The Harem Waiting Room

[spake759]

Smiles up at her and pulls her onto the couch with me, wrapping my other arm around her waist

Yeah...I just can't even imagine how destroyed I'd be to see him again...even after two years apart...he's moved on and has a new submissive...I couldn't stand it...I'd fall apart...
Just to see he's moved on and I'm still standing in the same place he left me...it burns me a little...

I have been there twice in the past six years Minx...

One was with a woman I loved, and married. And she took my sons across the ocean, lied to me and several other things. i died and crawled back from that, relearned how to walk just so i could get well enough to get on the plane to fly to the UK like she told me she wanted. But the moment I could get there... She said she found someone else, and just didn't want me anymore. And the fact is that we are still legally married, and she won't let me talk to my step-son has been... Painful. And to add even more insult to injury. She's already carrying the child of the man she's been living with.

The only thing I can suggest, and even that doesn't really do anything more than tell you what I have been having to do.

Do everything you can not to think about it. Find other things to occupy your mind, don't do the things that the two of you enjoyed together. That have become so... Ingraned into your mind to think about while you're doing them.

I have been writing, and trying to relearn how to draw to take my mind off of all this. Pain and loneliness. It's why I joined Lit, and met so many wonderful people who have shown me that I am worthy of friendship, love and care. Rayne, Fira, NaughtyinJax, and many others have been so wonderful in talking and understanding. And finding two whom have asked me to become their master. Even though i am still learning how to be one... Has made me feel... So wonderful.

 

[monique_minx]

I have been there twice in the past six years Minx...

One was with a woman I loved, and married. And she took my sons across the ocean, lied to me and several other things. i died and crawled back from that, relearned how to walk just so i could get well enough to get on the plane to fly to the UK like she told me she wanted. But the moment I could get there... She said she found someone else, and just didn't want me anymore. And the fact is that we are still legally married, and she won't let me talk to my step-son has been... Painful. And to add even more insult to injury. She's already carrying the child of the man she's been living with.

The only thing I can suggest, and even that doesn't really do anything more than tell you what I have been having to do.

Do everything you can not to think about it. Find other things to occupy your mind, don't do the things that the two of you enjoyed together. That have become so... Ingraned into your mind to think about while you're doing them.

I have been writing, and trying to relearn how to draw to take my mind off of all this. Pain and loneliness. It's why I joined Lit, and met so many wonderful people who have shown me that I am worthy of friendship, love and care. Rayne, Fira, NaughtyinJax, and many others have been so wonderful in talking and understanding. And finding two whom have asked me to become their master. Even though i am still learning how to be one... Has made me feel... So wonderful.

Listens, nodding and smiling

I'm a little too young for marriage or understanding it...I haven't done things with another since my RL Master left me...I haven't had another Master to do such things with...the trust that I need to give to do such things has to be both earned and given...until recently I haven't had the ability to trust like I need to in order to move on. Basically my old Master popped back into my life to torment me when I finally found the strength to move on. Only one has gained that level of trust from me but I don't yet know where we stand so I shall see...
I've also gained wonderful friends and a beautiful Mistress here...it has helped me a great deal to be able to do the things I love without worrying that my heart will be splintered...it's part of the reason I've found the strength to give my trust again...

 

[spake759]

Listens, nodding and smiling

I'm a little too young for marriage or understanding it...I haven't done things with another since my RL Master left me...I haven't had another Master to do such things with...the trust that I need to give to do such things has to be both earned and given...until recently I haven't had the ability to trust like I need to in order to move on. Basically my old Master popped back into my life to torment me when I finally found the strength to move on. Only one has gained that level of trust from me but I don't yet know where we stand so I shall see...

I've also gained wonderful friends and a beautiful Mistress here...it has helped me a great deal to be able to do the things I love without worrying that my heart will be splintered...it's part of the reason I've found the strength to give my trust again...

I know how that is... Emma does that all the time. When it looks as if things had gotten better, and I was getting my life back together she would email me out of the blue. telling me that I was never a father to my step-son. Even though the first time he ever saw me. He crawled out of his stroller into my arms and called me 'Daddy'... And when i saw him last May, he got into my lap just minutes after I had gotten there to see him and my son Zachary... "Are you FINALLY home to stay with me and Zachary?" and he sat there wiping my tears when i said I couldn't stay. And told me "because of mummy and tom." he knows why I can't be with him. and my friends think that when he asks for me, she has to send me those horrible emails. telling me i was nothing to Jack.

So I know how you feel. And I really wish I could take your pain. No one deserve this kind of pain.

 

[monique_minx]

Wow...that fuckin' sucks...I'm so sorry

Is really bad at this stuff, offers a gentle smile cause I never know what to say

I'll get over it, I've just...I dunno...work it through and manage enough...I've been through it before, I just wasn't expecting such a request which is stupid cause I should've been...I know him well enough...
As for the learning to be a dom thing, let me know if I can help you

Smile genuinely

I'm always up for answering questions

Shrugs

You never know until you ask...I live by that...

