You can now call me the bionic single Dom
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FurryFury said:Heh heh!
Sir Richard we need to get you a date. Was she single?
Fury
She was very single and very young
ya I could use a date
no
change that
a blow job would do
Really the experenced brought back so many memories
and emotions
some good
some not so good
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Richard49 said:She was very single and very young
ya I could use a date
no
change that
a blow job would do
Really the experenced brought back so many memories
and emotions
some good
some not so good
So my question is about the not so nice parts, did they surpass the nice parts? In other words did you want to fuck her or rape her or what? Just curious I know some who have this whole anger fuck thing going on.
Fury
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FurryFury said:So my question is about the not so nice parts, did they surpass the nice parts? In other words did you want to fuck her or rape her or what? Just curious I know some who have this whole anger fuck thing going on.
Fury
the not so nice feelings had to do with my experence in VN
I did not want to harm her
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not a good day
Day or so ago
I gave myself the treat of a mancure
the person who did it was a young VN woman
she/the experence/something triggered a lot of feelings
erotic/sensious/erotic/lustful towards her
and lots of "stuff" from the war
my PTSD
today I had a les than encouraging conversation with VFW cardiology
for the first time in a couple of years
I am angry and reserntful towards the Drs that brought me back to life in 1992
and many since ...... I am angry that I am alive
I have to wonder how the world has profited
from my continued existence
I know the pain that I have felt staying alive
not the physical
though there has been that
but the battles of living life on lifes terms
there really is no point
[no I am not sucidal .... ]
Day or so ago
I gave myself the treat of a mancure
the person who did it was a young VN woman
she/the experence/something triggered a lot of feelings
erotic/sensious/erotic/lustful towards her
and lots of "stuff" from the war
my PTSD
today I had a les than encouraging conversation with VFW cardiology
for the first time in a couple of years
I am angry and reserntful towards the Drs that brought me back to life in 1992
and many since ...... I am angry that I am alive
I have to wonder how the world has profited
from my continued existence
I know the pain that I have felt staying alive
not the physical
though there has been that
but the battles of living life on lifes terms
there really is no point
[no I am not sucidal .... ]
Richard49
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FurryFury said:I am saddened to hear you are having a bad day Sir Richard!
Is there anything at all I can do to help?
Yes bad thoughts which lead to bad questions as above.
Fury
I can not think of anything anyone can do
I have to go off to a VFW meeting tonight
I must have been insane for agreeing to hold offices there again
no question is bad
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Richard49 said:
*grins*
When you say questions are all good.
*saddens at above statement*
I wish I could help you in some way. Fire some endorphins for you. Give you a manicure as well.
*winks*
Perhaps bring you hot cross buns and warm soothing fluids.
Fury
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FurryFury said:*grins*
When you say questions are all good.
*saddens at above statement*
I wish I could help you in some way. Fire some endorphins for you. Give you a manicure as well.
*winks*
Perhaps bring you hot cross buns and warm soothing fluids.
Fury
Thank you
you are a sweet young ....let's see..... young......... woman
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“The ability to ask the right question is more than half the battle of
finding the answer.”
- Thomas J. Watson, Sr.
“No man really becomes a fool until he stops asking questions.”
- Charles Steinmetz
“Questions drive results. They program how we behave and what kinds of
outcomes are possible.”
- Marilee G. Adams
finding the answer.”
- Thomas J. Watson, Sr.
“No man really becomes a fool until he stops asking questions.”
- Charles Steinmetz
“Questions drive results. They program how we behave and what kinds of
outcomes are possible.”
- Marilee G. Adams
