Every effort to improve your life will reap benefits eventually. Your health and your self-worth will improve and you will feel proud of what you have accomplished. You are a wonderful young lady with such a big heart and so much to give.
In the time you sent your texts until the moment you posted this.... could you have had an uplifting conversation with someone else that reduced your anxiety instead of increasing it? Your time and energy might be better used on someone who values your time and energy.
You’re an angel. Remeber?
Evidence just today points to the contrary
If only facts made the intrusive thoughts just disappear eh
The worst thing about online. Is it life happening or are they ignoring me? Stupid anxiety.
lol I typed it and then pushed the thought to the side. Pampered myself
He finally responded. Just life. But yeah distance, time difference…it all plays with your head!
There’s a lot of reasons 50 is scary. The looming deadline of income is one of the big ones. I understand. And I’m sorry.
This has been on my mind a lot lately, not only that but did something even worse happen. Not knowing eats away at you.
That gets me with people online. Hopefully they are just busy.
Closure matters. For sure. Having found an obituary, I’m honestly not sure I’d prefer it a mystery…but not knowing is hard too.
Unfortunately I may never know.
Truth is there’s no good way. Better if people just weren’t cowards I guess.