 

[spake759]

Wow...that fuckin' sucks...I'm so sorry

Is really bad at this stuff, offers a gentle smile cause I never know what to say

I'll get over it, I've just...I dunno...work it through and manage enough...I've been through it before, I just wasn't expecting such a request which is stupid cause I should've been...I know him well enough...
As for the learning to be a dom thing, let me know if I can help you

Smile genuinely

I'm always up for answering questions

Shrugs

You never know until you ask...I live by that...

Thank you. i'll keep that in mind. To me, i've always felt that a Master's first and foremost responsibility is to take care of and love their pet/slave/sub. Because they are the one who has the real power in the relationship. They are the one who picks their master/dom... They are the one who has the power to say "NO" and they have the power to end a relationship faster than the master/dom.

So remember that, you give this person the power to hurt you. I am fighting to keep from allowing Emma to be able to hurt me. But she has two weapons that are directly pointed at my heart. And that's Jack and Zachary. And no matter what I do, and use it to hurt me. And I don't know how to deal with it.

 

[monique_minx]

Nods, smiling sadly

Yeah...my Master has weapons of his own...I hate that I am so susceptable though...it's a weakness I can't bare...one that I'd sooner be rid of honestly...
I spent our relationship begging him for more and now I spend the rest of the time begging him to leave me be and let me move on...

Shrugs

But enough sadness...I can only stand so much sappy stuff before it gets on my nerves!

Grins

New topic anyone?

 

[spake759]

Nods, smiling sadly

Yeah...my Master has weapons of his own...I hate that I am so susceptable though...it's a weakness I can't bare...one that I'd sooner be rid of honestly...
I spent our relationship begging him for more and now I spend the rest of the time begging him to leave me be and let me move on...

Shrugs

But enough sadness...I can only stand so much sappy stuff before it gets on my nerves!

Grins

New topic anyone?

How about Beer?

Someone gave me some Sam Adams beer, and i'm debating on drinking it or not.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

I am not really sure what has gone on but I do not want you guys bickering.......Slaves in the HAREM which is what this thread is and belongs to....BELONG TO NO ONE, all slaves are communal.

Fira and Spake yes are bonded as master and pet throughout the rest of lit just as Minx and Fae are mistress and pet, however NONE of that is relevant in this thread or the OOC or the actual thread for the harem because this is all related back to the story and in the story NO ONE owns a single slave they are shared by the masters.

I am not being disrespectful to anyone or to anyone who has a Bonding relationship with anyone but you guys knew the back ground of the story when you signed up .....so Please do not get worked up or upset about any play that goes on between any master and slave in these threads as it is just pointless as no one will be doing so to disrespect your bond and it will only destroy the story we have worked for if you do.

So Spake and Fira and Logan can you please make a mends and can we all move on as this is a silly miss understanding to have especially if you consider what this thread is for and what the story is related to.

 

[monique_minx]

How about Beer?

Someone gave me some Sam Adams beer, and i'm debating on drinking it or not.

Smiles

Well ahhh...not sure about Sam Adams beer...never heard of it...

Blushes

Though I only really know my Aussie beers!

 

[spake759]

I am not really sure what has gone on but I do not want you guys bickering.......Slaves in the HAREM which is what this thread is and belongs to....BELONG TO NO ONE, all slaves are communal.

Fira and Spake yes are bonded as master and pet throughout the rest of lit just as Minx and Fae are mistress and pet, however NONE of that is relevant in this thread or the OOC or the actual thread for the harem because this is all related back to the story and in the story NO ONE owns a single slave they are shared by the masters.

I am not being disrespectful to anyone or to anyone who has a Bonding relationship with anyone but you guys knew the back ground of the story when you signed up .....so Please do not get worked up or upset about any play that goes on between any master and slave in these threads as it is just pointless as no one will be doing so to disrespect your bond and it will only destroy the story we have worked for if you do.

So Spake and Fira and Logan can you please make a mends and can we all move on as this is a silly miss understanding to have especially if you consider what this thread is for and what the story is related to.

Thank you Rayne, I don't want to fight or cause problems. I was just asking a question about something. And want to make sure that no one is upset or being disrespectful. in the threads Abra has asked to Trixie to become either a head slave or mistress. the gifts she has, would make such a position for her a natural selection.

 

[spake759]

Smiles

Well ahhh...not sure about Sam Adams beer...never heard of it...

Blushes

Though I only really know my Aussie beers!

I love aussie beers. hell, they make really good marinades for beef (and lamb). and if you bake them in a dish with the beer marinade is really, really good. espeically if you have sliced some onions and other vegies to put on top to cook to add flavor.

But i did learn something a while back... don't put rice in the beer marinade to cook.... It's not a good idea. really.

 

[monique_minx]

Laughs

That makes me wonder what happened when you did Spake! You just totally made me hungry...

