This is Forty-Four

I wasn’t sure I should post about this. I’m still not sure, but I’m doing it anyway. Yesterday was not good. Bad air quality, and me overexerting myself to get an order ready to ship that wasn’t on the schedule (thank you, logistics, for dropping the fucking ball) lead to me breathing heavier than normal, hyperventilating, getting dizzier than I normally get (and I get several dizzy and/or lightheaded spells per day), and I went down. Fortunately I landed on my ass. I was trying to sit down on a pallet of boxes and missed. I was on the warehouse floor for probably a good fifteen minutes until I had enough wind back to get up and move.

I’m beyond tired of this. I’m getting worse and there are no answers in sight. The funny thing is, during this whole thing, the cardiology lab called and left a message for me, wanting to confirm my echocardiogram appointment for Monday, as well as ask some pre-screening questions. When I was able to call back, I got the voicemail. No one has called me back, and every time I call them I get the damned voicemail again!

Sorry for the bitch session. I’m just over this whole thing. As of the 20th of this month, I will have been unwell for fully half the year.

To thank you all for your patience, here’s a little clue at to who my favorite band is, and what my favorite album is.
 
I wasn’t sure I should post about this. I’m still not sure, but I’m doing it anyway. Yesterday was not good. Bad air quality, and me overexerting myself to get an order ready to ship that wasn’t on the schedule (thank you, logistics, for dropping the fucking ball) lead to me breathing heavier than normal, hyperventilating, getting dizzier than I normally get (and I get several dizzy and/or lightheaded spells per day), and I went down. Fortunately I landed on my ass. I was trying to sit down on a pallet of boxes and missed. I was on the warehouse floor for probably a good fifteen minutes until I had enough wind back to get up and move.

I’m beyond tired of this. I’m getting worse and there are no answers in sight. The funny thing is, during this whole thing, the cardiology lab called and left a message for me, wanting to confirm my echocardiogram appointment for Monday, as well as ask some pre-screening questions. When I was able to call back, I got the voicemail. No one has called me back, and every time I call them I get the damned voicemail again!

Sorry for the bitch session. I’m just over this whole thing. As of the 20th of this month, I will have been unwell for fully half the year.

To thank you all for your patience, here’s a little clue at to who my favorite band is, and what my favorite album is.

I'm so sorry you are going through this. It is a super shitty situation. I hope the cardiologist gets to the bottom of this.

Lol, how did I know? It's a great album. 😝 You look sexy in spite of everything. 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
 
I wasn’t sure I should post about this. I’m still not sure, but I’m doing it anyway. Yesterday was not good. Bad air quality, and me overexerting myself to get an order ready to ship that wasn’t on the schedule (thank you, logistics, for dropping the fucking ball) lead to me breathing heavier than normal, hyperventilating, getting dizzier than I normally get (and I get several dizzy and/or lightheaded spells per day), and I went down. Fortunately I landed on my ass. I was trying to sit down on a pallet of boxes and missed. I was on the warehouse floor for probably a good fifteen minutes until I had enough wind back to get up and move.

I’m beyond tired of this. I’m getting worse and there are no answers in sight. The funny thing is, during this whole thing, the cardiology lab called and left a message for me, wanting to confirm my echocardiogram appointment for Monday, as well as ask some pre-screening questions. When I was able to call back, I got the voicemail. No one has called me back, and every time I call them I get the damned voicemail again!

Sorry for the bitch session. I’m just over this whole thing. As of the 20th of this month, I will have been unwell for fully half the year.

To thank you all for your patience, here’s a little clue at to who my favorite band is, and what my favorite album is.

Floyd is awesome in concert!

I do hope things start to turn better for you Drac, it has to be tiring to be sick for this long. HUGS! :heart:
 
I'm so sorry you are going through this. It is a super shitty situation. I hope the cardiologist gets to the bottom of this.

Lol, how did I know? It's a great album. 😝 You look sexy in spite of everything. 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

Tomorrow is the echocardiogram, so we’ll see what happens.

