When did you first know?

it was never really about "rough sex" for me, so much as the feeling of being totally used by my sexual partner. of only catering to/serving their needs, and of my partner not trying to please me physically at all. that has always been what i needed, and though i wouldn't have been able to express it at the time, i always knew that was how i needed sex in order to find it enjoyable, from the time i became consentually sexually active, at age 13/14.
 
A year ago.
I woke up in many ways that day. It's funny, but i can still see the way the room looked and still feel the euphoria from being set free.
 
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