What do you struggle most with about your position?

[Stella_Omega]

Allocating enough vital qi to my sex life.

This.

 

[scraggles]

Being patient enough to wait for Master to "Play with me"...seems I need his touch more frequently than he desires mine...But its always worth the wait...WOW...LOL...

 

[Passing]

I struggle with the odd compuntion to thow myself at the feet of perfectly dominant males...

Sigh!

My only saving grace is they are so hard to find...

 

[gypsy*seer]

I am a very stubborn and indignant woman. His will is foreign to me, and the force of it makes me combative.

I must still have a lot to learn.

(at times...)

 

[slavebitch]

I struggle with the odd compuntion to thow myself at the feet of perfectly dominant males...

Sigh!

My only saving grace is they are so hard to find...

this.
times a million.

 

[Passing]

this.
times a million.

Is this urge also accompanied by the unexpainable absence of clothing?

 

[slavebitch]

Is this urge also accompanied by the unexpainable absence of clothing?

yes! All the time

 

[Passing]

Does that make us pitiful or something?

 

[slavebitch]

Does that make us pitiful or something?

nah, not at all

 

[Stella_Omega]

Is this urge also accompanied by the unexpainable absence of clothing?

And the presence of pretty collars with pearl studs and gold buckles?

 

[slavebitch]

And the presence of pretty collars with pearl studs and gold buckles?

I wish I had a pretty collar. I've always wanted one.

 

[Adakgirl]

Not being able to live it 24/7.

 

[Passing]

(Sigh)

(Daydreaming)
Yeah, one of those with pretty little chains that run all the way down to cuffs.
I can wear it under my clothes and feel them caressing my skin all day...

Oh sorry.

Alas I now struggle with the absence of a collar...

 

[Teaser_Girl]

Oh, how I hate the distance. I'm very lucky... we get to see each other a couple times a year. But the distance is still hard.

One of the hardest things is not throwing an all-out fit at the airport when its time to say good bye. Last time, I flew to him. I just wanted to drop to my knees at his feet and beg for him to take me home with him and never let me go. I know that saying no to me would be hard on him so I managed to hold it together.

 

[Teaser_Girl]

(Sigh)

(Daydreaming)
Yeah, one of those with pretty little chains that run all the way down to cuffs.
I can wear it under my clothes and feel them caressing my skin all day...

Oh sorry.

Alas I now struggle with the absence of a collar...

I'm very lucky. I have a beautiful collar. I hate when I start to take it for granted though. Some mornings, I put it on without really thinking about how important and special it is. I kick myself later for doing that.

When you get a collar, make sure you realize how amazing it is to have it... and never forget that.

 

[shy slave]

Obeying when I absolutely do not agree with what he wants me to do (Snip).

In the past this has been the hardest thing, mixed with wanting to understand why, which sometimes has no answer.


I think the difficulties had an adverse effect on my vanilla life

 

[Passing]

I'm very lucky. I have a beautiful collar. I hate when I start to take it for granted though. Some mornings, I put it on without really thinking about how important and special it is. I kick myself later for doing that.

When you get a collar, make sure you realize how amazing it is to have it... and never forget that.

Sigh, if only.

(In search of validation Passing has provided a collar for herself for Valentines Day in a short story all her own. It's not the same, but maybe it will ease the pain.)

 

[DVS]

My position? Struggle? First you need a position to struggle with. Been there, done that and got a T-shirt. But I'd really like to go there again. If I could just get the chance, she'll struggle this time.

 

[kimuk]

Realising that he does actually know whats best for me and keeping to the rules 24/7

 

[Honed_Hunger]

I want to paint my face with a woman's blood.

Estrogen-based warpaint loses it kink value after you use it a few times.

 

[mechanized]

The hardest thing for me is that our relationship is long distance and I haven't seen Him in months, and it makes cheating out of doing things and just lying very tempting if its something I don't want to do.

This, basically. That and trusting that our relationship/connection is strong enough to withstand the distance (which time can only prove, I suppose).

 

[redheadedtxn]

Mine isn't long distance, and I see Master almost daily. Our play-times are limited though (my son lives with me)...schedule conflicts, etc. It's difficult to see him so often and not just fall to my knees whenever ....
I crave more playtime, but realistically...I know it just "is what it is" right now.
Could be it stays so hot and exciting and fresh because we are not playing all the time!

Guess the hardest part is not being bratty or whiny and "demanding" more of Master. In the past I've always been used to getting what I want, and Right Away. This relationship has helped me become more patient.

 

[neci]

Submitting to a person who doesn't see it, need it, or appreciate it.

 

[kimuk]

Waiting.......i feel feel as if i'm waiting until he's available......makes me bad tempered and listless......makes me crave his attention more

 

[justnoldfriend]

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