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[Bandit58]

Hi Richard
Master has been ill again but on the road to recovery, lack of decent sleep has seen me in a constant state of tiredness for the last couple of weeks but the treatment will be finished in a few more days.

We have decided to postpone our wedding until next year, what with Master being ill so much we are running out of time to organise anything and finances are a bit of a struggle right now. Over the next few months we have two vehicles to register and the car needs work done on the front suspension plus a tune up so most of our spare cash will have to go on that - a car is essential so we can get to appointments, hospitals and Master's beloved Speedway starts in about 3 more weeks so we need to be able to get there!

He goes to the cardiologist in a couple of weeks, He had a MRI which showed some problems which need fixing, hopefully without major surgery I go to the gynacologist Monday week, hopefully a minor problem can be fixed without too much bother. I have orders from Master not to get sick It sounds like we both are falling apart doesn't it!!

How is lady_kat, haven't seen her around in a while, hope she is ok

 

[Richard49]

21 on Sept 23

Good month for the world, eh?

AMEN !!!!

 

[Richard49]

Hi Richard
Master has been ill again but on the road to recovery, lack of decent sleep has seen me in a constant state of tiredness for the last couple of weeks but the treatment will be finished in a few more days.

We have decided to postpone our wedding until next year, what with Master being ill so much we are running out of time to organise anything and finances are a bit of a struggle right now. Over the next few months we have two vehicles to register and the car needs work done on the front suspension plus a tune up so most of our spare cash will have to go on that - a car is essential so we can get to appointments, hospitals and Master's beloved Speedway starts in about 3 more weeks so we need to be able to get there!

He goes to the cardiologist in a couple of weeks, He had a MRI which showed some problems which need fixing, hopefully without major surgery I go to the gynacologist Monday week, hopefully a minor problem can be fixed without too much bother. I have orders from Master not to get sick It sounds like we both are falling apart doesn't it!!

How is lady_kat, haven't seen her around in a while, hope she is ok

lady_kat recently went through another round of chemo
but she has been keeping her self busy
and her husbands employment is resolved
at lest for the present

any surgery is risky
had a friend recently who would not listen to this old man
and went in for minor knee surgery
local anesthesthic
and he almost died

my prayers are with you both

 

[lady-kat]

Hi Richard
Master has been ill again but on the road to recovery, lack of decent sleep has seen me in a constant state of tiredness for the last couple of weeks but the treatment will be finished in a few more days.

We have decided to postpone our wedding until next year, what with Master being ill so much we are running out of time to organise anything and finances are a bit of a struggle right now. Over the next few months we have two vehicles to register and the car needs work done on the front suspension plus a tune up so most of our spare cash will have to go on that - a car is essential so we can get to appointments, hospitals and Master's beloved Speedway starts in about 3 more weeks so we need to be able to get there!

He goes to the cardiologist in a couple of weeks, He had a MRI which showed some problems which need fixing, hopefully without major surgery I go to the gynacologist Monday week, hopefully a minor problem can be fixed without too much bother. I have orders from Master not to get sick It sounds like we both are falling apart doesn't it!!

How is lady_kat, haven't seen her around in a while, hope she is ok

Hi Bandit

I'm sorry to read of more trips to the doctors for you and your Master.
I hope he and you recover from this latest round very soon. Doctors and being sick just suck - I sure can sympathise (sp?)

I am doing ok. the last round of chemo took it out of me a bit more. blood transfusions, trips to the clinic, etc. I've been hanging out on my front porch enjoying my garden for the most part - and doing a few odd projects here and there. even painted my porch a few weeks ago ;-)
(hehe. ok. it's a pretty dinky porch, but hey...lol)

sending prayers for you and Master. I'm thinking it's about time you both caught a break {big hugs}

 

[Bandit58]

*Hugs for lady_kat*

Master went to His renal clinic this afternoon and the specialist was pleased with His test results, I stayed home and had a nap because I was kept awake last night. Poor Master had leg cramps off and on which would wake Him up and He'd have to leap out of bed to get rid of them, which meant waking me up with a fright

Either He is carrying too much fluid or we use a more concentrated solution to get it off and He ends up cramping. Even fingers and soles of feet, He just coughed today and got a cramp in His rib cage

Hopefully with the weather warming up the chance of more infections will lessen. Apparently it has been a bad year for it, Master has had three bouts of peritonitis since April. We are both so sick of Him being sick!

