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ElusivButterfly said:Thanks to all who have kept my thread going...I will be honest...I do not pretend to know why....All I know is that I appreciate it...***** sucks big-time at this time....except for ya'll....I will be back when I can...r/l is tough right now (including my vacatiion)....I will or will not explain when I get back...all I know is that I am just as bad, if not worse, than before I went on a so-called vacatiion....Sorry ya'll but this is real life and it friggin sucks!

Traveler32 said:Well, the fact is, you being you and being around makes r/l immeasureably better for no small number of us.![]()
ElusivButterfly said:I love you Buddy....always have, always will....Thank you
Not sure if/when I will be back...Now is not a good time for me...I am not the happiest of campersSorry
rather embarrassing for me, for sure![]()

Sorry to hear r/l is not going so well. Just want you to know that we have missed you, and will be here to help if we can. I'm not sure how much help we can be over the net, but our thoughts are with you.ElusivButterfly said:Thanks to all who have kept my thread going...I will be honest...I do not pretend to know why....All I know is that I appreciate it...***** sucks big-time at this time....except for ya'll....I will be back when I can...r/l is tough right now (including my vacatiion)....I will or will not explain when I get back...all I know is that I am just as bad, if not worse, than before I went on a so-called vacatiion....Sorry ya'll but this is real life and it friggin sucks!

ElusivButterfly said:Thanks to all who have kept my thread going...I will be honest...I do not pretend to know why....All I know is that I appreciate it...***** sucks big-time at this time....except for ya'll....I will be back when I can...r/l is tough right now (including my vacatiion)....I will or will not explain when I get back...all I know is that I am just as bad, if not worse, than before I went on a so-called vacatiion....Sorry ya'll but this is real life and it friggin sucks!
Please know that I am here... 
Hey MElusivButterfly said:Thanks to all who have kept my thread going...I will be honest...I do not pretend to know why....All I know is that I appreciate it...***** sucks big-time at this time....except for ya'll....I will be back when I can...r/l is tough right now (including my vacatiion)....I will or will not explain when I get back...all I know is that I am just as bad, if not worse, than before I went on a so-called vacatiion....Sorry ya'll but this is real life and it friggin sucks!
Let us know what we can do.


Hey youElusivButterfly said:***blooper****
As always.... I am full of em!![]()
early to bed, early to rise...
Hey Michele...we're here for support in anyway we can...sweetieElusivButterfly said:Thank you both...I really need to talk to someone yet...I have no one to call....But I love you all regardless....I do not wnnt to just yo call someone just for this.....I will make due....I will get over it all, just as I always have.... I just wish I didn't have to bring this here....hell I wish I wasn't here....but I am me...just as I always have been....I cannot be here and be someone I am not....I am me...yuou are you....I love.........well...you know.....but right now I love ya'll for responding....I am trying to lose myself in Lit but my pain goes on.....I cannniot pretend something or somewhere I am not.....I am here and I am niot happy camper....I have both phones, for those who know the numbers...other than that....I am............ I dunno...lost?

Wake-up and know that there are plenty of people in this world that think you are great!! Camera or no!! We all have problems with the significant others and so we need to talk--sent you an IM if you wish ok if not ok too!! Take care and calm down your cool!!ElusivButterfly said:Ok...stupid I know but...I drank myself into a stooper last night...I think I am still half shot in the butt...but I am numb today...which is good...Have a nasty headache but not crying, so that is a good thing....I really do not feel much of anything...I know I will have to let it hit me at some point, but not right now...I can't believe I can even sit here and talk about it but I guess that is what the numbing does for ya?
Maybe in time he and I will work things out, but I just do not see it right now...I guess I should just drink some more, get my camera out and take pics...lol
Geeeez....I keep wondering why things have to be so tough?