in my lounge instead.
Soon I will have a private photo gallery all of my very own

 

[Annisthyrienne]

Here you go, my friend. I'm glad I could do this little thing for you.

 

[yeishia]

I turn from my place on the couch and smile

"Thank you so very much, can you stay?

 

[Veroe]

Thyri the heroine. Your resizing the av picture rescued the damsel in distress, what are you gonna do now?

 

[Annisthyrienne]

I can stay. The company here is the best anywhere, with you and that handsome Veroe fellow.

 

[yeishia]

Perhaps she will kiss the damsel in distress, perhaps she will simply hold her hand be her friend..

Join us Veroe

 

[Veroe]

Thyri, may I ask what kind of curiosity do you have for D/s? Are you just simply curious to understand everything like I was when I came here, curious but with conditions, or curious with reservations, or not as curious as you first thought?

 

[Annisthyrienne]

Helping myself to a warm aromatic chai tea, I slip in beside my dear friend snuggling close in the comfort of her warmth. Blowing gently on my tea, cup lifted to my lips, sparkling eyes shining at her from over the top of the rim.

It's not been a bad day, has it, sweet friend?

 

[yeishia]

I wrap my arms around her, "It has been wonderful even more so now with my friends around me." I look towards Veroe listening to his question wondering how my new friend will respond?

 

[Veroe]

Perhaps she will kiss the damsel in distress, perhaps she will simply hold her hand be her friend..

Join us Veroe

Well, I've been chipping away at the dreaded writer's block for a post for Sally for a while now. I think spending some time away from it might help, certainly won't make it worse.

 

[yeishia]

Well, I've been chipping away at the dreaded writer's block for a post for Sally for a while now. I think spending some time away from it might help, certainly won't make it worse.

I well understand, my eyes are hurting, I lost my half done posts when my PC died , ours is in limbo somewhere....

 

[Annisthyrienne]

Thyri, may I ask what kind of curiosity do you have for D/s? Are you just simply curious to understand everything like I was when I came here, curious but with conditions, or curious with reservations, or not as curious as you first thought?

Truthfully, it is perhaps a little of all three. I've realized that my idea about what D/S actually is has been a mistaken impression, I think. When I filled out my SRP, I thought i knew myself, and I thought I was more on the submissive side of things, if I had to categorize myself. But then I began chatting with a young woman who wanted me to play the part of dominant to her. I told her I had no desire to hurt or humiliate anyone, nor be hurt or humiliated in return. But she has shown me that it's not necessarily all about that. And to my surprise, I do like playing with her in chat that way.

Still, much depends on my mood. There are times when I want to be aggressive and take control, and other times when I want to yield to another, but only in passion, not violence. And yet, having said that, I do sometimes play rough with my other friend, and she does with me also.

Generally, what I thought I knew about myself has been expanded now to include new things I didn't' think I would care for. Given that, and keeping an open mind, what else would I like once I experience it that I don't currently think I would?

 

[yeishia]

I fold you into my embrace not saying any thing just listening for the moment. My arms provide a sanctuary of sorts..

 

[Annisthyrienne]

I rest my head back on her shoulder, smiling contentedly, warm and loved.

 

[Veroe]

Yeishia could probably tell you better than I, afterall she's walked the walk of D/s rather than just talked the talk in her life, but there isn't a specific area that is bdsm, you don't need chains or whips, beatings or degradation for it to be bdsm. Its all a matter of trust and acceptance of the one in the lead.

I think even the most vanilla of sex can still be D/s.

Vail likes what vail likes
Yeishia likes what Yeishia likes
Ausus likes what Ausus likes
All of them like BDSM but just not the precise same flavor of BDSM.

It all depends on what you define as your own flavor of BDSM. Anyway that's what I wanted to tell you.

 

[Annisthyrienne]

Yeishia could probably tell you better than I, afterall she's walked the walk of D/s rather than just talked the talk in her life, but there isn't a specific area that is bdsm, you don't need chains or whips, beatings or degradation for it to be bdsm. Its all a matter of trust and acceptance of the one in the lead.

I think even the most vanilla of sex can still be D/s.

Yeishia has explained to me about some of the things she has experienced. Many of those experiences are ones I definitely have no desire for.

But I think that when there is an emotional connection with the lover you're with, passion can take on many different 'flavors'. So I understand what you're saying. Sometimes I feel that connection, and sometimes I just don't. I think it's harder to feel it for someone who doesn't know me, and whom I don't really know either. It takes more than reading forum posts to know someone.

 

[Veroe]

Nods
Very very true.

Anyway lets move on to something more fun for conversation.
How do you like my new Avatar?

 

[yeishia]

I smile at my new found friend happy that I have met her.

“You are so very beautiful in looks and in spirit.” I take one of her hands and guide it amongst my abundant locks, the other I place against my heart.

“Can you feel my heart accelerate at your nearness?”

Smiling I entwine my fingers within her own vibrant locks..

My other hand I place gently on her breast.

My lips I bring to within a hairs breath of her luscious lips .

“My friend how does this make you feel. tell me please.? I whisper my voice close to her ear, low sensual and inviting.