One of the great things about working for a classic rock radio station for fourteen years was having easy access to most of Pink Floyd’s catalogue.

Floyd is awesome in concert!

I do hope things start to turn better for you Drac, it has to be tiring to be sick for this long. HUGS! :heart:

The last time Floyd toured, I was a senior in high school. My buddies all went when they played the Oakland Colosseum, and didn’t even ask if I wanted to come along. The assholes don’t even remember the show; they were all stoned out of their minds.

No pics today, I’m afraid. Friday’s excitement took more out of me than I thought. Grocery shopping yesterday completely wore me out. I’m not looking forward to Monday. I’m working half a day before my appointment.
 
I wasn’t sure I should post about this. I’m still not sure, but I’m doing it anyway. Yesterday was not good. Bad air quality, and me overexerting myself to get an order ready to ship that wasn’t on the schedule (thank you, logistics, for dropping the fucking ball) lead to me breathing heavier than normal, hyperventilating, getting dizzier than I normally get (and I get several dizzy and/or lightheaded spells per day), and I went down. Fortunately I landed on my ass. I was trying to sit down on a pallet of boxes and missed. I was on the warehouse floor for probably a good fifteen minutes until I had enough wind back to get up and move.

I’m beyond tired of this. I’m getting worse and there are no answers in sight. The funny thing is, during this whole thing, the cardiology lab called and left a message for me, wanting to confirm my echocardiogram appointment for Monday, as well as ask some pre-screening questions. When I was able to call back, I got the voicemail. No one has called me back, and every time I call them I get the damned voicemail again!

Sorry for the bitch session. I’m just over this whole thing. As of the 20th of this month, I will have been unwell for fully half the year.

To thank you all for your patience, here’s a little clue at to who my favorite band is, and what my favorite album is.


Uggh...sorry Drac...it's really been a tough year for you. I'm keeping you in my thoughts...hope you get some answers soon. Love the boxers :heart:
 
It’s Monday. It’s also the day of my echocardiogram. I’m not freaking out over it, nor do I think I’ll get any answers. In fact, I’m certain this test, like all the others, will come back normal.

Needless to say, I’m not in the best of headspaces today. Because of that, today’s Monday Moon is from the archive, and there’s a little more than just my ass. I hope it’s satisfactory.

https://imgur.com/a/YgDD51X
 
I missed so much being away. I enjoyed all the pics, especially since I am a Pink Floyd fan thanks to my pops. He is a big fan and introduced me to some amazing rock music (to my mother’s dismay) from a young age. I am sorry about the horrible day. I have you in all my positive thoughts. I hope you get answers but I understand your outlook. Instead of naughty thoughts (which still are around) I just want to comfort you today.
 
It’s Monday. It’s also the day of my echocardiogram. I’m not freaking out over it, nor do I think I’ll get any answers. In fact, I’m certain this test, like all the others, will come back normal.

Needless to say, I’m not in the best of headspaces today. Because of that, today’s Monday Moon is from the archive, and there’s a little more than just my ass. I hope it’s satisfactory.

https://imgur.com/a/YgDD51X

I wish I could give you a hug! I think you need it. I'll keep my fingers crossed that they do find some answers soon.

And you have a great full moon with extras! It's more than satisfactory! It needs a nice groping...😈😈😈😈😈
 
It’s Monday. It’s also the day of my echocardiogram. I’m not freaking out over it, nor do I think I’ll get any answers. In fact, I’m certain this test, like all the others, will come back normal.

Needless to say, I’m not in the best of headspaces today. Because of that, today’s Monday Moon is from the archive, and there’s a little more than just my ass. I hope it’s satisfactory.

https://imgur.com/a/YgDD51X

I hope you do get some answers, it's no fun not knowing anything.

It's more than satisfactory, Drac!! :heart:
 
I missed so much being away. I enjoyed all the pics, especially since I am a Pink Floyd fan thanks to my pops. He is a big fan and introduced me to some amazing rock music (to my mother’s dismay) from a young age. I am sorry about the horrible day. I have you in all my positive thoughts. I hope you get answers but I understand your outlook. Instead of naughty thoughts (which still are around) I just want to comfort you today.

