Bethy Town

[Kinkykiff]

Im having a rough mh week.

“Rough” ..suicidal. Theres no real purpose to this other than needing to say it somewhere. Anywhere. And fuck it why not here. Something interesting between the tits i guess.

Please make sure you are safe and speak to someone who can support you

https://www.samaritans.org/

 

[n8Romantic]

Im having a rough mh week.

“Rough” ..suicidal. Theres no real purpose to this other than needing to say it somewhere. Anywhere. And fuck it why not here. Something interesting between the tits i guess.

Hope every things better, hugs if you need them.

 

[Replicant2018]

Im having a rough mh week.

“Rough” ..suicidal. Theres no real purpose to this other than needing to say it somewhere. Anywhere. And fuck it why not here. Something interesting between the tits i guess.

Sent you a pm.

 

[Beth87]

Thank you lovelies. Im trying to keep up with your amazing messages but im fatigued. So heres the tldr of it..

Took an overdose this morning and then spent the day in the emergency room having tests. Sent home without emergency intervention as just below threshold of toxicity. Now on way back to it because heart palpitations are not improving and nor is mental health.

Tbh im not sure where im at any more. Moments at a time and i feel myself. But mostly just playing ways to hurt myself that get around the household imposed suicide watch seems healthy of me! Feck sake

Im happy wherever you feel comfortable replying but i just cant write this over and over.

 

[LustyScribe]

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, Beth. You have family around you; focus on the positives. And please, let people help you. There is no shame in admitting, "I need help."

 

[filt]

Beth,

I am sure you have many lit members and people in the real world to rely upon. I have been in a similar place, there are days when the darkness descends and you fear going back.

It’s a fight worth having to stick around, it truly is. If you ever want a chat, you’re welcome.

Look after yourself and right now, even if it makes you feel guilty, you’re the priority.

Be kind to yourself and be mindful to what makes you happy and brings you calm.

 

[rulickable]

Very conservative dress code for work these days so here’s what lurks beneath

Hot and sexy on so many levels. In this ol country boys prayers.

 

[Openmarriageohio]

Thank you lovelies. Im trying to keep up with your amazing messages but im fatigued. So heres the tldr of it..

Took an overdose this morning and then spent the day in the emergency room having tests. Sent home without emergency intervention as just below threshold of toxicity. Now on way back to it because heart palpitations are not improving and nor is mental health.

Tbh im not sure where im at any more. Moments at a time and i feel myself. But mostly just playing ways to hurt myself that get around the household imposed suicide watch seems healthy of me! Feck sake

Im happy wherever you feel comfortable replying but i just cant write this over and over.

Hang in there. Thank you for the update.

 

[Todger65]

Sorry to hear this Beth. It is unfortunate that the MH services over here are stretched at the moment as so many more people are teetering on the edge due to lockdown.

My son is BiPolar, and it took a long time to work out the triggers that sent him down. Now we all know, including his own young kids, what to avoid. It isn’t perfect but it is manageable and has taken us a lot of years to get to this point. He is medicated to help, and over the past 10 years he has been able to reduce the dose to be workable without him dropping off the edge.

You really do need to talk to someone who understands and as has been mentioned, Samaritan’s is as good as any place to start. There are others and if you want I can look them up for you.

 

[RVB_1]

Thank you lovelies. Im trying to keep up with your amazing messages but im fatigued. So heres the tldr of it..

Took an overdose this morning and then spent the day in the emergency room having tests. Sent home without emergency intervention as just below threshold of toxicity. Now on way back to it because heart palpitations are not improving and nor is mental health.

Tbh im not sure where im at any more. Moments at a time and i feel myself. But mostly just playing ways to hurt myself that get around the household imposed suicide watch seems healthy of me! Feck sake

Im happy wherever you feel comfortable replying but i just cant write this over and over.

Hoping you find a way to figure things out, please seek help and find a calm peace in your mind.

 

[Tractorman999]

Thank you lovelies. Im trying to keep up with your amazing messages but im fatigued. So heres the tldr of it..

Took an overdose this morning and then spent the day in the emergency room having tests. Sent home without emergency intervention as just below threshold of toxicity. Now on way back to it because heart palpitations are not improving and nor is mental health.