I hope the chemo treatment has been worth it for you, and glad you had the energy to paint the porch I am getting to know my way around the hospital here quite well now! We have been to so many of the departments - renal, cardiology, radiology, breast screen and gynacology, plus emergency last year when Master had His first bout of peritonitis.....wondering how many are left lol

 

[lady-kat]

*Hugs for lady_kat*

Master went to His renal clinic this afternoon and the specialist was pleased with His test results, I stayed home and had a nap because I was kept awake last night. Poor Master had leg cramps off and on which would wake Him up and He'd have to leap out of bed to get rid of them, which meant waking me up with a fright

Either He is carrying too much fluid or we use a more concentrated solution to get it off and He ends up cramping. Even fingers and soles of feet, He just coughed today and got a cramp in His rib cage

Hopefully with the weather warming up the chance of more infections will lessen. Apparently it has been a bad year for it, Master has had three bouts of peritonitis since April. We are both so sick of Him being sick!

I hope the chemo treatment has been worth it for you, and glad you had the energy to paint the porch I am getting to know my way around the hospital here quite well now! We have been to so many of the departments - renal, cardiology, radiology, breast screen and gynacology, plus emergency last year when Master had His first bout of peritonitis.....wondering how many are left lol

Bandit. thank you for the hugs. today was sure a day I could use them *smile*
chemo has (I hope ;-) been worth it. I'll know about that for sure within a month or so when I have a CT.
I hope your Master improves soon. I can sure understand about being sick of being sick {{hugs right back to you both}}

 

[Richard49]

I see paw prints here
I would have thought that lady_kat had been thoughj
but no fresh coffee or sweet rolls

BTW lady_kat's Dr told her today she may be gettign well enough
for a transplant

 

[FurryFury]

Hi Sir Richard!

I'm happy for you Kat!

That is great news!!!

Hi Bandit!

I'm sending good vibes your way!

Hi Jasonlf!

So what's the topic of the day guys? Anyone want some blueberries and cream?

Fury

 

[Richard49]

Hi Sir Richard!

Anyone want some blueberries and cream?

Fury

Me !!!!!!

 

[Richard49]

Hi Sir Richard!


So what's the topic of the day guys?

Fury

Anal Sex...how you like it

Notice I did not say do you like it

 

[FurryFury]

Me !!!!!!

Feeds you blueberries and cream.

*smiles*

I like it on my hand and knees best. I just like it most anyway though.

How about you? *grins*

Fury

 

[Richard49]

Feeds you blueberries and cream.

*smiles*

I like it on my hand and knees best. I just like it most anyway though.

How about you? *grins*

Fury

another bite please

I always perfer to see her face/eyes
but ...... my mood determines a lot

 

[FurryFury]

another bite please

I always perfer to see her face/eyes
but ...... my mood determines a lot

Ooh! I like how you use the "magic words!"

*Feeds you more and more smiling sweetly*

You mean you like to see her eyes excited and shining? Her face flushed and hot yet full of nearly perfect trust? Then perhaps a little stressed looking, as her orgasm is wrenching from her body, making her nerve endings twist and shudder around you?

Or perhaps you prefer to see a bit of fear and a tear or two?

Fury

 

[Richard49]

Ooh! I like how you use the "magic words!"

*Feeds you more and more smiling sweetly*

You mean you like to see her eyes excited and shining? Her face flushed and hot yet full of nearly perfect trust? Then perhaps a little stressed looking, as her orgasm is wrenching from her body, making her nerve endings twist and shudder around you?

Or perhaps you prefer to see a bit of fear and a tear or two?

Fury

yummy
I have not been feed in years

I had this sub named Linda
damn I was a fool for letting her out of my hands
oh well

I have been a fool many times

as to the reason I like ot look into her face

ya got them all

 

[FurryFury]

Want some more Sugah?

