Soliloquium: Reflections on my World.

[Annisthyrienne]

Slipping quietly into the Soliloquium, I want to leave a token for my dear friend: a portrait of myself, newly emerged from a swim. Something to remember me by, when we are apart.

 

[yeishia]

I haven't been here in what seems like ages so much is happening in the real world which has prevented me from visiting...

I smile at the picture Thyri has left me she is so very beautiful, I hang her likeness to the right of the fireplace so That I can gaze upon it when I am relaxing.

I rekindle the fire and put the coffee pot on to perk and soon am snuggled in one corner of my comfy sofa. I am smiling as I think of my Dark angel my mind going over many delicious possibilities, I place my mug on the floor and soon my eyelashes flutter closed as I slip into dreamland and a place of erotic wickedness...

 

[yeishia]

Earlier this morning I had slipped into the Inn happy to see that it was once again filled with laughing people. I used to have a favorite spot in the shadows where I liked to write quietly stopping only occasionally to greet a friend who might stop by. Happy as I was that his inn was bustling once more I needed such quiet to rekindle my lost muse. So many new faces, it was sometimes daunting for me I often wished I was not so terribly shy

Packing up my lap top and a few favorite items including a few mementos from M13's old desk chuckling at the memories they invoked as I stole them, "Que Sera Sera," and I was back in Soliloquium once more, happy to see that my new writing desk had finally arrived. It was an almost perfect replica of the one sitting in my bedroom. Recently I hadn't found the time to write there much. I knew I was blushing as my mind strayed to thoughts of myself and my Dark Angel, Rider. Since he had joined me there the last thing on our collective minds had been writing...

Placing my things in order I popped on a pot of coffee and left the fireplace on low throwing open the huge French windows instead so that I could smell the many fragrant flowers from my beautiful garden. I saw a Sugar Bird flitting from branch to branch and smiled thinking of Grant still bemused that the bird once reminded him of me. Giggling at the notion I turned back into the room.

I needed inspiration, recently I had lost the will to write, in this tranquil space that I had carefully crafted for myself I hoped to spark my muse once more.

Leaving my lap top in the middle of the couch I moved instead to sit in front of my beautiful writing desk. Forgoing technology I pulled out some parchment a pot of ink and a feathered quill. Closing my eyes I brought to mind Eve allowing her essence to flow into my body until we were one...

Smiling I picked up my quill and began to write...

 

[Last_Rider]

slips in quietly, arms going around her waist and the chair, pressing a soft kiss to the side of her neck. I don't wish to intrude, I simply can't resist this little taste.

 

[yeishia]

Lost as I am in my story of a time long past I still know whose lips are pressed to my neck. As if from afar I hear my own small moan intermingled with that of my heroine Eve and I smile softly for us both...

 

[Annisthyrienne]

I sneak in quietly, 'elf stealth' mode on maximum. She cannot hear me, it's a perfect set-up for elfin mischief! She sits at her desk, writing, enjoying the breeze from her garden and the bird song that cheers her. Closer now, almost there. She is nearly within my reach and I relish the surprise I'm sure will be hers. A grin curls my lips upward, eyes twinkling in delight. Just behind her now, opening my arms wide.....I wrap her in a warm loving hug, squeezing her gently. A soft kiss to the back of her neck, and a purring noise slips from my throat.

I'm so happy to see you, my dear friend. Be sure to look for my message in your mail box soon.

 

[ShyMystica]

Consider this a RSVP to the tea party we are yet to plan. ​

 

[yeishia]

I collect my messages a delighted smile on my face. I am looking forward to a whole fours days off to spend with my dearest friends in the real world and here on Lit.

I want the very best for those I care for both past and present.

 

[ShyMystica]

*sneaks in quietly as not to wake the host. With a soft giggle she places the bowl of sweets on the main table, for Yeishia to give to her friends for Easter as she peases. With another giggle, she sneaks her way to Yeishia's kitchen, hiding a present just for her, deliberately not leaving a note so that the game remained mysterious. Then, with a final giggle, she sneakily makes her way back out.*

 

[yeishia]

Parts of this poem are small life reminders.

No one lives forever
Keep that in mind, and love



It is however dedicated to

MY dark angel, Light_Rider.



