By My Window
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fieryjen
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So I'm a monthly nominee. I'm really excited about that, This is the first time I've made that list (or any other on here). Possibly the most twisted story I've ever written too. I had doubts whether to even post it, but apparently, it's been well liked.
In other news, I've just randomly watched a bunch of hardcore BDSM porn. I'm completely desensitized. Holy crap.
In other news, I've just randomly watched a bunch of hardcore BDSM porn. I'm completely desensitized. Holy crap.
fieryjen
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It's even hotter in a hotel room in London, where you can do some serious roleplaying without fear of meeting people you know or worrying about waking up your neighbors.ShyGuy68 said:Oh my, oh my, you dressed as a french maid, now that just got to be HOT
ShyGuy68
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Damn that sounds like a story I would like to read!fieryjen said:It's even hotter in a hotel room in London, where you can do some serious roleplaying without fear of meeting people you know or worrying about waking up your neighbors.
walrus1153
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fieryjen said:
A well deserved nomination. I read your story the other day and thought it was a great read. Very sexy and arousing. I hope you continue. Thanks.
Regarding the hardcore BDSM porn, I can relate. I had a friend once who gave me a few compilations of older BDSM films which I watched over a week's time. He knew I was interested in it for some time and wanted me to see the "real" scene. Talk about overload! Took me a long while to process it all. Fortunately, I got over it.
fieryjen
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Thank you very muchwalrus1153 said:A well deserved nomination. I read your story the other day and thought it was a great read. Very sexy and arousing. I hope you continue. Thanks.
Regarding the hardcore BDSM porn, I can relate. I had a friend once who gave me a few compilations of older BDSM films which I watched over a week's time. He knew I was interested in it for some time and wanted me to see the "real" scene. Talk about overload! Took me a long while to process it all. Fortunately, I got over it.
I'm glad to hear that you took the time to read the story. The way I felt after watching the porn wasn't the same, but comparable with the way I feel after a very intense scene (which I rarely have, since S. limits tend to be lower than mine). The more he uses and degrades me, the more time I need afterwards to recover and feel like a human being again. It doesn't happen right away, it takes quite some time. Just watching those fairly extreme things gave me a taste of that.
It's not necessarily a bad feeling (most of the time it's not, actually). But my day-to-day, outside world persona does have trouble accepting the slut inside, since they're so different. And I need a transitional period to shift from one to the other.
If that makes any sense.
