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i decided to do another story...its actually happened...not made up...giving road head to my ex...its not approved yet its pending...just submitted it today...its not very long...
 
i was dating a guy in the Marines and it was great....until he went back to CA and started to get distant...i knew something was wrong i just didnt want to admit it...finally i got tired of his bullshit and ignoring me so i found attention from someone else...i only gave head to that guy...i told Josh and he stopped talking to me for two months...i was heartbroken...i laid in bed for a month...i didnt do anything...i got over feeling sorry for myself and i looked for a job...i found one...over four thousand people applied and only a hundred some got hired...i was one of them...i love my job...i get along with everyone...the second week of work i got a text from Josh...he said he was sorry for the way he treated and me and wouldn dream of asking for forgiveness...then he told me he might be a father...he fucked a fucking stripper and now she might be pregnant...i dont have anything against strippers i just have a thing against this stripper...he said he was talking about marriage with her...why would he fucking text me now if he was truly happy with this chick...did i mention hes 20 and shes 25? anyways...he said he wants to stay friends...i dont know how i can deal with all of this...some days i want to tell him to fuck off...other days i want to kidnap him and tie him to my bed...i know the best thing would be to let him go but i cant seem to do that right now...i missed him so much and to have him back again is just what i asked for...and now that he is back he makes me just as miserable sometimes...basicly...im stuck and i dont know what to do...well i do know what to do i just cant bring myself to do it...i have two choices...stick around and see what happens or tell him to go fuck himself i dont need his baby drama...
Wow, that's a sad story. I sometimes think of all the dumb shit I did between 18 and 25 and wonder how could I have been so stupid, mean or untentionally just an ass. Guys just aren't fully cooked before 28 or so.
 
Wow, that's a sad story. I sometimes think of all the dumb shit I did between 18 and 25 and wonder how could I have been so stupid, mean or untentionally just an ass. Guys just aren't fully cooked before 28 or so.

He went back to ignoring me again. I don't know what I said or did to deserve that. I left him a voicemail saying fuck off till shes out of your life. I can't be in his life and watch him be happy with someone else. I just can't. He shouldn't have asked me. He should have left me alone.
 
Wow, that's a sad story. I sometimes think of all the dumb shit I did between 18 and 25 and wonder how could I have been so stupid, mean or untentionally just an ass. Guys just aren't fully cooked before 28 or so.

Sometimes it takes longer, even another decade or two ;)

It is a sad story.

desired_tempest- I know its easy to say but you are better off without him, even if he is available again. He has been very cavalier with your feelings and he somehow thinks its okay. You know him for how he can be now, self-centered, insensitive and uncaring. You are worth more than that.
 
Josh still makes me angry. He bothers me so much and I don't bother him. I can't stand the fact he is with other women, it makes me want to vomit. I think I'm starting to hate him. It's not a good thing he's starting to go onto the bad side of me. I don't forgive and I don't forget. Some days I could kill him, other days I just want to bang him.
 
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