Nothing lasts forever

No one lives forever
Keep that in mind, and love

Our life is not the same old burden
Our path is not the same long journey
The flower fades and dies
We must pause to weave perfection into music
Keep that in mind, and love

My beloved, in you I find refuge

Love droops towards its sunset
To be drowned in the golden shadows
Love must be called from its play
And love must be born again to be free
Keep that in mind, and love

My beloved, in you I find refuge
Without seeing my love, I cannot sleep

Let us hurry to gather our flowers
Before they are plundered by the passing winds
It quickens our blood and brightens our eyes
To snatch kisses that would vanish
If we delayed

Our life is eager
Our desires are keen
For time rolls by
Keep that in mind, and love

My beloved, in you I find refuge

Beauty is sweet for a short time
And then it is gone
Knowledge is precious
But we will never have time to complete it
All is done and finished
In eternal heaven
But our life here is eternally fresh
Keep that in mind, and love​

Rabindranath Tagore, (1861-1941)​

 

[Veroe]

A little gift for a dear friend

 

[yeishia]

I wander into my own private sanctuary happy and smiling it has been a while since I have been here. Spying the gift Veroe has left me my smile widens and I sit at my writing desk to pen him a small note of thanks.

Today is one of relaxation and perhaps who knows some writing later on.

I pour myself a glass of filtered water and stretch out on the couch sinking into its luxurious softness, my thought instinctively turning to my dark angel arching slightly I can still feel his touch on my sensitive flesh.

I am so very lucky, my mind sifts through those I would consider friend some have been with me from the very beginning some are new on my horizon, Shy, Thyri, and Grant instantly come immediately to mind.

Hmmmmm lucky... I am indeed.

 

[Annisthyrienne]

*Slipping in quietly, wrapping my arms around you for a morning hug. A whisper,

I've been thinking about you, dear friend. I just wanted you to know that.

 

[yeishia]

Sitting up I hug you back smiling

"Thyri I have missed you, please stay awhile , have some tea?" I pat the seat next to me practically pulling her down beside me.

"Tell me all... how have you been, what are you up to?"

 

[Annisthyrienne]

Sitting up I hug you back smiling

"Thyri I have missed you, please stay awhile , have some tea?" I pat the seat next to me practically pulling her down beside me.

"Tell me all... how have you been, what are you up to?"

*Sits down, accepting a cup of tea with gracious appreciation.*

Thank you, Yeishia. I can sit with you a while now. I had to rush out to get some groceries, one of my least favorite tasks. I hate how everyone stares at me, and no matter where I pause, it always seems I'm in someone's way. Even if the aisle is deserted, someone will come along as soon as I stop to look at something. And then there is the cost, which now I can barely afford. *Sighs*

So now I am settling down to read the forums and trying to relax. How are you?

 

[yeishia]

*Sits down, accepting a cup of tea with gracious appreciation.*

Thank you, Yeishia. I can sit with you a while now. I had to rush out to get some groceries, one of my least favorite tasks. I hate how everyone stares at me, and no matter where I pause, it always seems I'm in someone's way. Even if the aisle is deserted, someone will come along as soon as I stop to look at something. And then there is the cost, which now I can barely afford. *Sighs*

So now I am settling down to read the forums and trying to relax. How are you?

I return to Sol sad that I had missed Thyri hoping that she would stop by another time . I made a pot of hot coco and stoked the fire into life and put on some of my favorite music.

Finally I snuggled up in one corner of the couch a cup of the fragrant brew clutched between both hands staring into the crackling flames while I took small sips my mind a million miles away...

 

[yeishia]

I awoke to find that I had fallen asleep on my comfy couch, I stretched smiling at this rate perhaps I would need a bedroom addition to Sol, or at the very least a change of clothing.

Perking a pot of coffee I took it to my writing desk where I pondered the new addition I was finally about to make to my siggy.

"Hmmmmm," I remembered a picture my dark angel had given me which reminded him of me, perhaps I would used that.​

Angel

She walks among the dirt of world,
Dark skies lit by the moon.
But from her steps a stream of gold
Across the void is strewn.

Her heart is light, no matter what,
She flies just like a dove
On wings so bright, glow undistraught -
Her name is Mother's Love.
She walks among the dirt of world,
Dark skies lit by the moon.
But from her steps a stream of gold
Across the void is strewn.

Her heart is light, no matter what,
She flies just like a dove
On wings so bright, glow undistraught -
Her name is Mother's Love.


Yes, it was perfection all we needed now was to determine an official date.

It had been months since we both had decided the direction in which we both wanted travel with our relationship.

It had necessitated a heavy choice for me but I knew in my heart as far back as my birthday that I was making the correct one.....