Groans softly

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Thank you Rayne, I don't want to fight or cause problems. I was just asking a question about something. And want to make sure that no one is upset or being disrespectful. in the threads Abra has asked to Trixie to become either a head slave or mistress. the gifts she has, would make such a position for her a natural selection.

You perhaps should have discussed an offer like that in the OOC thread with all the masters as you all rule over the harem together AND we have two mistresses that very well and rightly so could be offended by such an offer being made on the very first night of the harem being formed........that seems a tad rushed too me.

 

[spake759]

You perhaps should have discussed an offer like that in the OOC thread with all the masters as you all rule over the harem together AND we have two mistresses that very well and rightly so could be offended by such an offer being made on the very first night of the harem being formed........that seems a tad rushed too me.

actually it's something that Abra and Marcus has been discussing in the IC thread. that having a head slave, to help the mistresses would be a good idea. i got the idea from something i had read about real historical harems in the past. you had a head slave, whose position was to work under the mistress, and get frist hand on-the-job training from the mistresses. so that one day they could possibly become a mistress.

their job is also to offer insights into the other slaves (and sometimes the mistresses or masters)... mostly it's alot like a command sergeant major or command master chief in the military.

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

In our harem you have just described the mistresses, it is their job to watch over the harem for the masters and to train all the girls.......and discussing it in IC before OOC is not exactly fair or right to the rest of the masters or the rest of the harem.

I am very tense right now with rl stuff, so please do not take my words as harsh as they may sound but I do not think you have a right to just decide that on your own without discussing it with everyone involved in the story.....I find that a little disrespectful to everyone involved.

Any way I have said my piece I do not want petty fights over slaves and major changes in PLOT need to be discussed especially something so major on the very first night of the harem I mean they have not even slept or had a complete 24 hours together.

 

[spake759]

In our harem you have just described the mistresses, it is their job to watch over the harem for the masters and to train all the girls.......and discussing it in IC before OOC is not exactly fair or right to the rest of the masters or the rest of the harem.

I am very tense right now with rl stuff, so please do not take my words as harsh as they may sound but I do not think you have a right to just decide that on your own without discussing it with everyone involved in the story.....I find that a little disrespectful to everyone involved.

Any way I have said my piece I do not want petty fights over slaves and major changes in PLOT need to be discussed especially something so major on the very first night of the harem I mean they have not even slept or had a complete 24 hours together.

It was something that Abra was wanting to talk to all of the Masters about in the game, and see wht they think. And if they think IC that it's a good idea or not. because we're still in their first hours or arriving at the location... i guess that's why i've not really given it more thought. because the possiblility is that the other masters won't see it as a good thing. ;shurgs;

 

[Fira]

Rayne...if you read Trixie's response to the idea, she isn't even that keen on it...so it's no use getting all hyped up over it. NO ONE has bothered to bring it up in the OOC thread...THIS thread is for fun between postings...not necessarily all in character...

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

as just discussed your thread have it as you wish, I will stay out of it that way I can not be tempted to respond to any drama in interest of protecting the thread.

As for Trixie's response thats all well and good but the offer should not have been made in IC thread or brought up until it was discussed it others, Its a big plot change and its not fair to just screw with it without involving everyone. But as I said I will bring this up in the OOC thread not here as you say this is an OOC lounge and not necessarily to do with the Harem.

See you all later I am going to have a cuppa tea and to catch up on posting.

 

[dragonrazor]

Smiles

Well ahhh...not sure about Sam Adams beer...never heard of it...

Blushes

Though I only really know my Aussie beers!

Samuel Adams is probably as close to Guinness (the king of beers) as Americans will ever get without actually importing from Ireland like my old Computer Graphics professor did

 

[deevo]

Except that Guinness is a stout, not a beer.

*walks off to the kitchen and, like any good Irishman in the afternoon, puts the kettle on for tea.*

 

[Fira]

*pokes my head in to see if any tension remains in the room before slipping in to sit huddled in the corner*

 

[dragonrazor]

Except that Guinness is a stout, not a beer.

*walks off to the kitchen and, like any good Irishman in the afternoon, puts the kettle on for tea.*

actually, Guinness makes stout, ale, beer, and an assortment of other drinks.

 

[deevo]

actually, Guinness makes stout, ale, beer, and an assortment of other drinks.

Ah, you see, I'm talking about the black stuff, the good old, two-pour system Guinness stout that takes a minute to settle before you drink it. I know the company owns all sorts of other brands, but you had me thinking of the original.

*pours some boiling water into a teapot*

Tea?

 

[dragonrazor]

Ah, you see, I'm talking about the black stuff, the good old, two-pour system Guinness stout that takes a minute to settle before you drink it. I know the company owns all sorts of other brands, but you had me thinking of the original.

*pours some boiling water into a teapot*

Tea?

or as my old professor put it, "So thick you have to CHEW it"

 

[deevo]

Indeed! It's good for strength!