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Oh what a pleasure it would be to have my way with you while your restrained and aroused...
Oh what a pleasure it would be to have my way with you while your restrained and aroused...
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Thank you.ShyGuy68 said:I would never start a voting thread. There are just so many beautiful women here on lit, that I would never be able to pick one over another.
And you sure are one hot woman! Your boyfriend is very lucky to have you
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Well I'm glad that the matter has been attended too and that you are doing well plus S managed to make you feel so good as well.
I read Addiction the other day once more, probably my third time. I must admit I simply love that story, you really need to do another in such a manner.
I also must give you credit for coming to understand so much of who you are and what your true nature is. I know for many coming to balance both aspects of one self is not easy, it is tough for some to do and it takes time but experience and that time makes all things possible. I'm sure having S there to help you also is a huge benefit of that enabling you to enjoy so much of life and it's pleasures that many people know nothing about.
I read Addiction the other day once more, probably my third time. I must admit I simply love that story, you really need to do another in such a manner.
I also must give you credit for coming to understand so much of who you are and what your true nature is. I know for many coming to balance both aspects of one self is not easy, it is tough for some to do and it takes time but experience and that time makes all things possible. I'm sure having S there to help you also is a huge benefit of that enabling you to enjoy so much of life and it's pleasures that many people know nothing about.
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Thank you for your post.MasterSnatch said:
You have no idea how great it feels to hear that you like Addiction so much. I'm very happy, and flattered, to get your feedback, so thank you very much. I may do another one like it some day, but I'm afraid that it won't turn out any good if I'm not very inspired. So I'll have to wait for that inspiration to strike
Additcion is also probably the one story that I've oput the most of myself in, and I remember writing it left me very emotionally drained (if that makes any sense).Me and S. are pretty much figuring out our lifes and desires together - which works surprisingly well. I think if we were a new couple trying to merge their real and BDSM lifestyles, it would be tougher. It's nice to be able to discover things about each other and ourselves together, to push each other's limits just a little bit on occasion. Our lifestyle is very unique, and it may seem a bit strange to outsiders, but several factors played a role it the way we developed it, and I would not want it to be any other way.
So again, thank you very much for your post.
I really appreciate your concern, your compliments and you comments (that was not purposely alliterative )
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I actually just got back from Rugby practice. I haven't been able to go all week because I've had so much grading to do. It has been very very stressful. We do have another game this Saturday, so I should probably go running tomorrow to get in a bit better shape for it.
But it was great to be able to let out some of my emotions.
We got us a coach! He's not really a coach, to be fair, but (I think) one of the guys from the local men's team. We do not have a college men's team, but an unaffiliated one in town, and they do help us out quite a bit. Our regular coach who is in Iraq is their coach as well.
I have no idea what the dude's name is, since he didn't introduce himself, but he was pretty great. Finally someone will really push us (that's hard to do without a coach when all members of the team are tired already) and I got a very good workout today. He worked with the pack quite a bit, and we are getting so much better.
I locked through about thirty scrums and I'm probably going to have a mark right by my eye because of the friction. Last time I had that, people kept on asking me if my boyfriend beats me. It was really kind of funny. ("Um, technically, yes he does, but the stuff on my face is from Rugby!" - I didn't actually say that, but I was pretty tempting.
). Dude showed me how to adjust my stance a bit to be more effective, and it actually was an improvement. Now we have a scrum that can hold their own and push, instead of being bowled over every time! Sweet!
Once I got home (later than usual, since Dude is used to four hour practices and so insisted on keeping the pack for longer and doing more scrums) I made onion pie (or onion casserole, not sure how to translate it, since I got a German recipe). It turned out damn well, and I'm eating some now. S. likes it quite a bit too, he's sitting on the couch going through weight charts, and occasionally comes over and makes out with me for a minute before going back to work. The boy is silly. I'm completely in love with him.
But it was great to be able to let out some of my emotions.
We got us a coach! He's not really a coach, to be fair, but (I think) one of the guys from the local men's team. We do not have a college men's team, but an unaffiliated one in town, and they do help us out quite a bit. Our regular coach who is in Iraq is their coach as well.
I have no idea what the dude's name is, since he didn't introduce himself, but he was pretty great. Finally someone will really push us (that's hard to do without a coach when all members of the team are tired already) and I got a very good workout today. He worked with the pack quite a bit, and we are getting so much better.
