The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[the captians wench]

You know K, I was thinking about you the other day.

There I was cursing my back injury while shutting down my etsy store so that the work's comp people can't use it against me, when I thought about you and you're encouragement for me to take the big jump.

I still haven't taken that big leap, but I've nudged my way to the edge and some of it has a lot to do with your tough love.

I also had another zombie dream but this time you and I were kicking zombie ass.

 

[Keroin]

You know K, I was thinking about you the other day.

There I was cursing my back injury while shutting down my etsy store so that the work's comp people can't use it against me, when I thought about you and you're encouragement for me to take the big jump.

I still haven't taken that big leap, but I've nudged my way to the edge and some of it has a lot to do with your tough love.

I also had another zombie dream but this time you and I were kicking zombie ass.

The above gave me a smile this ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ big.

And never doubt the size of the leap you've taken Wenchie. There's no personal growth without change, and there's no change without risk. You've taken a risk, no matter what happens, you're going to grow. And that is what awesome is made of.

Also, leaping high fives for our zombie ass kicking skills!

 

[midwestyankee]

OK, so this whole indie e-publishing thing is a shitload of work, compounded by the fact that my writing partner and I are learning as we go. Nothing like trying to learn a new business overnight, and be successful at it, with no budget!

THEN! Just as I was melting down in the face of Decision #186, for which I have no training and less skill, I went for coffee with an author friend. He is talented, experienced, published by one of the Big Six, has four Emmy awards, and basically 'living the dream' as I envisioned it...and his work life is every bit as meltdown-inducing as mine. I'll spare the gory details but let's just say I walked away feeling much better about my circumstances and my future.



And on another note...

To all my Lit pals, I may not post much when I'm swamped like this, but I do pop on and read at least once a day. I follow all your highs and lows - bad sinuses, vindictive ex-husbands, dating frustrations, school successes, yummy food, and small moments of happiness - and you are always in my thoughts. I feel sad at your struggles, and cheer your victories, however small they may seem to you. Even if you're only pixel people I've never met, I cherish this little corner of my e-life.

to all.

p.s. ITW, loved the note in your thread about how you were inspired by my clever titles. Maybe I should ditch the novel and write a book called, "Keroin's Best Thread Titles"?

I shall drink a martini to this - as soon as I find a non-pixel friend who can make a great one.

 

[CutieMouse]

Oh for the bloody fucking love of Gawd.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

I wish I had the courage to go and get fucked as hard as my fantasies want

I urge you to go get fucked as hard as your fantasies want.

Also, I kind of like the way you referred to your fantasies as a separate little mob, maybe dwelling in an apartment in your cerebellum. What they want. Hard fucking, and maybe pizza delivery.

OK, so this whole indie e-publishing thing is a shitload of work, compounded by the fact that my writing partner and I are learning as we go. Nothing like trying to learn a new business overnight, and be successful at it, with no budget!

THEN! Just as I was melting down in the face of Decision #186, for which I have no training and less skill, I went for coffee with an author friend. He is talented, experienced, published by one of the Big Six, has four Emmy awards, and basically 'living the dream' as I envisioned it...and his work life is every bit as meltdown-inducing as mine. I'll spare the gory details but let's just say I walked away feeling much better about my circumstances and my future.

And on another note...

To all my Lit pals, I may not post much when I'm swamped like this, but I do pop on and read at least once a day. I follow all your highs and lows - bad sinuses, vindictive ex-husbands, dating frustrations, school successes, yummy food, and small moments of happiness - and you are always in my thoughts. I feel sad at your struggles, and cheer your victories, however small they may seem to you. Even if you're only pixel people I've never met, I cherish this little corner of my e-life.

to all.

p.s. ITW, loved the note in your thread about how you were inspired by my clever titles. Maybe I should ditch the novel and write a book called, "Keroin's Best Thread Titles"?

That's cool, K. I have found this, too. People living the life you want or think you want are always idealized. When I get to know them or follow them on Twitter or FB, I realize, hell, they usually feel as precarious as I often do. It is comforting, although that idealized dream is a nice motivator. Keep plugging. Also know that even when you don't post, we are lurking around your place, peeking into your domicile, at least once a day.

And I found myself thinking about ITW's observation the other day, too. Doesn't it make your year that we are contemplating your thread titles? That I was stopped at a red light, thinking, "Yes. Yes, ITW is correct. K has a thread title gift, and we could all learn from it. "Canada from A to Zed," for instance. Or, possibly your best, "How Much Do You Adore DGE? Take My Poll!" "

You know K, I was thinking about you the other day.

There I was cursing my back injury while shutting down my etsy store so that the work's comp people can't use it against me, when I thought about you and you're encouragement for me to take the big jump.

I still haven't taken that big leap, but I've nudged my way to the edge and some of it has a lot to do with your tough love.