Tbh im not sure where im at any more. Moments at a time and i feel myself. But mostly just playing ways to hurt myself that get around the household imposed suicide watch seems healthy of me! Feck sake

Im happy wherever you feel comfortable replying but i just cant write this over and over.

Please take care of yourself Beth, here if you want to chat

 

[Wageslave]

Anyone heard anything from Beth?
I hope she's feeling better than she did and will be chatting with us again soon

 

[Beth87]

Anyone heard anything from Beth?
I hope she's feeling better than she did and will be chatting with us again soon

Hey x

It was a wobbly time for a little while. The hospital discharged me same day as i wasnt bad enough to need emergency treatment. The house had to be cleared of all potential OD sources. I came close to trying again.

I guess 3 weeks isnt really much time at all and some days im still on that knife edge. But they other days im so far from that place id get whiplash trying to keep up with myself.


And i wanted to share some boobs but how to share them after the darkness

In either case im out of the bleakness enough to feel aroused today so on the way up

 

[LustyScribe]

Hey x

It was a wobbly time for a little while. The hospital discharged me same day as i wasnt bad enough to need emergency treatment. The house had to be cleared of all potential OD sources. I came close to trying again.

I guess 3 weeks isnt really much time at all and some days im still on that knife edge. But they other days im so far from that place id get whiplash trying to keep up with myself.


And i wanted to share some boobs but how to share them after the darkness

In either case im out of the bleakness enough to feel aroused today so on the way up

Well, you have our best wishes. Keep your eyes on the positives. I've been to that dark world, a pistol in my hand, trying to make it all go away. But better days DO come. So do more trials, too, but try to hold to the good. And find someone to trust, people to turn to when you need a "time out." There is no shame in asking for help.

 

[Shyguy1369]

Said this privately, but I'll say it here too. Made my night better hearing from you.
Here for you if you need me to be.
Glad to hear you're moving in a better direction.
((HUGGLES))

 

[Beth87]

You guys make me cry xx hugs xx

 

[drtshare]

You guys make me cry xx hugs xx

BIG HUG GLAD THINGS ARE LOOKING BETTER


old borg fred

well cry as you need big hug

 

[rulickable]

You guys make me cry xx hugs xx

Hang in there friend

 

[Wageslave]

Hey x

It was a wobbly time for a little while. The hospital discharged me same day as i wasnt bad enough to need emergency treatment. The house had to be cleared of all potential OD sources. I came close to trying again.

I guess 3 weeks isnt really much time at all and some days im still on that knife edge. But they other days im so far from that place id get whiplash trying to keep up with myself.


And i wanted to share some boobs but how to share them after the darkness

In either case im out of the bleakness enough to feel aroused today so on the way up

Just so relieved to hear from you again.
Always hear to listen

 

[RVB_1]

Hey x

It was a wobbly time for a little while. The hospital discharged me same day as i wasnt bad enough to need emergency treatment. The house had to be cleared of all potential OD sources. I came close to trying again.

I guess 3 weeks isnt really much time at all and some days im still on that knife edge. But they other days im so far from that place id get whiplash trying to keep up with myself.


And i wanted to share some boobs but how to share them after the darkness

In either case im out of the bleakness enough to feel aroused today so on the way up

It's good to hear from you. Looking forward to hearing from you again,

 

[Replicant2018]

Hey x

It was a wobbly time for a little while. The hospital discharged me same day as i wasnt bad enough to need emergency treatment. The house had to be cleared of all potential OD sources. I came close to trying again.

I guess 3 weeks isnt really much time at all and some days im still on that knife edge. But they other days im so far from that place id get whiplash trying to keep up with myself.


And i wanted to share some boobs but how to share them after the darkness

In either case im out of the bleakness enough to feel aroused today so on the way up

Beth
Glad to see you back and doing better. It will get better over time. Each day a step forward. Sending you positive thoughts.

 

[CanadianM]

Hang in there sexy lady.... everyone is cheering for you....

 

[Beth87]

I was reminiscing how i felt in this pic and it seems like a nice way to say thank you for your support xx

 

[drtshare]

I was reminiscing how i felt in this pic and it seems like a nice way to say thank you for your support xx

Beth, WOW LOVELY PICTURE!! BIG HUG

old borg fred

 

[Replicant2018]

I was reminiscing how i felt in this pic and it seems like a nice way to say thank you for your support xx

A big hug.