You are such a sweetheart, and I appreciate you. Thank you for being such a dear friend.

I wish I could give you a hug! I think you need it. I'll keep my fingers crossed that they do find some answers soon.

And you have a great full moon with extras! It's more than satisfactory! It needs a nice groping...😈😈😈😈😈

I would gladly accept that hug. I like hugs. One can never receive enough hugs.

I hope you do get some answers, it's no fun not knowing anything.

It's more than satisfactory, Drac!! :heart:

Thank you, Tali.
 
Yesterday’s echocardiogram went off without a hitch. I got to see the waveform of my own heartbeat, which was interesting to me as someone who used to work with sound. I have no idea what they’re looking for and, to be honest, I’m certain it’s going to come back normal. I’m psyching myself up so I don’t get too disappointed. I even got my flu shot while I was at it yesterday. I don’t need to get sick with the flu while I’m dealing with this.

It’s Just the Tip Tuesday, so here’s a shot of him kind of peaking out.

https://imgur.com/a/3XOZW5Z
 
Yesterday’s echocardiogram went off without a hitch. I got to see the waveform of my own heartbeat, which was interesting to me as someone who used to work with sound. I have no idea what they’re looking for and, to be honest, I’m certain it’s going to come back normal. I’m psyching myself up so I don’t get too disappointed. I even got my flu shot while I was at it yesterday. I don’t need to get sick with the flu while I’m dealing with this.

It’s Just the Tip Tuesday, so here’s a shot of him kind of peaking out.

https://imgur.com/a/3XOZW5Z

I think wants to come say "hi!" And so do I!
 
Yesterday’s echocardiogram went off without a hitch. I got to see the waveform of my own heartbeat, which was interesting to me as someone who used to work with sound. I have no idea what they’re looking for and, to be honest, I’m certain it’s going to come back normal. I’m psyching myself up so I don’t get too disappointed. I even got my flu shot while I was at it yesterday. I don’t need to get sick with the flu while I’m dealing with this.

It’s Just the Tip Tuesday, so here’s a shot of him kind of peaking out.

https://imgur.com/a/3XOZW5Z

Another great JtTT picture, Drac!! I hope the test is good news! :heart:
 
Yesterday’s echocardiogram went off without a hitch. I got to see the waveform of my own heartbeat, which was interesting to me as someone who used to work with sound. I have no idea what they’re looking for and, to be honest, I’m certain it’s going to come back normal. I’m psyching myself up so I don’t get too disappointed. I even got my flu shot while I was at it yesterday. I don’t need to get sick with the flu while I’m dealing with this.

It’s Just the Tip Tuesday, so here’s a shot of him kind of peaking out.

https://imgur.com/a/3XOZW5Z

The results came back normal, just like all the others, so I’m no closer to learning why I struggle to breathe.

I’m ready to just give up.

Sorry you didn't get the answers you were hoping for Drac...but don't give up! Sending you hugs and kisses and good vibes...and thanks for the little peek :kiss:
 
Sorry you didn't get the answers you were hoping for Drac...but don't give up! Sending you hugs and kisses and good vibes...and thanks for the little peek :kiss:

Thank you, friend.

I’m not going to lie, I’m kind of a mess today. I got less than three hours of sleep, and I had an emotional breakdown after I got home from work yesterday. I couldn’t feel more unsexy if I tried. I’m going to take a couple days to get my head screwed back on right, and will hopefully be back in time for a Full Frontal Friday. Thank you all for being patient with me. When I started this thread back in July, I’d hoped I had made it beyond the hard part. 2020 decided it wasn’t done with me yet.
 
Thank you, friend.