I also had another zombie dream but this time you and I were kicking zombie ass.

I am intrigued by recurring zombie dreams of all sorts. Do you have a zombie fixation?
Would you have sex with a really cute and sexually-skilled zombie if you knew he wouldn't consume or bite you?

I hope your back injury improves.

 

[seela]

And on another note...

To all my Lit pals, I may not post much when I'm swamped like this, but I do pop on and read at least once a day. I follow all your highs and lows - bad sinuses, vindictive ex-husbands, dating frustrations, school successes, yummy food, and small moments of happiness - and you are always in my thoughts. I feel sad at your struggles, and cheer your victories, however small they may seem to you. Even if you're only pixel people I've never met, I cherish this little corner of my e-life.

to all.

p.s. ITW, loved the note in your thread about how you were inspired by my clever titles. Maybe I should ditch the novel and write a book called, "Keroin's Best Thread Titles"?

Oh K... I was just wondering how your roadtrip went. And now you brought my PMSy self on the verge of weeping the first thing this morning.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

.... And on another note...

Every damned time that I turn to myself and ask, "Self, why is it again that we just love Keroin to death?" you post one of these things and I remember.



Damn (not-so)-early-onset Alzheimer's!

 

[the captians wench]

I am intrigued by recurring zombie dreams of all sorts. Do you have a zombie fixation?
Would you have sex with a really cute and sexually-skilled zombie if you knew he wouldn't consume or bite you?

I hope your back injury improves.

Ya know, I've been asking myself the same question...well not exactly the same, but I have been wondering why I'm having all of these zombie dreams considering I don't watch zombie tv shows or movies or read zombie books. I think the zombies must represent something else in my mind. Maybe a challenge...

As for if I'd have sex with a zombie, it's possible, if he were really cute. I'd pretty much fuck anything as long as it's really cute.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Ya know, I've been asking myself the same question...well not exactly the same, but I have been wondering why I'm having all of these zombie dreams considering I don't watch zombie tv shows or movies or read zombie books. I think the zombies must represent something else in my mind. Maybe a challenge...

As for if I'd have sex with a zombie, it's possible, if he were really cute. I'd pretty much fuck anything as long as it's really cute.

Next time sneak a look at the zombies while you're fighting, and see if they have a label on them, like "YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR MOTHER." Sometimes my brain has to be a bit more literal before I get the symbolism.

How about a giant peep? Would you fuck that? Or Bucky Badger, the University of Wisconsin mascot?

 

[cfuhrer]

So I get to the grocery, pull into the parking stall, and I look up at the license plate of the car in front of me







NCRMNCY




I can only think of one thing that could be.

 

[the captians wench]

Next time sneak a look at the zombies while you're fighting, and see if they have a label on them, like "YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR MOTHER." Sometimes my brain has to be a bit more literal before I get the symbolism.

How about a giant peep? Would you fuck that? Or Bucky Badger, the University of Wisconsin mascot?

They probably have it stitched into their inside coat pocket or something knowing my brain. But knowing my zombie fighting dream self, I wouldn't be curious enough to look. It's all about killing zombies and getting laid in my dream world...that probably says a lot a bout me. Remind me after I take a few psych courses not to over psycho-analyze myself too much, it's taken Jounar years to break me of that.

Giant peep, I'd fuck the fluff out of but Bucky Badger I'd pass on.

 

[Keroin]

I shall drink a martini to this - as soon as I find a non-pixel friend who can make a great one.

If only you lived closer...

That's cool, K. I have found this, too. People living the life you want or think you want are always idealized. When I get to know them or follow them on Twitter or FB, I realize, hell, they usually feel as precarious as I often do. It is comforting, although that idealized dream is a nice motivator. Keep plugging.

Yep. And, just generally, traditional publishing--when you pull back the curtain--really isn't the Great and Mighty Oz it used to be. For a small percentage of authors, yes, but for the majority? Definitely not.

Also know that even when you don't post, we are lurking around your place, peeking into your domicile, at least once a day.

Would it kill you to do some dishes while you're there??

And I found myself thinking about ITW's observation the other day, too. Doesn't it make your year that we are contemplating your thread titles? That I was stopped at a red light, thinking, "Yes. Yes, ITW is correct. K has a thread title gift, and we could all learn from it. "Canada from A to Zed," for instance. Or, possibly your best, "How Much Do You Adore DGE? Take My Poll!" "

Just...*snort*

Oh K... I was just wondering how your roadtrip went. And now you brought my PMSy self on the verge of weeping the first thing this morning.

*hands tissue and chocolate*

My road trip was FAB, thanks! I will post some pics when I have time. We met our niece's new boyfriend...he is 6'10"! I've never met a person who makes L look short. Also, new BF owns a huge excavator and....