Cause I've got more!

Ooh! I got them ALL right? Too sweet!

*grins*

Fury

 

[Richard49]

I was a fool again recently

My experence over and over again teaches me two lessons
1) How every you want to word it or color it I am submissiveless and should stay that way
2) that the "I think I want to be a submissive but I really don't know and have no experence" turn out bad

Every submissive I have had ...well most of them started i this group and I got burned and over the last couple of years I have really gotten burned by this type
and I have just let it happen again....... they just seem to have no honor ...hell the last submissve I had an online relationship here ...well that's another story ...

yup
I need to take that toy bag down and give it away

 

[Richard49]

Ooh! I got them ALL right? Too sweet!

*grins*

Fury

yup !!!!

 

[FurryFury]

I was a fool again recently

My experence over and over again teaches me two lessons
1) How every you want to word it or color it I am submissiveless and should stay that way
2) that the "I think I want to be a submissive but I really don't know and have no experence" turn out bad

Every submissive I have had ...well most of them started i this group and I got burned and over the last couple of years I have really gotten burned by this type
and I have just let it happen again....... they just seem to have no honor ...hell the last submissve I had an online relationship here ...well that's another story ...

yup
I need to take that toy bag down and give it away

No Sir Richard. Surely not! You have a submisive in your future I'm sure of it!

*kisses gently*

I'm sorry a bout this turn of events but we all have them, don't we?

Things will get better.

Fury

 

[Richard49]

No Sir Richard. Surely not! You have a submisive in your future I'm sure of it!

*kisses gently*

I'm sorry a bout this turn of events but we all have them, don't we?

Things will get better.

Fury

I am ok with being without a submissive
I just allowed my hopes to get up
and than was smashed and smahed with a lie
(shaking my head)

Hell she approached me
and I saw all the signs
and should have said thanks but no thanks
but than I thought
"Richard you are just being parnoid
go along for the ride and see what happens"

I knew better but .......

oh well ........

 

[FurryFury]

Soothes, cuddles and feeds if allowed.

I'm sorry Sir Richard, truly.

Fury

 

[lady-kat]

I see paw prints here
I would have thought that lady_kat had been though
but no fresh coffee or sweet rolls

*blink blink*
<innocent look>
ooopsie.
guess it was my turn huh?

tho the blueberries sure sound way yummie-er

 

[FurryFury]

*blink blink*
<innocent look>
ooopsie.
guess it was my turn huh?

tho the blueberries sure sound way yummie-er

There is always another day to bring goodies!

*smiles*

Fury

 

[Richard49]

Soothes, cuddles and feeds if allowed.

I'm sorry Sir Richard, truly.

Fury

Always open to cuddles and being feed

But you have nothing to be sorry about

"we" can only be sorry for that which we need to make ammends about
and "we" can only make ammends for that which "we"
have done

 

[Richard49]

*blink blink*
<innocent look>
ooopsie.
guess it was my turn huh?

tho the blueberries sure sound way yummie-er

lady_kat in blue outfit
wanting blue berries

shaking head

where's the fresh coffee and my sandwich

 

[FurryFury]

Always open to cuddles and being feed

But you have nothing to be sorry about

"we" can only be sorry for that which we need to make ammends about
and "we" can only make ammends for that which "we"
have done

Hi Sir Richard!

I disagree. I can be sorry for many more things than that for which I need to make amends or have done in error.

I am a product of a certain generation raised in the South. As such I say "I'm sorry" easily. Children were always to blame for everything. They were to be differential to adults and know their place. My husband and I say it a lot by rote.

Further, in my first marriage, my husband required me to say I'm sorry about just everything. It took some mental gymnastics to do so. I had to lie a lot in both cases. Sometimes I'm sorry meant, I'm sorry I can't fucking kill your ass and get away with it. Sometimes it meant I'm sorry you are so damn dumb. Sometimes they/he had my head so turned around that I sincerely thought I was to blame for shit they/he did.

Now in this case, I was merely trying to be empathetic. I have lost people I cared about in my life for no good reason and it hurts. That is why I said I was sorry this time.

Fury