I’m not going to lie, I’m kind of a mess today. I got less than three hours of sleep, and I had an emotional breakdown after I got home from work yesterday. I couldn’t feel more unsexy if I tried. I’m going to take a couple days to get my head screwed back on right, and will hopefully be back in time for a Full Frontal Friday. Thank you all for being patient with me. When I started this thread back in July, I’d hoped I had made it beyond the hard part. 2020 decided it wasn’t done with me yet.

HUGS!! Take care of YOU, Drac, we'll wait here for you! :kiss:
 
I wish I could report that I’m feeling better, but I’m not. I was sent home from work again yesterday. I didn’t even make it an hour. At least this time I didn’t fall out on the shipping floor. This time I fell in the locker room when I was changing out of my uniform.

I’m finally getting an in-person appointment with my doctor on Monday. We’ll see if she has any ideas. The constant shortness of breath, and the pain and tightness in my chest got old a long time ago.

Okay, the update is out of the way, so now it’s Full Frontal Friday! It’s another archive pic, I’m afraid. I don’t feel particularly sexy right now, and I don’t want to fake it.

https://imgur.com/a/HaXuNfs
 
I wish I could report that I’m feeling better, but I’m not. I was sent home from work again yesterday. I didn’t even make it an hour. At least this time I didn’t fall out on the shipping floor. This time I fell in the locker room when I was changing out of my uniform.

I’m finally getting an in-person appointment with my doctor on Monday. We’ll see if she has any ideas. The constant shortness of breath, and the pain and tightness in my chest got old a long time ago.

Okay, the update is out of the way, so now it’s Full Frontal Friday! It’s another archive pic, I’m afraid. I don’t feel particularly sexy right now, and I don’t want to fake it.

https://imgur.com/a/HaXuNfs

Maybe you'll get some answers with the in-person appointment, Drac, I hope so!!

Thank you for the archive picture!! :heart:
 
Thank you, friend.

I’m not going to lie, I’m kind of a mess today. I got less than three hours of sleep, and I had an emotional breakdown after I got home from work yesterday. I couldn’t feel more unsexy if I tried. I’m going to take a couple days to get my head screwed back on right, and will hopefully be back in time for a Full Frontal Friday. Thank you all for being patient with me. When I started this thread back in July, I’d hoped I had made it beyond the hard part. 2020 decided it wasn’t done with me yet.

:heart::heart::heart:

I wish I could report that I’m feeling better, but I’m not. I was sent home from work again yesterday. I didn’t even make it an hour. At least this time I didn’t fall out on the shipping floor. This time I fell in the locker room when I was changing out of my uniform.

I’m finally getting an in-person appointment with my doctor on Monday. We’ll see if she has any ideas. The constant shortness of breath, and the pain and tightness in my chest got old a long time ago.

Okay, the update is out of the way, so now it’s Full Frontal Friday! It’s another archive pic, I’m afraid. I don’t feel particularly sexy right now, and I don’t want to fake it.

https://imgur.com/a/HaXuNfs

I'll be thinking of you....thanks for thinking of us even when you're feeling so shitty xxoo
 
Since it’s October, today we’re going with a horror movie theme. I got these after It Chapter 1 came out. It’s the lover/loser message written on Eddie’s cast by one of the mean girls he went to school with.

I could make a self deprecating lover or loser joke, but I get the feeling I’d get yelled at.
 
Since it’s October, today we’re going with a horror movie theme. I got these after It Chapter 1 came out. It’s the lover/loser message written on Eddie’s cast by one of the mean girls he went to school with.

I could make a self deprecating lover or loser joke, but I get the feeling I’d get yelled at.

I don't know what any of that is...I don't do horror stuff. But I do appreciate the pic...thanks Drac :heart:
 
I don't know what any of that is...I don't do horror stuff. But I do appreciate the pic...thanks Drac :heart:

The It films were based on a Stephen King novel. Chapter 1 took place in 1988 and Chapter 2 took place in 2019. The novel jumped back and forth between 1957 and the then modern day of 1986. They’re good movies, but I like horror and Stephen King.

I’m glad you like the pic! I’m trying to figure out some Halloween-ish stuff I can post.
 
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