HE LET ME DRIVE IT AND DIG A HOLE!!!!

That has been one of my lifetime dreams, to operate heavy machinery. SO exciting!

Every damned time that I turn to myself and ask, "Self, why is it again that we just love Keroin to death?" you post one of these things and I remember.

Awwww, shucks.


OK, the work day awaits! Have a good one everyone!

 

[intothewoods]

That's cool, K. I have found this, too. People living the life you want or think you want are always idealized. When I get to know them or follow them on Twitter or FB, I realize, hell, they usually feel as precarious as I often do. It is comforting, although that idealized dream is a nice motivator. Keep plugging. Also know that even when you don't post, we are lurking around your place, peeking into your domicile, at least once a day.

And I found myself thinking about ITW's observation the other day, too. Doesn't it make your year that we are contemplating your thread titles? That I was stopped at a red light, thinking, "Yes. Yes, ITW is correct. K has a thread title gift, and we could all learn from it. "Canada from A to Zed," for instance. Or, possibly your best, "How Much Do You Adore DGE? Take My Poll!" "

OK, so this whole indie e-publishing thing is a shitload of work, compounded by the fact that my writing partner and I are learning as we go. Nothing like trying to learn a new business overnight, and be successful at it, with no budget!

THEN! Just as I was melting down in the face of Decision #186, for which I have no training and less skill, I went for coffee with an author friend. He is talented, experienced, published by one of the Big Six, has four Emmy awards, and basically 'living the dream' as I envisioned it...and his work life is every bit as meltdown-inducing as mine. I'll spare the gory details but let's just say I walked away feeling much better about my circumstances and my future.



And on another note...

To all my Lit pals, I may not post much when I'm swamped like this, but I do pop on and read at least once a day. I follow all your highs and lows - bad sinuses, vindictive ex-husbands, dating frustrations, school successes, yummy food, and small moments of happiness - and you are always in my thoughts. I feel sad at your struggles, and cheer your victories, however small they may seem to you. Even if you're only pixel people I've never met, I cherish this little corner of my e-life.

to all.

p.s. ITW, loved the note in your thread about how you were inspired by my clever titles. Maybe I should ditch the novel and write a book called, "Keroin's Best Thread Titles"?

I am too brain dead from my workout right now to say anything intelligent but this exchange is making me laugh (in a good way).

 

[cfuhrer]

So I read "Justine" a few weeks ago.
I didn't find it all that... I'm not sure what word I'm looking for, impact-ful, I guess.







Then, last night, I had a dream about blood letting. So apparently I was impacted in some way and just not aware of it.

 

[The_Librarian]

I should have been happy with what I had.

 

[gypsy*seer]

My boss just told me she's reading "Fifty Shades" (oh, it was a gift from a friend!).

I told her my pals (at Lit) were all over that...

AND a bag of chips! OH, SNAP!

 

[spaceche]

It's after I started spanking her last night...

...that we both found out how much she wanted me to spank her right at that moment... spanking against the run of play so to speak, with amazing results...

 

[Keroin]

When I wake up in the morning, I feel as if I am a thoroughbred with its nose pressed to the starting gate.

Eyes open.

Bell rings.

SHE'S OFF!

 

[Stella_Omega]

I'm off to pick up my friend from her first chemo session...

ETA: No, I'm not-- she called to say, they haven't even started the infusion. She'll be there untill about 2:00.

 

[gypsy*seer]

I'm off to pick up my friend from her first chemo session...

ETA: No, I'm not-- she called to say, they haven't even started the infusion. She'll be there untill about 2:00.

Good thoughts and super-positive Karma to your friend, Stella.

 

[the captians wench]

even from 3500+ miles away, he always knows just what to say to make me smile and feel so loved that I can face anything.

 

[seela]

I'm pretty sure cat is the longest animal in the world.

 

[BiBunny]

I'm at the beach...but it's storming. And it's supposed to all weekend.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

When I wake up in the morning, I feel as if I am a thoroughbred with its nose pressed to the starting gate.

Eyes open.

Bell rings.

SHE'S OFF!

Rode hard and put up wet!

I'm off to pick up my friend from her first chemo session...

ETA: No, I'm not-- she called to say, they haven't even started the infusion. She'll be there untill about 2:00.

Cancer sucks ass. And you are a good friend. to your friend.

I'm at the beach...but it's storming. And it's supposed to all weekend.

Yeah, but... Enforced rest time, right? The beach when it's raining is still... The beach. But if a dude in a raincoat and insect killer appears at your door, then yeah. All bets are off, and Zeus fucking HATES you.

 

[Keroin]

OK, rough draft of the book cover is promising! Yay! Sure, it will never be something you'd want to frame and hang on your wall but at least it doesn't look like I made it...which would look like a blind 5-year-old made it.