Sometimes you simply have to go with your deepest instincts and trust them to guide you forwards.

​

 

[yeishia]

This picture belongs on my wall not in Bliss

 

[Veroe]

Little present for you Yeishia ​

 

[yeishia]

I wander back into my private space and find an unexpected gift from Veroe.

"Thank you so much my friend , you have no idea how seeing this lifts my heart today."

I remove the sunset above the fireplace and ready it for transport to the Bliss Galley replacing it with the piece Veroe has given me...I step back,

"Perfect"

Smiling slightly I make a green smoothie and collect a huge blanket, opening the french windows I head for my secret garden to think.

This is the part of Soliliquium that is dedicated to my dark angel and myself alone.

Following the winding pathway the scent of Spring is balm to my senses and I am delighted to see that the Lily pond is teaming with new life...such rebirth it is a joy to behold.

Spreading out my blanket I stretch full length dabbling my fingers in the warm water as I watch the many fish as they swim and play in the water.

I envy them their freedom....

Placing my drink aside I turn on my back staring sightlessly upwards my mind turning inwards

Love does not claim possession, but gives freedom ~

Rabindranath Tagore.

This is my last conscious thought as I curl up on my side and drift away.

​

 

[yeishia]

I return to the sanctity of Sol realizing that I still have the coffee cup from the China Pearl clutched in one hand.

"Opps!" I giggle, "silly girl."

I know cg will forgive me and shall return it on the morrow.

I sit down on my own comfy couch deep in thought. I am becoming something of a recluse I fear. I have always been shy but lately... The China Pearl for instance, I loved that place I had always considered it a second home, but now as it filled with strangers I simply wanted to fade away happy that most never spoke or even said hello to me.

I had shared so many happy times there now I barely remembered the once familiar faces.

I needed to get out more I guessed...

 

[yeishia]

I slip into Sol a spring in my step it is a beautiful day and I am feeling serene. My sinful thought turn to that special someone, my dark angel.

My eyes darken I would so like to do this with him right now....

and this

and mostly I am thinking this.

Knowing that he thinks of me as His Sensual symbiotic Angel

Keeps me hovering on the very edge of wanting needing him, sometimes it is very hard to concentrate I am so needy. ​

 

[The_gladiator]

The elf slips in slowly, hesitantly. He had been invited, yet it seemed strange to go somewhere he has never been before to meet someone he has never really talked with before. However they have a mutual friend, and he cannot resist the invitation and chance to meet a new potential friend. Someone who's shyness has kept her a mystery for so long.

He looks around and then takes a seat on the edge of a couch awaiting the hoastess.

 

[yeishia]

I wander back into Soll my mind a million miles away, as I enter my salon proper I sense a unfamiliar presence.

Pausing hesitantly at the arch way I silently watch my visitor, he is the most handsome Elfin male I have ever set my eyes on. My face lights up he must be Thyri's good friend of whom she has often fondly spoken.

He can be trusted...

Smiling I shyly approach him, "hello welcome to Soliloquium I am so happy that you found it." I lean down and place a soft kiss on his cheek before blushing prettily I retire to the other end of the couch.

"May I get you a drink perhaps? I make a wonderful Pineapple Fizz."

I watch him expectantly from beneath my long lashes my face alight with curiosity.

 

[The_gladiator]

I wander back into Soll my mind a million miles away, as I enter my salon proper I sense a unfamiliar presence.

Pausing hesitantly at the arch way I silently watch my visitor, he is the most handsome Elfin male I have ever set my eyes on. My face lights up he must be Thyri's good friend of whom she has often fondly spoken.

He can be trusted...

Smiling I shyly approach him, "hello welcome to Soliloquium I am so happy that you found it." I lean down and place a soft kiss on his cheek before blushing prettily I retire to the other end of the couch.

"May I get you a drink perhaps? I make a wonderful Pineapple Fizz."

I watch him expectantly from beneath my long lashes my face alight with curiosity.

A soft smile to see the beautiful Yeishia enter the room. She is so shy, but somehow it is endearing in her. He accepts her kiss and smiles. His hand coming up to grasp hers lifting it to his lips briefly. "Some tea I think would be nice." he answers after she asks of what he would wish to drink. "I am sure you know but you can call me Glad, most do." he says softly. A sudden grin, "I take it Thyri has spoken of me? Be careful she's ornery, don't believe the bad stuff." he says with a playful wink.