I locked through about thirty scrums and I'm probably going to have a mark right by my eye because of the friction. Last time I had that, people kept on asking me if my boyfriend beats me. It was really kind of funny. ("Um, technically, yes he does, but the stuff on my face is from Rugby!" - I didn't actually say that, but I was pretty tempting.
). Dude showed me how to adjust my stance a bit to be more effective, and it actually was an improvement. Now we have a scrum that can hold their own and push, instead of being bowled over every time! Sweet!Once I got home (later than usual, since Dude is used to four hour practices and so insisted on keeping the pack for longer and doing more scrums) I made onion pie (or onion casserole, not sure how to translate it, since I got a German recipe). It turned out damn well, and I'm eating some now. S. likes it quite a bit too, he's sitting on the couch going through weight charts, and occasionally comes over and makes out with me for a minute before going back to work. The boy is silly.
I'm completely in love with him.
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fieryjen said:Thank you for your post.
You have no idea how great it feels to hear that you like Addiction so much. I'm very happy, and flattered, to get your feedback, so thank you very much. I may do another one like it some day, but I'm afraid that it won't turn out any good if I'm not very inspired. So I'll have to wait for that inspiration to strike
Me and S. are pretty much figuring out our lifes and desires together - which works surprisingly well. I think if we were a new couple trying to merge their real and BDSM lifestyles, it would be tougher. It's nice to be able to discover things about each other and ourselves together, to push each other's limits just a little bit on occasion. Our lifestyle is very unique, and it may seem a bit strange to outsiders, but several factors played a role it the way we developed it, and I would not want it to be any other way.
So again, thank you very much for your post.
I know the value of a good or kind word about a person if not their work, in fact today I was shocked to get feedback from my own story I once put up on the site. Granted it is more fantasy based with a BDSM twist that I wrote for another but the fact that I got some feedback so long after it was put up was more than a bit of a pleasure to see. So you see I do understand how it feels to get such feedback.
As for the needing inspiration factor I do understand that as well, it's why I have not bothered to do another story myself. I've always been a creative person by nature and I can come up with more than a few ideas to either delight or shock people but having a reason to do so is another thing entirely. I'm sure though in your case your story was emotionally draining as you put so much of yourself in there it was more than just a story, it was you, a part of you that few may ever know or see. An aspect of yourself that exposes you and brings about memories and more to the surface. In a way it is you revealing your soul for all to see and know, that is if they care to look at what is really there.
The situation between you and S sounds ideal. I've heard more than enough cases where such unions have ended in disaster due to the nature of one person conflicting with the other. ie: one person is vanilla or has no idea what the BDSM truely means. It is even worse when one person thinks they understand what domination and submission is about yet have no real idea. One can read about it all they like but it's something that exist in the person that makes them as they are.
Strange to some yes your life might be but to me it is everything I wish to obtain myself given time. Granted I need to find one like you but given time that shall come about. All good things afterall...you know what they say.
And it was my joy to post as I did, I know the value of words even when most take them for granted plus in the end I enjoy doing so for those worth it.
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When life knocks you down you got to pick yourself up.
I'm sure you shall be well, too young to be knocked down for good aren't you.
I'm sure you shall be well, too young to be knocked down for good aren't you.
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So glad I can always come here for a little taste of beauty
So glad I can always come here for a little taste of beauty
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Thanks for the advice. I've found it doesn't really help a lot, but putting Aloe Vera on right after the game does help heal it faster.Glyndwr said:
We are still sucking bad, but at least we've had some major improvement of our scrums, thanks to Dude (I know his name now, but I don't really want to write it here). We won fourteen scrums as opposed to the other team's five, and we stole one of theirs in the process. Compare that to the first game where we won exactly... none.
In related news, I have a kind of a crush on my hooker.
In more related news, most of the other locks on my team are wimps
Having a big breakfast very early in the morning seems to work well for me when we're playing at around noon. S. made breakfast in bed for me this morning, and I ended up having a really good amount of energy on the field.
My tackling has improved, but it still needs to be better. That is one of the things I need to work on the most. My knees hurt because my eight man put her entire weight on me before I was able to get my butt up like I'm supposed to in every damn scrum. Is that normal? It kinda sucks.
