Spirtual Paradise

[FallenSakura]

its okay, its like 1am. How about yours? I do not have many places to post like other people

 

[Ryo242]

I only have one place to post. Here. ^-^; -cough- Still moderately sick.

 

[FallenSakura]

aww im sure u8 could make a thread and ppl will join

 

[Ryo242]

Why would I do that? I like it here. It's filled with angry people out there.

 

[FallenSakura]

I would be one of those people out there you know, what I mean is that with every challenge there is a new need to go out and show them all you got. I mean I will join your story if you want but we would need another girl

 

[Ryo242]

I don't have a story. Living someone else's life of happiness is not what I intend to do anymore. It only brings me heartache when it ends. I am more than happy enough here, to seek further would invite despair.

Also you keep disappearing.

 

[FallenSakura]

sorry for disappearing but my dispair has never ended, it just keeps coming and coming and I am never ready for it. whether I am losing someone or losing more than my heart can take, i fall on my knees thinking maybe Im not good enough or that my existence is just a bother to everyone I meet but I still keep going no matter how much dispair comes my way. Cause I will never stop trying, there are so few truths in this world, and when I see it I have to keep going. cause I will never stop learning and i will never stop believing that some day my dispair will end and the happyness and cheerful hope and pride will start bringing in a new light. Sure ill disappear once in a while but it doesnt mean I wont come back. its been mostly just us in here, can you honestly say we are in dispair its hard I know but come on.

I guess what i am trying to say is that with every hope there is always something in our way. just stand up and keep walking with your head held high or you will become a mat for everyone to walk over

 

[Ryo242]

Why does the choices always involve walking over someone else or being walked on? Can one not simply live peacefully without having to hurt others?

The short answer is no in that no one can live without the pain of others, as it is nature's way...

But in the long answer we can try as I do now. I ensure that the pain I inflict is not harsh, but joking.

I know it's been us two, but at times I am here for many hours wondering when you will again show up... Tala refuses to come on to talk to me anymore I think, which leaves me by myself yet again... Shortest day of the year today too... -looks up at the sky, the day nearly over by the time he wakes up-

 

[FallenSakura]

I dont know wat to do about her anymore. all i can do now is nothing while being here.Its surprising if she will ever chat with me. *pouts* nothing I can do about someone who doesnt want me around

 

[Ryo242]

I know.. I'm sorry. -finally back from Christmas shopping- =-=;; 45 minutes to move about three feet..

 

[FallenSakura]

its not your fault. i had to shop too. I love it but not when i have to buy for other people

 

[Ryo242]

Oh, I would normally enjoy buying things for others...though I don't have any money to actually buy for people...

How apart from that was your day?

 

[FallenSakura]

Its mostly to live on my own really <.< besides im normally alone anyway

 

[Ryo242]

-was in the car for a long time today...still out of wack at the moment- Yeah... I know the feeling.. How are you today?

 

[FallenSakura]

Im good

 

[Ryo242]

That's good. How's your relationship thing working?

 

[Ryo242]

bump... >_> -clean clean-

 

[FallenSakura]

That's good. How's your relationship thing working?

its ok

 

[TheScarletBlade]

Wanna wish you a Merry Christmas Sakura!

Appears out of no where and offers her a red rose, attired in his uniform,he is still working but has time to drop by and wish her a merry christmas,hoping she will cheer up a little!

Its not so bad being alone of Christmas,look at me, alone in my room in the middle of Japan! anyway merry christmas,cheer up!

 

[FallenSakura]

^^ aww thanks Merry Chrismas Everyone

 

[Ryo242]

Merry Christmas too.

 

[FallenSakura]

yays^^

 

[Ryo242]

Welcome back. Are you going to head out soon?

 

[FallenSakura]

maybe dont know

 

[Ryo242]

Ah, so you are here! ^-^ That's good. -.- Most of the time I'm here by myself. Very very few customers or even passerbys...